#mun minutae

[saintedfury]

((I’m sitting here staring at some prompts that I would love to try and write, but for some reason after Eli and Furia split everyone sent me a ton of Eli and Furia prompts.

Truth be told I could write them in the Domestic AU, but I’m not sure if I can manage it at the moment.

Though there is one that I want to write as a dream sequence, mainly just to fuck with Eli because I know it will squick him out.))

[saintedfury]

((And I know there are some asks from the last few months, but honestly I have no idea what the prompts are from. So, I’m not sure if I’m going to get to them. Right now, I’m just trying to distract myself and try to get my brain engaged.

I was in a weird spot this morning. Some things are happening and I decided to ignore my own needs, and I think I skipped my meds. Bad call. Because now I’m all ... confuddled.))

[saintedfury]

((Never managed to get out from under my rock for fall break. So it’s back to school for me. And to make it better, my knee and my hip woke me up at 2 am. I was in so much pain it woke me up and kept me up. And here I am ... lesson planning at 4 am.))

[saintedfury]

((And this is the reason for the Happily Ever After Domestic AU. Because my soul hurts now.))

[saintedfury]

((Ugh, no. I just looked in my inbox. All the prompts. OMG. At least I know that for like the next month there are no more Distractions in my queue. Maybe I can catch up.

But it will not happen to night.))

[saintedfury]

((Um. I was going to try and distract myself with replies, but I can’t find the space in my head for it. 

I’m putting this under a cut, for reasons.

When I got home today, I found out that my dad died ... in 2016. No one told me about it. No one. We only found out because my brother googles himself every once and a while. 

I mean I know my uncle had my cell number. I’d called him and I had the same number then as when Dad passed. Hell, he was only in Louisiana for less than a year after he left.

Strangely, despite it all. Despite our estrangement. Despite the hell he put me and my family through when we were trying to do everything in our power for him. Despite the way he just disappeared on us. Despite it all. I’m not sure how I feel. 

I’m upset. Upset about the stupid things. They put him in a home hours away from all of the family in Louisiana. They buried him even though he wanted to be cremated--he’d already made and paid for the arrangements--but they didn’t put him in the plot he bought that was next to his parents. Nope. They planted him all alone, far from anyone else.

His obituary is all wrong. So many errors. And I just ... 

I don’t even know right now. 

But forgive me if I don’t reply for a bit.))

[saintedfury]

OOC

((Sorry for being a slacker. I had big ideas that I would get back to my replies and being active this week. But then Monday happened and kicked me into a new funk.))

[saintedfury]

((I just noticed something ... I’ve been writing and posting the Domestic AU for Eli and Furia for two years ... Well, almost. The first creation date I have for a fic featuring them in this world was 2016.01.16.

Honestly, I had not even realized I’d been splashing about in this pond that long.))