Faith// Hope// Love

29. CPTSD, Anorexia recovery. FND. Fibromyalgia. POTS. Ileostomy. Psych student. Aussie

[this-smile-is-real]

This admission has involved becoming so honest to myself and those closely around me.

I was admitted medically last Friday after a GP appt. Sunday night I ended up unconscious in the Intensive Care Unit. My Psychologist and Dietitian both want me to receive specialised eating disorder treatment which may involve an admission in Brisbane/back to Wandi Nerida.

I’m still continuing to do uni assessments and move forward with my study. I’ve had some very difficult days and nights with my mental health. I am so grateful to have had so much support. 65 admissions later and the journey is still through the valleys and trenches but Hope still exists.

So grateful for all of those in my life that remain a source of hope, encouragement and support. I’m 30 in September and hope that my thirties provide more life, more light, more hope and more joy ❤️‍🩹

[purplesparklybabe-deactivated20]

This is for the mentally ill people who stay mentally ill. The ones that medication doesn’t work for, or who medication only alleviates some of their symptoms, or medication makes your symptoms more managable but only just so, just enough that everything is still hard, that you can see the difference between what you can do and what other people can

this is for the people whose doctor said “this is as good as it’s going to get”

who diligently take their meds every day knowing that this is as healthy as they will ever be and get up and face the world anyway

i am so so proud of you

[co27]

me and my mutuals looking at each other liking each others posts knowing were both online at unholy hours of the night

[duncebento]

love this site

[angeliquemaretti]

dear every cat ever

I love you

[fibro-memes]

[fibro-memes]

[black-quadrant]

Not everyone will like your boundaries. That’s the point. Boundaries aren’t designed to keep others comfortable; they’re designed to keep you safe.

[fairycosmos]

this too shall pass is a great mantra for both small worries and huge life events but i fear i am “this too shall pass”-ing away my whole life

[anxietyproblem]

[thememedaddy]

[m4nicpsych0]

abandonment issues slayyyy

[asexual-amanita]

Yes, some disabilities are dynamic, and most of us in the disability community know this. However many people aren’t aware of just how dynamic some conditions can be.

A person can go from no symptoms at all to being profoundly debilitated all in one day.

Some have baseline symptoms so low and flares so high, that things can go from 1 to 10 very quickly.

I know it can seem impossible that some people’s disabilities fluctuate with such extreme variability, but this is a real phenomenon that people deal with.

[ripeteeth]

i simply need everyone to understand that i am tired all of the time. literally at all moments. if i ever go somewhere and do something, it is not because i am somehow full of energy, but instead that i have carefully stored up all of my little bits of energy like a dragon collecting jewels, and am now vaporizing them all at once

[mrhollanov]

Literally drove to the ice skating arena and falling asleep on the bench 😭

[noodles-07]

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

[tourfilm]

living under a rock is so fun i love watching a movie that’s been famous for decades and being like wow this is so good.. did you guys know about this

[ravioliet]

god's weakest soldier is scrolling tumblr instead of being productive or participating in any of their hobbies