#mun creations.

[olivcrstone]

OLIVER STONE... look inside and see how it feels.

but strictly speaking, i'm still on track. strictly speaking, i'm holding on. more than a minor setback. but strictly speaking, i'm still on track and all of my dreams are still in sight. strictly speaking, I've got my whole life. i lost a wheel a while back but strictly speaking, i'm still on track. trouble keeps falling in my lap. strung out again, but still on track.

[mayaswollman]

MAYA WOLLMAN... try and put it into words.

meditate, play solitaire, take up self-defense. when you get old and faded out will you want your friends? what's left for you and me, you respond to my question metaphorically. don't read into psychology and won't rely on your mood for anything. no turning, there's no turning, there's no turning back after what was said.

[olivcrstone]

OLIVER STONE rings in 2020 at the Harris House.

[olivcrstone]

LOMK TASK 001 – NEW YEAR, NEW YOU.

Oliver has always been one who had the strange desire to be brand new when the new year came around. He’d stare into the face of his own reflection and claim some newfound acceptance and confidence, swearing by all that’s bright and colorful in him that he will never harm himself by restricting his personality or interests ever again. But this never seems to stick, which always tends to make every sense of development crumble instantly.

So Oliver’s learned not to give himself New Years Resolutions. In fact, he hasn’t given himself any for many years. Though, this year was different. The start of a new decade seems detrimental to Oliver and something he wants to take hold of in a firm grip this time. He has a blunt but sincere list in regards to what he’d like to accomplish this year and for the rest of this decade. He wrote it in a drunken frenzy in small bursts, but he’s taking it to heart regardless of that. It goes a little something like this:

     You’re bipolar, get over it      Get married      Don’t fuck it up      Accept change      Be a great father      A great husband      LOVE YOURSELF.      YOU ARE BIPOLAR.      IT’S FINE.      you’re fine you’re fine      Fuck everyone else      Accept that you are loved      Stop smoking

This decade, Oliver is hoping to not restrict what makes him so perfectly Oliver Stone. He refuses to feel bad about it either. He will be vibrant, lively, and bursting sparks even if everyone around him whines and complains about it. He’ll accept his mental health struggles, especially his diagnosis, and work on it aside from seeing them as a burden. They aren’t a burden and neither is he. He’ll raise a beautiful and vibrant child, just like him, and be an even better husband. He’ll accept that there are people that do in fact love him despite his mind convincing him that he’s simply too much to handle. Oh, and he’ll try to stop smoking. No promises.

[jennymann]

JENNY aesthetics ....

when the sirens sound you'll hide under the floor. but I'm not gonna go down with my hometown in a tornado. i'm gonna chase it.

[mayaswollman]

MAYA WOLLMAN rings in 2020 at the Harris House.

[olivcrstone]

OLIVER STONE  +  AESTHETICS.

❛ I wanted to explain myself to myself in an understandable way. I gave shape to my fears and made excuses. I varied my velocities, watched myself sleep. something's not right about what I'm doing but I'm still doing it — living in the worst parts, ruining myself. ❜