it would be really cool if i could like get a fundraiser running because we are on the brink of homelessness but i think id rather just die of heatstroke on the sidewal than ask for help from strangers. what if they think im selfish and harass me. or worse. what if i just dont beg hard enough and no one interacts with it at all. then i have no money and ive humiliated myself for no reason








