#musing stuff

[thepsykerserf]

I'm bored, so have a random sad fun fact for Flawed Primarch!Dean. His nickname(s) are The Flawed One or The Unwanted Son. (he might have others but those are the two biggest ones)

[askkolathecourierandco]

I got bored and wanted to make a new/alternate version of Kola so I went to this picrew  and made this. 

[calisunshinereyes]

Somedays- Somedays Gabe wanted to run. His fist slams into a punching bag. A stack of papers behind him on a bench in the private room. The punching bag here tries to punch back and he ducks and waves. Twisting and bobbing in just a pair of shorts and wrapped knuckles and feet. Swaying on the floor that isn’t quite stable, part of the design. Trying to get behind it as it twists to meet him. A dark blur to the eye as he lashes out again and again with fists and feet. When one of the hits grazes his cheek he can feel the bruise form and fade. Eyes burning as he slams a hit into it. Meant to take a strike from Reinhardt in full form it still groans just a little at his added ferocity of the night. ... Night? Was it even night anymore? God knows he could not tell in this tomb of a headquarters. He dances back and dashes sweat from his face with the back of his hand and shakes himself out. The papers behind call to him. A mission for him. Well, for Reaper.

The mirror to watch your form taunts him. The dark figure that lounges in it. A memory or a ghost he’s not sure even as it stares as he strikes out at the dummy. You can’t fight me forever. The voice, with the respirator and changer system rasps unnaturally in his ears. Ringing in his head to make him hiss,” Shut it pendejo.” Ah yes, he’s gone mad truly. Arguing with his ghosts. The papers flutter a bit. I’m not the pendejo... Well. I might be. But so are you hm? At least I haven’t forced anyone into any unsavory situations. Unlike you.Two teeangers, three really Genji never did have a childhood.

He grits his teeth, barely misses a hit to the kidneys and takes one to the chest. Staggering back before surging forwards. Trying to drown the voice of his devil out as he pants softly,” Go fuck yourself. I did what I had to! What else could I do? Let them go to a fucking super max. Genji was dying!” Yes but is he really living? The insidious shadow cooing into his ear now. Claws cold over his shoulders as he rips away from the dummy. Dropping to sit on the bench and put his head in his hands. It leans on him, casual and calm as it ruffles the papers again with a hiss of paper and metal. Mmmm so what will do you hm? Not like any of your little agents know what you really get up into in the dark. What would they say if they knew? Their oh so stern commander... playing with the big boys. Running guns and drugs and murder for hire.

Gabe’s shoulders hitch, all his secrets pressing on his shoulders. The weight of the building over head bearing down on him. Cold metal claws stroke slowly along his side. One day- He snarls surging to his feet and twisting. Fist crashing into the mirror and shattering it. Sending sparkling shards around himself. The dark figure is barely reflected. He gathers the papers and trudges from the room after notifying repair staff of his ‘accident’. The Reaper has to get the last word though before the door slams shut. One day you won’t be able to run away from me.

[superaskthebatimocsandfriends]

Ever heard the song Evelyn Evelyn cause i think it fits dean pretty well

No, I have not but I shall now ...TO YOUTUBE!!!!

[thepsykerserf]

I got bored so here is some theme songs for Dean (pt 1) 

Shatter Me by Lindsey Stirling ft. Lzzy Hale 

Aftermath by Caravan Palace 

Losing My Mind by Mystery Skulls 

Destroy Me by Mr.Kitty 

Little Talks by Monsters and Men  

Human by Rag ’n’Bone Man 

Zombie by Bad Wolves 

Demons by Starset

Monster by Meg and Dia (DotEXE Remix) 

Wolf in Sheep's Clothing by Set It Off (ft. William Beckett)

Crime and Punishment (English Cover) by JoyDreamer (tw: mentions of self-harm and Death)  

NonSense Speaker (English Cover) by JoyDreamer (tw: mentions of abuse,Self-Harm, and Suicidal ideation)  

My R (English Cover) by Rachie (tw: mentions of suicidal thoughts, and Suicide) 

[culinary-saiyan]

I kind of imagine a Matthew Mercer-esque voice for Scaro?

Damn that ain’t actually half bad :v I would say not toooooooo far off his voice claim either! glad he expels dad/friendly energyI’m dumb, it literally is his voice claim, RIP

[crepuscularxrays-blog]

What is your muse’s anger type?

tagged by: @arrogances tagging: anybody

Numbed through pain

You seem to shut down in situations that would arouse anger. It seems you go into a state of minor shock and your mind struggles to deal with the current situation. You are the kind of person bullies would get bored of. You're like a concrete stone on the outside, but on the inside... You are hurting more than they think.

[calledvillainess-blog]

“Perhaps for MerMay, I should take on a more fishy form!~”