Just wanted to weigh in on the whole being scared of smartness thing. I've got a genius-level IQ, a full-ride merit scholarship, and the last thing I said in chat was "Oh man, I binged on thin mints earlier and now my burps are /delicious/." I feel like it would be horribly wrong of me to judge you for any reason that it might occur to you for me to do so. On another note, Rex Duodecim Angelus + your background = TRIPPY AS BALLS.
Hey I have a genius-level IQ too. I don't think it means balls, though. It's not my intelligence as much as my knowledge. I don't know how to word things eloquently, know anything about WW2, know who Joan of Arc is, know anything about physics or how light and speed and matter work, know what proper grammar is, know anything about Shakespeare or required reading or famous literature, know about any given musician, pop culture, or anything. I don't know what Democrat and Republican mean or foreign policy or economics or how to balance a checkbook or what a 401k is or how taxes are handled or what liberatarian, socialist, liberal, conservative, etc mean in politics. I don't know nearly what you need to know to function in society and learning on my own is difficult for me because lol NLD.
Fortunately, getting ridiculously high/almost perfect scores on the GED and entrance exams for college apparently doesn't require ever having actually gone to high school. Good thing, huh?