You can havve wwhatevver opinion of me you wwant but wwhat they did wwith me after my death wwas dowwnright cruel. I don't wwant to be in dream dreambubbles seeing all the things I fucked up or didn't get to havve in some quirk of fate. I don't wwant to havve a chance to run into any of the others or to go on wwith my meaningless, hopeless existence. Could I not just be dead? Wwould that not be satisfactory? I wwould be out of your sights and out of your minds, right? Wwouldn't that havve been nice? Wwe all like it wwhen I'm just nowwhere near anybody right? You couldn't havve just throwwn my body into the abyss of space and excluded me from your little dreamer's club glub?
And don't evven get me started on throwwin me in a sprite wwith that ill-tempered, self-engrandizin, vulgar peice of shit wwho only made me hate him more wwith his chronic self hatin bullshit wwhile I could once again do fuck all to him because he became ro tightly merged wwith me that it all boiled dowwn to self hate rather than righteous anger anyhoww.
I knoww the story shafted me somethin fuckin *special* but I take particular umbrage with howw I wwas abandoned by the mainline of the story but still sent on to *suffer.* Maybe not maliciously. Maybe not on purpose, but I wwould rather let Kan slice me into peices a million times ovver than endure wwhat I got, as long as I got to actually fuckin die at the end.
For someone that nobody wanted around, I sure had a hard time bein put dowwn.
You can have whatever opinion of me you want but what they did with me after my death was downright cruel. I don't want to be in dream dreambubbles seeing all the things I fucked up or didn't get to have in some quirk of fate. I don't want to have a chance to run into any of the others or to go on with my meaningless, hopeless existence. Could I not just be dead? Would that not be satisfactory? I would be out of your sights and out of your minds, right? Wouldn't that have been nice? We all like it when I'm just nowhere near anybody right? You couldn't have just thrown my body into the abyss of space and excluded me from your little dreamer's club glub?
And don't even get me started on throwing me in a sprite with that ill-tempered, self-aggrandizing, vulgar piece of shit who only made me hate him more with his chronic self hating bullshit while I could once again do fuck all to him because he became so tightly merged with me that it all boiled down to self hate rather than righteous anger anyhow.
I know the story shafted me something fucking special but I take particular umbrage with how I was abandoned by the mainline of the story but still sent on to suffer. Maybe not maliciously. Maybe not on purpose, but I would rather let Kan slice me into pieces a million times over than endure what I got, as long as I got to actually fucking die at the end.
For someone that nobody wanted around, I sure had a hard time being put down.