#move on?

[eshildora]

Just sharing the sheer amount of shit I have started, gotten too busy to finish, and either stopped caring or simply have no memory of how I achieved some style I was going for.

Bitching/Crying/Screaming into the void below

Starting something on my one free day then either struggling through a million distractions and having it look like shit or waiting for next week to continue working on it little by little fucking sucks. I feel like my brain is getting ripped in half.

Not to mention how I remember my enthusiasm at starting each of these but can’t remember what I wanted with it. That never used to be a problem before.

Wanting to do a painterly style more than anything but being so slow is awful.

And getting advice from people who do not work 6 days a week and don’t work out or don’t look after their friends or family or just generally antisocial selfish pricks (mostly old men) telling me I did that to myself makes my blood boil.

And though I made money from my art and still do, chasing clients most of the time is no better and has only gotten harder. Mentally especially.

Don’t get me started on how I’d love to replay all these games again. The hours I poured into, say, Dragon Age that inspired some work, that I cannot for the life of me recall. Seems so dull now?

Since I’m already bitching I am also a bit of an Ipad hater. The time I wasted wrestling with opacity settings and disk space is horrendous.

I will not always have this work schedule but it’s still a shame. Feel like a moron lol

[vildo]

Not now kittens daddy’s down bad

[myhiddenquerencia]

A love that's unreturned, my heart does ache, Yet I won't let it break, for my spirit's sake. With time, I'll heal and find my way, Embracing new love, brighter days.

Tears fall like raindrops, tracing trails of sorrow, But I gather strength, for a brighter tomorrow. With each sunrise, I mend my broken heart, Embracing healing, letting go of the past's art.

Each step forward, I'll grow strong, Leaving behind what went wrong. One-sided love may have left scars deep within, But I rise above, ready for a new love to begin.

....

In the depths of my soul, I'll find peace, And from unrequited love, I'll finally release.

-S

[fragilecapric0rnn]

RULES: post the last sentence you wrote (fanfic / original / anything) and tag as many people as there are words in the sentence

tagged by @kkpwnall @fastcardotmp3 @thefreakandthehair @roykentt – thanks guys!!!!<3<3

remembered that this is a game i've been tagged in, which made me realize i have not written in 2 weeks. wooof. the st worms seem to be retreating a bit unfortunately, but here's a ronance political au crumb bc it was the last line i wrote before my writing brain went offline.

She doesn’t care if this is the last thing she does on this earth, she’d meet any fate if it meant that Nancy Wheeler would keep kissing her like it’s keeping her alive.

Tagging: anyone who wants to share what they've been working on!!!! No pressure <3<3

[alicentofriften]

i should probably get some sleep but how can i do that after i just watched my favorite character kill herself

[eryiscrye]

Honestly... I suspected this would happen... I just didn’t expect it would happen on the first chapter though and certainly not for this o-o. Some readers be wild. At least the first one is just SO wild that it wooshed right past my anxiety markers

[serdunkthelunk]

tumblr drama is so........................................................ weird