#my jude

[gremlins-2-the-new-batch]

um?? nobody ever told me a person could be exhausted and irritated and still be happy to see me?! whaaat?

[zude]

“Jude’s used to disappointment...”

[superblyhopefulbluebird]

THEY FUCKIN KILLED HIM THE PRIESTS FUCKING KILLED HIM

[shinysherlock]

2987 words

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Sherlock (TV) Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Additional Tags: Touch-Starved, Therapy, Cuddling & Snuggling, Platonic Cuddling, Suicidal Thoughts, Holidays, Christmas Fluff, Fluff and Angst, Christmas, Recovery, Ambiguity, Alternate Universe, I Wanted To Write More But I Am A Hot-Ass Mess, I'm Sorry Summary:

trigeminy [tri-jem´ĭ-ne]: the condition of occurring in threes, especially the occurrence of three pulse beats in rapid succession.

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Jude wrote me a fic, and it is full of angst and fluff and cuddling and people finding each other no matter what universe they’re in. <3 <3 <3

[sorrowless-soul]

My Jude.

God gave me you because he knew you needed me. He knew you needed a mommy that could take care of and provide for you. I love you more than anything. You have always been and will always be my son. I know you have her whom you also call mom when you are with her. She carried you in her womb for 9 months and she was the lucky one that got to welcome you into the world. I've never denied any of that. Though, I'm the one that has taken care of you since you were 3 and a half months old. I taught you to wave, crawl, walk, sign different words. I taught you your body parts, the colors and the shapes. I've been everything I can for you simply because I love you so deeply. I'm sorry that she failed you, but maybe one day she will get her life together. I will always be the best mother that I can be for you. I don't doubt that she loves you. I know she loves you very much, but it takes more than love to be a good mother. She just doesn't know how probably because she was never taught. I honestly don't know. All I know is that you are home. Exactly where you belong. I love you forever and always.

[tales-of-a-tactician]

Jude, Ludger, Richard

JudeNot My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

LudgerNot My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

RichardNot My Type | Alright | Cute | Adorable | Pretty | Gorgeous | LORD MERCY

[shinysherlock]

jude: braaaaaain! *fistshake*

shiny: Ok I read that as "fishbake"

jude: HA om nom nom

shiny: I am FULL OF ANGST! FISHBAKE! FISHBAKE, I SAY!

[shinysherlock]

If time and inspiration were no object, what book would you most like to write? Also your meta writing is brilliant and you deserve to hear that every damn day.

I just wrote the longest answer to this and tumblr ATE it. Grrrrr. Well, here I go again: I would write a book that hardly anyone would read probably, because it would be about little things. Moments. Things undone. Things unsaid. House of Mirth and Remains of the Day are two of my favorite novels, for example. I want to write lyrical sad things about real people but then also have moments of the absurd, the silly, of joy, and maybe a little magical realism too because I contain multitudes (I also reference stuff like crazy and pray people catch me, from Shakespeare to Monty Python…) somebodyswatson seems to enjoy my rapid mood swings—says I take her from tense to giggling to shocked and back. I’m a pinball machine as a writer, apparently.

And thank you for loving on my meta bit! I want to do more, I have ideas, but the end of the semester is an unforgiving bitch.