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I realized that I am only uncomfortable with doubles if I do not know them. If I know they will not judge me for being different from them, the discomfort completely goes away.
Who knew it was just anxiety all along?
- An N fictive (Pokemon)
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Thinking about how before I knew I was a system, every “kin” I had that wasn’t okay with doubles has actually turned out to be a fictive.... Hmb.
Oh boy time for the guilt uhm.
I'm a Steven Universe fictive and,, I've met other fictives of me? And I feel bad? Because for those other fictives, they still love mom, they see her in a good light. Meanwhile I need to blacklist anything mentioning Rose Quartz or Pink Diamond because. I don't see my mom in a good light at all. I still love her,, and I wish she was there with me,, but.
I acknowledge all that she's done and the trauma she put on top of me before that.
- Steven fictive
https://fictionkinfessions.tumblr.com/post/647377759148048384/zom3t1m3z-1-f33l-1nv4l1d-b3c4uz3-my-typ1ng-qu1rk
SORRY TH1S 1S 4 L4T3 R3PLY, 1 SP3NT TOO LONG H4V1NG SYS M4T3S STOP M3 B3C4US3 "WH4T 1F TH3Y DON'T L1K3 DOUBL3S???" 4NYW4YS. 1'V3 B33N D3B4T1NG R3PL4C1NG MY S W1TH 5 B3C4US3 1 L1K3 TH3 LOOK MOR3. 1 DON'T KNOW 1F 1T'S SOM3TH1NG 1 D1D B3FOR3, BUT WHO C4R3S. L3T P3OPL3 JUDG3. TH3Y'R3 GO1NG TO NO M4TT3R WH4T...
4NYW4YS TL;DR FUCK B1TCH3S G3T MON3Y. 1 C4R3 WH4T P3OPL3 TH1NK BUT 3NJO1NG MYS3LF 1S MOR3 1MPORT4NT. 4LSO 1'M GL4D 1'M NOT TH3 ONLY ON3 W1TH 4 SL1GHTLY D1FF3R3NT TYP1NG QU1RK TH4N C4NON -T3R3Z1
"Sorry this is a late reply, I spent too long having sys mates stop me because "what if they don't like doubles???" Anyways. I've been debating replacing my S with 5 because I like the look more. I don't know if it's something I did before, but who cares. Let people judge. They're going to no matter what...
Anyways tl;dr fuck bitches get money (/lh). I care what people think but enjoying myself is more important. Also I'm glad I'm not the only one with a slightly different typing quirk than canon -Terezi" ("translator's" note, #fictive, #🍊☀️💕)
I'm used to timeline differences between different kinnies but for some reason it still weird me out a little when I see other Mikus (or Vocaloid kins/fictives in general) who were humans in their timelines. Like, damn, that's wild. Imagine not being a robot? Imagine having flesh?? Weird (I'm jk I love all you other Mikus--) (also pls tag as fictive!)
Scrolled by an aesthetic people who kin grimsley and it... didn’t fit me at all? And that’s.... weird?
I know it’s not exactly an accomplishment to be different than source, I mean there are two other grimsley fictives here and one has a completely different story and the other is a cryptid (that’s not a joke he is actually half shadow cryptid), but compared to that I was at least the closest. Hell, I practically followed source. It feels weird to no longer be associated with that side of me that so many people know...
Unova will always be my home, and I miss battling and I miss the other elite four. But I don’t miss that part of me and it feels good to grow out of it. I associate more with Alola, the beaches, the sand, the blinding sun and tropical atmosphere, the relaxation and no shits given, and good natured fun and mild embarrassing of people I know and care about. It’s better. -Grimsley (#depressionguardian) (fictive)
Augh. I hate myself for being jealous of doubles. I hate myself for hating myself for being jealous of doubles. I dont want to be jealous of them. I want to be able to walk peacefully and comfortably among doubles, but my brain tells me I can't. I want to, I really do. But it just makes me feel bad. It makes me feel like a bad person. It makes me feel... inferior. I feel less important. Whatever. I'll deal with it.
-Tamaki Amajiki (BNHA, fictive)
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i wanna join a fictive server for my source but the idea of me meeting an alter of my abuser isnt pleasant! plus i dont like the idea of meeting more me's in tandem with that. like, the nature of my source would make it feel like.... like i had a family again. and ive worked so hard to pull myself out of my past. i just.... i want more friends but i cant risk that. im just so tired of being alone. im so sick of having to be alone #🌒
