Thank you!! (+ thanks for not just writing 1-40 because holy fuck that would’ve taken the rest of my night..) There’s a lot of text so i’ll put it under a read more!!!
2: What makes you really angry? Be honest.
I get really pissed when people act like cunts or use 4chan slang. I see red when people use words like ’triggered’ when they get a negative response to their actions. I also get angry when i’m tired and/or frustrated and someone offers their opinion when i never asked for one. Also constant monologuing is really fucking annoying (though i’m guilty of it myself) and treating conversation with little respect grinds my gears.
4: What advice would you give to your past self?
Don’t be afraid to fight back. There’s no reason to try to be the bigger person. You can’t win a fight peacefully if your enemy is freely using violence. Also talk to your psychologist about your childhood ffs so I don’t have to deal with it lmao.
14: Have any books changed your life? How?
Every single book i’ve read has changed my life more or less. I get absorbed into all of these new worlds easily and grow alongside the main characters. There isn’t a book that HASN’T changed me!! But if i have to tell an example it would be Salla Simukka’s Minuuttivalssi/Kun enkelit katsoivat muualle and Raili Mikkanen’s Koukussa. Minuuttivalssi & Kun enkelit katsoivat muualle helped me find myself and made me question my orientation and all kinds of good shit. Koukussa is a story about a girl who battles with her drug addiction and ends up a winner. I gained a lot of perspective from that!!
34: What makes a person truly evil?
I don’t believe in true evil. All actions have different sides and if you’re good at convincing others you can justify your actions with ease. The closest thing to evilness might be disregarding all basic respect and sympathy and empathy for others. You can pursue your dreams and strive to change the world but please remember your peers.
40: Are some lives more valuable than others?
Not necessarily more valuable but more worthy of living, yes. I would make an abortion if someone told me my child would be in pain for their whole life and i would totally pay to fix an elderly person’s hip if it meant they could live more easily and enjoy their existence. This is a question that never gets old and i could talk for hours about this. What makes life more valuable or less valuable anyways? Is there any value to all of this?
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SUCK SOME BUTTCHEEKS, HOLY SHIT.. The answers are below the cut
1. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HELD HANDS WITH? -My dear friend Melissa.
2. ARE YOU OUTGOING OR SHY? -Mostly outgoing, unless i feel myself threatened in any way.
3. WHO ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING? -MY FRIEND’S GRANDMOTHER LMAO. I have no grandmas or grandpas because they’re all dead, so she fits this large hole in my life pretty well. She’s a stereotypical grandma and treats me like her own grandkid ; _ ; We talk a lot about literature and history and politics!
4. ARE YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH? -Definitely if i decide so
5. IF YOU WERE DRUNK WOULD THE PERSON YOU LIKE TAKE CARE OF YOU? -Idk man.. I don’t like anyone but if i did like someone they probably would be the kind of person to help me.
6. WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE ARE YOU ATTRACTED TO? -Everyone with manners and who treats others with respect. Honestly you can look stereotypically ugly and i’ll still find the beauty in you as long as you don’t behave like a total ass. (It doesn’t matter if you look like a sex god, i’ll find every flaw in you if you act like a prick)
7. DO YOU THINK YOU’LL BE IN A RELATIONSHIP TWO MONTHS FROM NOW? -I SURE FUCKING HOPE SO. TODAY HAS BEEN PRETTY FUCKING INTERESTING AND I A M ACHING LMAO
8. WHO FROM THE OPPOSITE GENDER IS ON YOUR MIND? -I don’t fucking know my own gender so there is no clear opposite, but the person i’ve mostly been thinking about today is you @muovikassi lmao
9. DOES TALKING ABOUT SEX MAKE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE? -Depends on the person and the tone we speak about it in. If it’s just casual talk about kinks it’s alright. If it’s the condescending lecture kind of talk, i get kinda uncomfy. If you talk about your own sex life you know i am vividly imagining all of the stuff you’re talking about.
10. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU HAD A DEEP CONVERSATION WITH? -A total jackass who i don’t talk with anymore.
11. WHAT DOES THE MOST RECENT TEXT THAT YOU SENT SAY? 😚
12. WHAT ARE YOUR 5 FAVORITE SONGS RIGHT NOW? -Well i’ve been listening to ridiculous amounts of twenty one pilots, but atm my absolute favorites are;
Sunday Candy (by Donnie Trumpet & The social express)
These Girls (by Stickyfingers)
Enough to let me go (by Switchfoot)
Cough Syrup (by Young the Giant)
Hurts like Hell (by Fleurie)
13. DO YOU LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE PLAY WITH YOUR HAIR? -Yes. Touch my buzzcut and ruffle it up, i’ll act annoyed but secretly i am falling for you.
14. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LUCK AND MIRACLES? -Yeah
15. WHAT GOOD THING HAPPENED THIS SUMMER? -The summer literally started yesterday, but i feel like i am on the verge of change for something better!
16. WOULD YOU KISS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED AGAIN? -Yeah
17. DO YOU THINK THERE IS LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS? -TOTALLY
18. DO YOU STILL TALK TO YOUR FIRST CRUSH? -AHAHA NO, there wasn’t much TALKING going on last time we spent time together lmao
19. DO YOU LIKE BUBBLE BATHS? -I love them
20. DO YOU LIKE YOUR NEIGHBORS? -My neighbors are mostly dickheads and hilarious frivolous idiots :D <3
21. WHAT ARE YOU BAD HABITS? -I disappear sometimes and love to test my friendships by suddenly giving a lot of awful info about me, just to see if they’re gonna leave or not. I also lie a lot, though i no longer do it constantly.
22. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO TRAVEL? -I want to travel across a random country and visit all of the museums and learn about the history of that place.
23. DO YOU HAVE TRUST ISSUES? -Yeah
24. FAVORITE PART OF YOUR DAILY ROUTINE? -Morning shower
25. WHAT PART OF YOUR BODY ARE YOU MOST UNCOMFORTABLE WITH? -DEFINITELY MY TOES.. I have no idea WHY :DD
26. WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU WAKE UP? -I always have a song on my head when i wake up. I listen to a lot of music and the songs of yesterday stick in my dreams and stay as earworms every morning. So every morning i try to get rid of it or finish the song.
27. DO YOU WISH YOUR SKIN WAS LIGHTER OR DARKER? -I’m pretty happy with my skin as it is. I’d love to get some more freckles if i’m completely honest, but i know i’ll get them eventually!
28. WHO ARE YOU MOST COMFORTABLE AROUND? -My friend Melissa. She’s just something completely out of ordinary and special, i can’t even begin to explain it. We have literally no boundaries and the trust between us is immense.
29. HAVE ANY OF YOUR EX’S TOLD YOU THEY REGRET BREAKING UP? Nah
30. DO YOU EVER WANT TO GET MARRIED? -Probably not. Like, i’ll get married if it helps someone to get their citizenship etc. but not out of love.
31. IS YOUR HAIR LONG ENOUGH FOR A PONY TAIL? -A very sad one
32. WHICH CELEBRITIES WOULD YOU HAVE A THREESOME WITH? -I don’t know enough celebrities for this question
33. SPELL YOUR NAME WITH YOUR CHIN. -hbeuni
34. DO YOU PLAY SPORTS? WHAT SPORTS? -Atm i don’t play any sports, just go running and walking. I am planning to start playing squash or badminton though! (And also i’ll probably start dancing at some point!)
35. WOULD YOU RATHER LIVE WITHOUT TV OR MUSIC? -Without TV (I already do..)
36. HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE AND NEVER TOLD THEM? -Multiple times. Tbh i never tell people if i like them, unless the feeling has passed already and it’s too late for them to get flustered.
37. WHAT DO YOU SAY DURING AWKWARD SILENCES? -There is no awkward silences. There’s awkward blabbering and awkward messaging to other people about how awkward it is.
38. DESCRIBE YOUR DREAM GIRL/GUY? -The dream person would be good with words, would keep me grounded when my thoughts are in overdrive and would let me do the same for them. They would be comfortable to be around and could relax and ease into nice silences. (Also they would be trustworthy and all that shit any good partner would be like)
39. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE STORES TO SHOP IN? -The recycling center where everything is cheap as fuck!!
40. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO AFTER HIGH SCHOOL? -Probably relax and rest and get some energy (not gonna happen)
41. DO YOU BELIEVE EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE? -No
42. IF YOUR BEING EXTREMELY QUIET WHAT DOES IT MEAN? -I’m thinking or relaxing or i have sensory overload or i’m pissed as hell. Look at my body language, i am like an open book.
43. DO YOU SMILE AT STRANGERS? -Rarely
44. TRIP TO OUTER SPACE OR BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN? -Bottom of the ocean
45. WHAT MAKES YOU GET OUT OF BED IN THE MORNING? -Knowing i have no other choice
46. WHAT ARE YOU PARANOID ABOUT? -So many things it’s impossible to list
47. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HIGH? -Nah
48. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DRUNK? -Not absolutely shitfaced but yeah
49. HAVE YOU DONE ANYTHING RECENTLY THAT YOU HOPE NOBODY FINDS OUT ABOUT? -Probably, i just can’t remember atm
50. WHAT WAS THE COLOUR OF THE LAST HOODIE YOU WORE? -Black
51. EVER WISHED YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE? -Yeah
52. ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF? -I want to be control of my own emotions and thoughts and just basically control my brain better than i do now.
53. FAVOURITE MAKEUP BRAND? -I don’t even KNOW any makeup brands..54. FAVOURITE STORE? -The recycling center and flea markets!!
55. FAVOURITE BLOG? @mutisija is always nice to scroll through! Muti got some quality reblogs and nice original content going on!
56. FAVOURITE COLOUR? -The sky after a sunset!57. FAVOURITE FOOD? -I got none58. LAST THING YOU ATE? -Watermelon59. FIRST THING YOU ATE THIS MORNING? -Pasta and coffee
60. EVER WON A COMPETITION? FOR WHAT? -I remember winning a halloween makeup contest like six years ago. I did a gruesome face paint with all kinds of nasty stuff
61. BEEN SUSPENDED/EXPELLED? FOR WHAT? -Nah62. BEEN ARRESTED? FOR WHAT? -Nah63. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? -Nah
64. TELL US THE STORY OF YOUR FIRST KISS? -I’d rather not, because the person i did it didn’t matter to me. It wasn’t memorable or important.
65. ARE YOU HUNGRY RIGHT NOW? -Nah
66. DO YOU LIKE YOUR TUMBLR FRIENDS MORE THAN YOUR REAL FRIENDS? -I don’t differentiate my tumblr friends from my real friends
67. FACEBOOK OR TWITTER? -Twitter68. TWITTER OR TUMBLR? -Tumblr69. ARE YOU WATCHING TV RIGHT NOW? -Nah70. NAMES OF YOUR BESTFRIENDS? @naamari-anakonda
71. CRAVING SOMETHING? WHAT? -Craving some LOVE AND POSITIVE PHYSICAL CONTACT AND THE SOUND OF SOMEONE ELSE BREATHING SOFTLY AND FALLING ASLEEP NEXT TO ME AND ALSO probably some more cherry tomatoes.
72. WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR TOWELS? -Green and blue, depends on what kind of color scheme i have in my room at that moment.
72. HOW MANY PILLOWS DO YOU SLEEP WITH? -Two, but usually i have nine on my bed
73. DO YOU SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS? -Nah74. HOW MANY STUFFED ANIMALS DO YOU THINK YOU HAVE? -Like three75. FAVOURITE ANIMAL? -I have no idea. Probably dogs76. WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR UNDERWEAR? -White77. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? -Vanilla (because i can put something else in it and make the flavors more interesting. Vanilla is a nice base)78. FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR? -Vanilla79. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? -Blue80. WHAT COLOUR PANTS? -No pants81. FAVOURITE TV SHOW? -Well probably how i met your mother, idk tho82. FAVOURITE MOVIE? -The perks of being a wallflower or Burlesque83. MEAN GIRLS OR MEAN GIRLS 2? -Mean girls of course?? The second one was shit84. MEAN GIRLS OR 21 JUMP STREET? -21 jump street85. FAVOURITE CHARACTER FROM MEAN GIRLS? -Gretchen86. FAVOURITE CHARACTER FROM FINDING NEMO? -The small turtle87. FIRST PERSON YOU TALKED TO TODAY? -Melissa88. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO TODAY? -Melissa89. NAME A PERSON YOU HATE? -I don’t name people90. NAME A PERSON YOU LOVE? -IF i name one, the others get jealous. I’d have to make a large list and still someone would be left out..
91. IS THERE ANYONE YOU WANT TO PUNCH IN THE FACE RIGHT NOW? Myself92. IN A FIGHT WITH SOMEONE? -Nah, not atm93. HOW MANY SWEATPANTS DO YOU HAVE? -Two pairs94. HOW MANY SWEATERS/HOODIES DO YOU HAVE? -Six hoodies and seven sweaters95. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? -This swedish anxiety inducing tale about violence in families and relationships and i felt ill the whole time.
96. FAVOURITE ACTRESS? -I don’t know enough actresses to compare97. FAVOURITE ACTOR? -I don’t know enough actors to compare98. DO YOU TAN A LOT? -Nah99. HAVE ANY PETS? -Two dogs100. HOW ARE YOU FEELING? -Kinda empty, not really anything. I’m thinking about tomorrow and how i gotta fetch some clothes from my other home for my trip tomorrow.
101. DO YOU TYPE FAST? -Yeah102. DO YOU REGRET ANYTHING FROM YOUR PAST? -Lots of stuff103. CAN YOU SPELL WELL? -Yeah104. DO YOU MISS ANYONE FROM YOUR PAST? -MANY PEOPLE105. EVER BEEN TO A BONFIRE PARTY? -YEA106. EVER BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART? -Probably107. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A HORSE? -Nah, I’m afraid of them108. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING? -Packing and getting ready for tomorrow
109. IS SOMETHING IRRITATING YOU RIGHT NOW? -Next week’s weather. IT’s going to be total shit.
110. HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE SO MUCH IT HURT? -Yes111. DO YOU HAVE TRUST ISSUES? -Yes112. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU CRIED IN FRONT OF? -Melissa113. WHAT WAS YOUR CHILDHOOD NICKNAME? -Heikku & Heikki114. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN OUT OF YOUR PROVINCE/STATE? -Yea115. DO YOU PLAY THE WII? -Nah116. ARE YOU LISTENING TO MUSIC RIGHT NOW? -Yeah, Lazerhead by Sticky Fingers
117. DO YOU LIKE CHICKEN NOODLE SOUP? -Probably, it sounds good118. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD? -Not especially, i haven’t eaten it much119. FAVOURITE BOOK? -Got none120. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? -Not anymore121. ARE YOU MEAN? -YES122. IS CHEATING EVER OKAY? -Never123. CAN YOU KEEP WHITE SHOES CLEAN? -Nah124. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? -Nah125. DO YOU BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE? -Nah126. ARE YOU CURRENTLY BORED? -Not really, just kind of distressed127. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? -I’ve answered this already in a different ask meme
128. WOULD YOU CHANGE YOUR NAME? -Probably not129. WHAT YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? -Virgo130. DO YOU LIKE SUBWAY? -Yes
131. YOUR BESTFRIEND OF THE OPPOSITE SEX LIKES YOU, WHAT DO YOU DO? -I get confused, because why the fuck would you think i’m likable
132. WHO’S THE LAST PERSON YOU HAD A DEEP CONVERSATION WITH? This total prick i don’t talk to anymore
133. FAVOURITE LYRICS RIGHT NOW?
Oh, I'm a wandering soulI'm still walking the lineThat leads me home aloneAll I knowI still got mountain to climbOn my own, on my ownDo you love me enough to let me go?To let me follow throughTo let me fall for youDo you love me enough to let me go?Back from the dead of winterBack from the dead and all our leaves are dryYou're so beautiful, tonightBack from the dead we went throughBack from the dead and both our tongues are tiedYou look beautiful tonightBut every seed dies before it growsBreathe it in and let it goEvery breath you take is not your to ownIt's not your to holdDo you love me enough to let me go?
134. CAN YOU COUNT TO ONE MILLION? -Yeah135. DUMBEST LIE YOU EVER TOLD? -There’s a lot of embarrassing ones..136. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED? -Doors closed window open
137. HOW TALL ARE YOU? -A bit over 160 cm138. CURLY OR STRAIGHT HAIR? -All is okay139. BRUNETTE OR BLONDE? -All is okay140. SUMMER OR WINTER? -Summer141. NIGHT OR DAY? -Night142. FAVOURITE MONTH? -I love May, the name just tells so much about spring as a season.
143. ARE YOU A VEGETARIAN? -Nah144. DARK, MILK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? -Milk145. TEA OR COFFEE? -Coffee146. WAS TODAY A GOOD DAY? -Pretty okay147. MARS OR SNICKERS? -I can’t remember if i’ve ever tasted either of these
148. WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE QUOTE? An artist never stops improving, they just stop striving to improve
149. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? -Yea150. GET THE CLOSEST BOOK NEXT TO YOU, OPEN IT TO PAGE 42, WHAT’S THE FIRST LINE ON THAT PAGE? -Well i have this poem book right next to me, and the poem on page 42 is about love
SUOMEKSI
Se on se hetki,rakkauden hetki:edessä korkea muuriSe on taivasta korkeampija ulottuu syvemmällekuin yksikään juuriSitä hetkeä kutsutaanrakkauden hetkeksiSe on se hetkijolloin rakkaus kysyy meiltäuskallammeko ollarakkauden lapsia.Uskallammekokauhistuttavan korkeanmuurin edessätulvillaan uskoa ja toivoa,kirkkain silmin kuin lapset,sanoa ettei muureja ole,on vain mahdollisuustarttua vielä yhteen käteenIN ENGLISH (my semi bad translation)
It is that moment,the moment of love:a great wall in front of youIt is taller than the skyand reaches deeperthan any rootThat moment is calledthe moment of loveIt is the momentwhen love asks usdo we dare to bethe children of love.Do we dare toin front of the terrifyingly high wallfilled with faith and hope,with bright eyes like children,say that there is no walls,there is only an opportunityto grab one more hand
Tagged by: @muovikassi
Rules: Fill out the form and then tag 9 people (if you want to)
Relationship Status: Engaged :3
Favorite Colors: Turqoise, green and blue :3
Pets: I have a cat with my fiancee :3
Wake up time: 9-12
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Text or Call: Text
Chapstick or lipstick: Chapstick
Last song I listened to: All Time Low - Time-Bomb
I’ll tag: @infinite-kingdom , @kuukkeli11 , @mysticmerc-awesome , @meijuemilia , @like-cold-water , @sleepyh0bbit , @proteesi , @hclmi , @teekutsu-saatana
Comet: What’s your big dream? / Asteroid: What does your dream life look like? / Shooting Star: If you could bring back one thing, what would it be? / Supernova: What’s one thing you want to do before you die?
Comet: Wow this sounds REALLY depressing but i don’t really have dreams? I’ve always gotten what i wanted too soon so i just stopped hoping stuff because i later noticed i never really appreciated them in the end.
(Okay i DO have one dream, which is to get a Volkswagen Kombi and fix it up and make it really nice and just make road trips with it but it’s not that BIG you know?)
Asteroid: I dream about living a life where i have stuff under control. I guess the only thing i want in life at the moment is consistency and serenity, which won’t happen for a long time lmao. Also i want a home since i really don’t have one atm. (I’m not homeless, but i don’t feel at home in either of my parent’s houses tbh)
Shooting Star: I’d say manners but people have never had them lmao. (But ok honestly DINOSAURS i want them let me have them)
Supernova: I want to learn ALL THE THINGS! I want to make sense of this world and teach others and make them understand too. But that’s a huge wish and i’m too tired to even start so lmao it’s prolly not gon happen :’D
