@ ❄️🌙, not to be dramatic or anything but I'd die for you. I sound like a broken record but with season 3 looming on the horizon I've been feeling really down in the dumps, mainly because I feel there's gonna be a massive surge in Shit I Don't Wanna See Ever that's gonna affect me whether I like it or not, and it actually came to a head yesterday, so seeing this today has been like being gently scooped out of hot oil and put onto a nice towel.
Rest assured I'd go back in time and beat up every single XY if I could. I'd beat myself up. I don't care that I know exactly what drove me to do what, if anything that's more reason. I can't say enough how sorry I am. At the same time, though, I can't say how thankful I am either. You saved my life and showed me a glimpse of what things could've been if I'd just been normal, I guess. I hope there's a life out there in which we were actually friends. (Maybe this is that life!) And I'm thankful for you specifically for reaching out to me and reassuring me. You've made me feel so at ease, I wish nothing but the best for you in this life too. And in every life. (I recall you mentioned you're with Song Lan again? That's all I could ever hope for, strange as it is coming from me!)
This is so long already, holy shit. STILL. It bears mentioning that I'm most relieved of all to know you feel the same about [redacted], because nothing is as valid to me as the confirmation from someone who is xxc, you know? It makes me feel like I have some backup here in feeling how I do. And thank you, if it hadn't been for that person things would've gone terribly in both my timelines. I just wish he'd been there in the other, too.
Okay, that's it from me, tl;dr you made my day and I hope you're well, always. You are MORE epic. >:p - #🍬👿
