Aug 14, 2018
So I woke up as Henry (one of the host's alters) and the host is meant to be seeing certain people etc that know him and I'm so bad at pretending to be him 😅
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So I woke up as Henry (one of the host's alters) and the host is meant to be seeing certain people etc that know him and I'm so bad at pretending to be him 😅
Crumbling inside
I don't know what I want anymore. I just wanna live a happy life and become a graphic designer. But today... Today was the last straw. I wanna hurt them like they hurt me! But I know I can't do that... I don't wanna end up like them... Another part wants to lay down and die... And what I'm doing is sitting down blogging this.... As if anyone cares.
My boyfriend is in the worst mood tonight..
..... and he doesn't feel good... I could seriously see me smoking three packs of cigarettes right now. I'm just not in the mood to be cuddling a whole lot. I typically am, just not tonight. If you're TTC you know what it is like with AF on its way... BFN which makes you kinda cranky and then.. yano.
I just really feel like taking a big long drive and listening to Elvis or maybe KISS... I'm in a weird mood. Rather keep to myself and the confines of the internet... Maybe I'll just... Slip away and let the alters deal with it... Honestly, sometimes they are better at cheering him up and that's okay... kinda?
who the fuck am i