Don't count scores in life. Don't count grudges. Let go of all of that.
Instead of holding score and keeping count, only abide by these two rules: positivity with others, and self improvement with self. Uncritical improvement. That's it.
It's the only way to be honest in life. To get to some place better, not just for you but for everybody else too. The only way to do right by yourself and for your life.
Stop counting score. Just be honest and let yourself move with grace, letting go of the negativity and the perceived slights and the complete ego. Speak. Say that love. Say that apology. Do the self improvement. Help others.
Stop swallowing your words. Stop keeping score. Embrace the honest truth regardless of what other people's reaction to it is. Let them hate you or love you or think ill of you. The only horse in this race is yours. All that matters is bettering yourself. All that matters is succeeding in your journey. All that matters is mastering your struggle, and other people will only be a distraction. Let them mean nothing but vehicles for your honesty and love.
Give freely. Stop counting score. Just be positive even to those who hurt you, and just be honest with your own improvement. Love will flow to where truth and intuition is. If there is sincerity and righteousness, it'll come through and cleanse everything in its path as it passes by. You will be fine.
Other people's reaction to who you are and what your truths are is none of your business. Be true and be loving for your sake. Your love and genuineness deserves expression.
Be harshly and unapologetically yourself. It's like mouthwash. It cleanses you and it bites. It's invigorating. Your honesty burns through the trash. Let your honest self shine through. Let all the truth and love out. Stop keeping score.
No one else's rating matters. It's your own improvement that does.
And you'll see as you do this is that it cleanses entire social circles, your positivity and goodness, your refusal to use an ego in your choices. Just improve yourself and be positive with others. That's it. Doesn't matter how good or bad they are or how they react to your honest love for life. Let them be them. All that matters is you because your path and your purpose is more important than their thoughts. Ok?
