#my daze

[wapione]

I can't promise that I'll bend the moon, but please don't bother, love, we'll be home soon. I hung in the space of the last few words you said. Find what you love and let it kill you.

[wapione]

Life is a terrible place when you live inside your head Constant thoughts of denial when I lie alone silent The hardest nights are becoming repetitious Remind myself that I can't achieve the goals I strive for To provide for myself, To be good enough, To have a home that you could join & help quiet the silence in my bed Please Let me sleep ⚰️

[wapione]

We do not deserve the unconditional love from our animal companions.

[wapione]

Say you won’t go, say you’ll stay. Just say that you are home. Say you won’t go. Just say you’ll stay, please say you’ll stay. Just say that you are home.

[wapione]

I survived another hot ass Houston warped 🙏🏽

[wapione]

G-D I’ve made mistakes, but my mistakes haven’t made me.

[wapione]

Full, flourishing, and in bloom. You nurtured a garden. Still, something was lacking unbeknownst to the world. A single seed presented itself within the roots growing out from the veins in your palms. A single seed you planted firmly with love. A stranger arrived and noticed the freshly tilled soil. "What will come of these endeavors?", he questions. Looking at the plot you shrugged, "I honestly do not know." A single drop of water fell to the ground. It proceeded as a warning of what's to come. Downpour. Laughter. Two strangers hoping to witness a seed bloom. Four hands held out to make two cups. One pool of water placed over the soil. A tarp for shelter. Two weeks pass, nothing new. Thoughts of optimism begin to rot away the same way you believe the seed has. The stranger returns. "How is your endeavor?", he asks. Silence is a loud enough answer. "Let's water the plot one last time.", the stranger says with a smile. You agreed reluctantly. From the well you reassembled your cup and carry it to the plot. A splash disrupts the surface. Two minutes pass, anxious, nothing new. "Do you love this seed?", the stranger said with a look of concern. You replied, "With all my heart." The stranger smiled. "Then let it know." The earth began to give way... ----- You saw the need to plant a seed. I chose to water it, in hopes of growth.

[wapione]

Cut my brain into hemispheres I want to smash my face until it’s nothing but ears I want to paint my drain with a little red stain tonight Take my head because it’s what I want I want to fall asleep with the tv on And let the house burn down until it’s gone with me inside