#mtspoken

[mt-stomach]

People threw me the same question over and over again and keep asking..

Why don’t you have a boyfriend? Why are you still single?

Because people, I’m having a great time! That’s why. I love my life. But if ever, I met someone that I felt it justified the investment that I have right now, then I would. It would have to be extraordinary to go for it. I value relationships highly and I’d need to meet someone extraordinary. Cause I also love my life as it is now. So it would take something extraordinary to wrestle me away from the way things are now.

[mt-stomach]

In the lonely hour

We yearn so badly to be healed We let anyone in We cram them into what small piece we have left Hopin they have good intentions.

-r.h sin “born to love, cursed to feel”.

[mt-stomach]

Don't date me, Don't date me for I will not send you long sweet texts while you're asleep. I am cold, selfish I will force you to wake up in the middle of the night even if I know you have a big day tomorrow. Don't date me for I will not kiss you, hug you, or hold your hand in public. I am not affectionate. My actions will contradict my words. Don't date me for I will easily get jealous. I am an overthinker. I will doubt you all the time even if I know how much you love me. Don't date me for I will give up on you a lot. I am weak, I am fragile I am scared to commit. Don't date me for I will bring out the worst in you. I am a pessimist. And my negativity will piss you off. Don't date me for I am the epitome of a paradox. I want to be happy but I think of the things that'll make me sad. I want to feel loved but I push everyone, who could love me, away. Don't date me for I am a storm. I destroy everything in my path. And I will destroy you. Words by dmb