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The long-awaited wedding story was a beautiful one! 

24 Hours and Counting: Kirisawa

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No Pain No Gain (MPD Hiroshi x OC)

Category: Angst / Fluff? Character: Take a guess or any suggestion OC: Miku Oshiro Notes: Originally an idea for rp that’s no longer happening so let’s see where this’d lead me

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Hiroshi Kirisawa’s POV

I can't entirely block out the unnecessary thoughts that's flooding through my preoccupied mind, no matter how hard I try. Koichi has fallen asleep on the couch with the remote still in his hand, picking him up easily I lay him onto his bed which's set up in time by our brilliant babysitter.

Not being able to pinpoint what I'm feeling, mixing with frustration and exhaustion as I gaze at the mountain of boxes surrounding my new apartment. After working straight for 48 hours without much sleep and to come home in need of a shower which isn't likely to happen, I flop down onto the empty couch and ponder just how I've gotten into this very situation.

Glancing down at my phone for what realistically might have been the hundredth time today, getting increasingly nervous with every minute that ticks by. I shouldn't let it get to me and here I'm, staring at my phone at 11pm on a Friday night and wondering if I'll ever get a reply from her.

I remember how her regular check in or silly messages would brighten my busy days till I've lost track of everything- endless over time, missing date nights, forgetting anniversaries then leads to the cold left overs, mornings without goodbyes and by the time I realize the lack of texts and calls exchange, there's already a divorce paper waiting on the dining table.

My world's flipped upside down.

I am still the same person she's met decade ago, and yet my decency and dedication for my job have sacrificed my marriage. Deliberately working extra so I'd avoid her whining of how I put the civilians and the deceased before her and our child, making sure I wouldn't need to sit there and watch the disappointing look on my boy's face, believing that my choice of career is the worst of all. I haven't tried to fight for a marriage that's beyond saving but I fight hard to get Koichi's full custody, knowing completely in my heart that it would be the right decision for I don't want him to grow up being a materialistic and cynical. The divorce isn't a pretty sight and I attempt to keep my balance, squeezing whatever time I'd to spend with Kochi though it's never enough. We're fortunate enough to have a babysitter who is sticking with us in spite of moving the third time within a year. Kochi is acting out and Rei is the only one he'd listen to, let's hope I won't be getting a call from the new school too soon. Reaching into my pocket and lighting my last cigarette, I inhale deeply, sucking in the bitter yet satisfying taste of my safe haven. Slowly exhaling a cloud of smoke into the apartment, I watch as the white-gray smoke swirl around in the breeze under the dim lights. 

This feels good, immensely so, to be able to do this without interruption. Resting my head on the back of couch, my eyes open at the scent of brewing coffee from the window opening, precisely from next door. Eventually raising my feet and gradually making my way to the boxes again, I scratch the back of my head and laugh at myself for attempting to unpack with no scissor or cutter at all. Almost being driven crazy for want of coffee and in need of tools, I knock on my neighbor's door which's answered a lot quicker than expected. Pausing momentarily at the woman with messy bun and Disney pajamas that I thought only come in kids size till her confusing and slightly unwelcoming tone of "Can I help you?"

And it just occurs to me that I should have at least shower before making an appearance to my neighbor, especially woman- great, now I probably look like a creep and one that smells.

Miku Oshiro’s POV

I have grown tired of trying to hold things together, to control things that's beyond my control, to look people in the eyes and lie about how fine I feel while all I want is to scream and cry till my voice could no longer be heard.

I am just so tired.

Too tired to fix whatever it's left for it's far too broken to be fixed; too tired to act normal or play the part of perfect wife because at the end of day- I'm the one to blame.

Not attentive enough; not attractive enough, not satisfying him enough.

I was never enough and never will be for him- a man who apparently never valued me, a man who had absolutely no intention to salvage our marriage, a man who had been cheating all along. Yet the very same man used to travel miles to surprise me, took my hands and turned his back on his family, brought a house and called it our home where we shall live with our kids in five years time.

Now, three years later.

I am still the woman who have fallen for him hard, he on the other hand has two kids with another woman. The pain of his vows and empty promises that strikes through my heart each time I receive a message from him about when I’m selling the house or have I told my parents.

I mean SO LITTLE to him.

He was my world, my everything.

It seemed like he had been waiting to leave me, finding out his infidelity was a relief. It wasn’t about the other woman, it was the fact that he’d finally be free of me, free from the life with me. He could not wait to get out.

How did I let that happen? How did we come this far? Just where did it go wrong? When did he stop loving me? How could he just stop caring?

Do I seriously mean nothing to him? What have I done to deserve zero respect?

Exhausted and angry at myself for being so blind, naïve and stupid. Lying flat on my cold bed with a sheet resting against my body, I let the train of thoughts consume me, eating me away by people who never try or bother to understand me. Nerveless, their words still sting and stab right through my fragile hearts, constantly being questioned, judged and criticized my final decision has seriously making me doubt my sanity. My confidence and integrity gone and crushed so easily within hours of telling my parents and his, curling into a ball and hugging my knees is the only kind of comfort I could afford.

I could run away, abandon my job, disappear and start a new life under some make up name like people in the movies. No responsibility, no obligation and definitely no pressure but I love my job, writing is my sanctuary, the only thing that keeps me at ease and yet, even that may not be enough for me to carry on anymore.

The sound of doorbell startles me, given it possibly hasn’t rang in a million years and it is late in the evening. I should ignore it, whoever it is will walk away and leave me back to my pity self. And somehow I find my feet moving on their own and head towards the front door, opening a slight crack with my trembling hands to see a stranger’s face, a very good looking stranger’s face.

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Happy birthday, Hiroshi!🥳

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Switching Places Chapter 17: Hello Sister

Title: Switching Places Chapter 17 Fandom: Kiss By The Baddest Bidder & Metro PD: Close To You Rated: Drama, Thriller, Angst, Fluff, Smut, Mystery? MPD’s MC: Mika HIJIKATA KBTBB’s MC: Mia SAKATA (reference) Characters: Eisuke, Soryu, Mamoru, Baba, Ota Summary: Some face to face / heart to heart real talk between the twins Background: If you don’t know what this series is about, here’s a quick summary and reference links. MC Mika is the twin sister of Mia- original MC from KBTBB who’s now unconscious in hospital after an attack, Mika who works in MPD goes undercover and soon discovers about the black market auction plus a series of “troubles”- Eisuke forces himself on her / Walk into Soryu masturbation / Fun time with the boss Kirisawa / One night stand with creepy doc / Sleeping with lazy Mamo & Eisuke’s fantasy  / Or going on a date with Eisuke? / Drinking game with the bidders

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Notes: Next Chap- Mika and Soryu face Eisuke... not gonna be pretty

★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ Prologue Chapter 1: Part 1 Waking Up Chapter 1: Part 2 Welcome Home Chapter 1: Part 3A Hell Hole (Option 1 SMUT) Chapter 1- Part 3 (option 2 ROMANCE) Chapter 2: Hello Stranger Chapter 3: Part 1A Someone Chapter 3: Part 1B What Am I? (Soryu’s ROMANCE) Chapter 4: Heated Night (Soryu’s SMUT) Chapter 5: Part 1 Bad Timing (Kirisawa’s SMUT) Chapter 5: Part 2 Show time (Luke’s SMUT) Chapter 5: Part 3 Bed time, kid (Mamo;s SMUT) Chapter 6: Part 1 Morning After Chapter 6: Part 2 Be Mine, Again (Eisuke’s SMUT) Chapter 7: Nothing Else Chapter 8: The One & Only (Soryu’s SMUT) Chapter 9: Part 1 Behind the Mask Chapter 9: Part 2 Date Night Chapter 10: Let The Game Begins Chapter 11: Make It Right Chapter 12: Will You Help Me Mamoru? Chapter 13: GONE Chapter 14: The More The Merrier Chapter 15: I’m not in love with Eisuke Chapter 16: Might As Well Be Dead?

Chapter 17: Hello Sister

Kirisawa closes the door quietly once your arms are wrapped around Mia, hot tears are flooding your eyes and pouring down your cheeks. "Thank god!!" Confuse and worry, your twin sister whispers nervously. "What's going on, Mika? They took me here from the hospital and wouldn't let me go home." Whipping away your tears as you pull away to take a good look at her, "Home?" Tucking her bangs across her pale cheek to her ear, she hesitates. "Yes, I.. I live at the hotel dormitory." "Mia, I know." Like a kid got caught stealing, she takes a few steps back. "Know what?" "Mia, I know. I've been going undercover as you, living with them. I know everything."

Eisuke's World

Hearing a light knock on the door, Eisuke takes the last sip of his drink and walks back to his desk. Baba opens he door and peeks inside, "Come in." Eisuke orders, sitting on his usual chair.

"Mamoru says the police has arrived, he can't bring them back." Eisuke looks up and glared at the thief in red, "Who's behind this?" Baba hands him a few pages with the scar woman's photo, "I think she has an accomplice, still tracking the real ip." Eisuke clicks his tongue at the information, "This pathetic bitch just doesn't know when to quit." "The police has her, she's going to jail for sure." Eisuke's eyes leave from the papers to his laptop screen, "She's just a pawn, I want the person behind it." Baba nods, "Call my lawyers." Eisuke says, mouse scrolling slowly down his email. "Baba, I want them back to the penthouse, both of them." He commends, narrowing his eyes with the words on his screen: LIKE YOUR SURPRISE? HOW DOES IT FEEL?

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"What do you mean.. you've been living with them as me?" She panics. "Exactly what I said. You didn't wake, I played my part and pretended I woke at the hospital. They brought me to the hotel, oh I even attended the IVC and the beloved auctions." You smile, not amused at all. Too shock to speak, she stands there blankly.

"Were you ever going to tell me? Mia?"

"It's... not.. I don't know how to.. It's not an easy topic, how do I even bring it up?"

"You're sold at an black market auction! That's human trafficking! You were worried how to bring it up?"

You shouldn't get mad but here you are, slamming your hands on the table.

"Do you have any idea how worried I was? What a failure I am for not knowing anything about you!"

Pacing around the room as you repeat her stories, something that you have to read from her diary instead of hearing it from her.

"They are criminals and you can be charged as accomplice! What were you thinking??!!"

"They are good people!" She defends them but swiftly averts her gaze to the floor. "They may have broken some laws but they are good people, deep down they are all kind hearted."

"Well Eisuke sure as hell has burried his heart so deep that no one can see apart from you!"

She giggles and the corner of her lips turn into a smile. "He's difficult but he is just..."

"Fucked up and broken?"

"Mika, I love him and he loves me."

Letting out a sarcastic chuckle, you snort. "He has a funny way of showing it." "Well, he isn't very good at expressing his feelings."

You should tell her about that night, the blow job, the mask, every nasty thing he's done to you but instead, you bite your lips and break the bad news. "They are all going down."

"What?"

"I'm a cop, you don't expect me to turn a blind eye, do you?"

"No, wait, Mika!! Don't."

"Mia! They are criminals!"

"No! But they are good people!"

"They are selling people, stolen arts, information..."

"Yes but also because there are people to buy them."

"Oh my god, are you listening to yourself? Is this what you have become? One of them? Breaking laws and think it's okay because it's for good cause!!" "I am not.."

"What? A criminal? Or did you seriously think they'll never get caught?"

"Mika, please, it's not what you think. They are just trying to help in their own ways."

"STOP DEFENDING THEM!!! Mia, wake up! They are criminals!"

"Yes!!! I heard you!! So was dad!!!!!" She yells with tears forming in her eyes as you watch her being torn apart.

"How dare you!!"

"He was a dirty cop too!! He made mistakes!! We all do!! Shouldn't you understand that out of all people?"

"Don't drag him into this, dad has nothing to do with this!"

"He broke the law for greater good, didn't he? He's one of the good ones. You always defend him, remember? Why can't you...."

"What? Cut them some slack? Dad did his time, he faced the consequences liked a man! If they are good people, they should make it right!!"

God you hate that phrase, make it right. It reminds you of Soryu, his sweet scent, his dazzling gaze, his hot breath on your chest not so long ago. How is he going to react? Ice Dragons will fall apart if he's locked up. Will he hate you once he find out who you are?

"Mika, please. At least let me.. let me try to convince them to stop the auction." You stare with a light shake of your head, "No Mia. I am not going to let you tip them off."

"You can't lock me up here."

"No but we can keep you here for 48 hours."

"Mika! No, please!!!"

You reach the doors before she takes another steps with Kirisawa waiting outside. "48 hours, that's all you get." He sighs quietly, "Go meet with the team quickly and fix the plan before Ichinomiya sends someone to get you." His hand hesitates on the doorknob and turns to you. "I hope you know what you are doing."

Chapter 18 here

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Metro PD: Close to You

Hiroshi Kirisawa - Lieutenant 

“I’ll stay by your side, wherever our journey leads us.”