About me: Angel... She/Her... Mother of two boys... 30s... ♉️ taurus sun, ♌️ leo rising, ♍️ virgo moon. (yeah that checks out)... painter & illustrator (barely holding it together) gamer, fighting for my life in thesis era, joel miller brainrot...
casual writer in my free time — english isn’t my first language, hope you enjoy being here💋
📚: completed
📝: one shot
📖: ongoing
🖤: Dark
❤️🩹: Angst
🩷: Fluff
🧡: rom-com
❤️🔥: +18, smut, MDNI
❔: in progress
📌 Little Bird in a Cage ➛ (Javier Peña x F!Reader) 📚🩷❤️🩹❤️🔥 my very first fic, kinda silly
📌 The Heart of Rome ➛ (Marcus Acacius x OC!Princess) 📚 ❤️🩹🩷❤️🔥
📌 Amor Meus Aeternus ➛ (Marcus Acacius x Ofc) 📚🩷❤️🩹❤️🔥🧡
📌 Peccatum Dulce ➛ (Marcus Acacius x F!Reader) - 📝🖤❤️🔥
📌 Make Him Dislike Love You ➛ (Harry Castillo x F!Reader) 📚🩷❤️🩹❤️🔥🧡
📌 The Ex Education ➛ (Ex Husband!Harry Castillo x Ex Wife!Reader) 📖 🩷❤️🩹❤️🔥🧡
📌 Two Wrongs, One Right ➛ (Joel Miller x Immune F!Reader) 📖 🩷❤️🩹❤️🔥
After decades of self-imposed exile driven by sheer boredom, you return to the Sakamaki mansion. Not as a guest, but as the architect of the brothers' original ruin.
You are a vampire of ancient lineage whose presence once dictated the very air they breathed. Your return is a calculated intrusion designed to see how the "toys" you abandoned have fared in the dust of your absence.
I had a virtual ticket for the Ghosts Q and A event, here’s some fun things I learned:
If Pat had a tattoo, it would be a dolphin on his ankle surrounded by stars
If Robin had a tattoo, it would be a bum on his bum
The original pilot for Ghosts contained many other characters and truly horrendous costumes
Robin’s original chess partner was a permanently drunk monk
There was going to be these two ghost characters who were a husband and wife who hated each other to the point that the husband killed his wife and then instantly fell down the stairs so he was stuck with his wife for eternity
Mary was initially eternally emitting smoke, which was a problem because it was a practical effect which involved piping smoke from under her skirt (from what I could gather)
Martha Howe-Douglas has never seen Star Wars
The team who made Ghosts initially considered making a show set in space instead because they weren’t sure how to do the ghost plot - Martha would’ve been a cyborg (she doesn’t know what a cyborg is)
Laurence Rickard (Robin and Humphrey) once encountered a little Northern Pat trick or treater during Halloween who had no clue who he was and didn’t intentionally come to his house
Laurence Rickard has a model of his severed head just on his person (presumably at all times)
There was initially going to be a ghost called Ancient William, who was one of the oldest and wisest of the ghosts, a soothsayer type character like Yoda, except he was only six years old
I watched the X-files for the first time and made a little whump list. Under the readmore you will also find Scully, Skinner, Doggett and Reyes. If I ever do a rewatch, I will add Krycek. If there is another character you're missing, let me know and I will add them as well.
Mulder:
1x02: punched, caught by military, tied to stretcher, unconscious
1x05: attacked, scratched/cut, bleeding through t-shirt
1x07: at gunpoint
1x08: attacked by dog, hit over the head, locked up, manhandled
1x10: knocked out, handcuffed, caged, thrown throug air, walking on crutches
1x11: at gunpoint (briefly)
1x12: nearly unconscious because of smoke from fire, helped to walk, oxygen mask, coughing
1x13: shot, oxygen mask, in hospital
1x14: knocked out
1x17: tripped, limping, at gunpoint
1x20: attacked by insects
1x21: attacked by "baddie of the week"
1x24: ambushed, tear gased (kind of), tied up, kidnapped
2x01: unconscious
2x03: attacked, bandaged arm, sprayed with pesticides
2x04: "shot"
2x05: at gunpoint, tied up, held hostage
2x07: attacked, beaten up
2x08: manhandeld, beaten up, at gunpoint, crying
2x09: attacked, at gunpoint
2x12: knocked down, knife to throat
2x14: attacked, tied up
2x15: at gunpoint, vodoo
2x16: hypothermia, oxygen mask, in hospital, hit by car
2x17: crying, knocked out, unconscious, beaten up, hypothermia, oxygen mask, in hospital, defibrillator
2x18: attacked by gorilla, unconscious
2x19: rapidly aging, in hospital
2x25: manhandled, sick, crying, shot
3x01: unconscious
3x02: shot at
3x04: in a fight, cut
3x07: thrown across room
3x08: crying
3x09: in fight
3x10: choked, beaten up, unconscious
3x12: at gunpoint, shot at
3x14: attacked, at gunpoint, cut
3x15: at gunpoint
3x16: in car crash, in hospital, at gunpoint
3x17: at gunpoint
3x23: at gunpoint
3x24: crying, in a fight, at gunpoint
4x01: manhandled, thrown against car, crying
4x02: attacked
4x03: shot with poisoned dart, collapsing, paralyzed
4x05: crying
4x08: unconscious, imprisoned, manhandled, restrained, infected
4x09: imprisoned, in car crash
4x10: handcuffed
4x15: knocked down
4x18: manhandled, at gunpoint
4x20: knocked out, locked up
4x23: in shock, headache, in pain, collapsing, arrested, handcuffed, slapped
4x24: crying
5x01: crying
5x02: crying
5x03: shot at, at gunpoint, drugged
5x04: attacked, injured, fell into hole
5x05: passing out
5x07: at gunpoint, crying
5x08: at gunpoint
5x09: tree fell on car while driving, sunk into ground
5x11: electroshocked, electrocuted, trapped in simulation, burned, in hospital, restrained, suffocated, arms amputated in simulation, unconscious
5x12: drugged, passing out
5x14: manhandled, at gunpoint
5x18: blindfolded, restrained, finger broken, at gunpoint, manhandled, kneeling
5x19: bandaged fingers, held hostage, at gunpoint, kneeling, manhandled, in hospital, tied to bed
The Movie: shot, blood, in hospital, bandaged head, at gunpoint
6x01: at gunpoint
6x02: at gunpoint
6x03: drowning, manhandled, beaten, at knifepoint, at gunpoint, kneeling, in hospital
6x04: at gunpoint, slapped, manhandled, handcuffed
6x05: handcuffed, manhandled, locked up
6x06: at gunpoint, shot, bleeding
6x08: cut
6x09: shot at
6x12: decontaminated
6x13: at gunpoint, attacked, trouble with breathing, weak
6x14: shot
6x21: buried, unconscious, on stretcher
6x22: in pain, collapsing, in hospital
7x01: in hospital, manhandled, tied to bed
7x02: in hospital, handcuffed, restrained, unconscious
7x04: attacked, injured, blood
7x06: fell through floor, at gunpoint, shot
7x09: bit by snake, in hospital
7x10: crying
7x12: at gunpoint
7x13: attacked, beaten up, knocked out
7x16: attacked, drowned
7x18: coughing up blood, unconscious, in hospital, coughing, choking
7x20: beaten up
8x01: restrained, operated on, screaming
8x02: restrained
8x14: restrained, unconscious, dead
8x15: in hospital
8x16: in hospital, flashbacks to torture, scars
8x17: manhandled
8x20: thrown through wall, unconscious, cut
8x21: at gunpoint
9x19/20: choked, thrown across room, at gunpoint, in prison, beaten up, manhandled
Second movie: in car crash, blood, drugged, passing out, punched
10x01: blindfolded
10x02: in pain, thrown across room
10x03: attacked
10x05: drugged, whipped, in hospital
10x06: beaten up, choked, sick
11x01: manhandled
11x02: at gunpoint, shot at, handcuffed, manhandled
11x03: in fight
11x06: trapped
11x07: shot at
11x09: attacked
11x10: at gunpoint, crying
Scully:
1x01: briefly knocked out
1x03: attacked by "baddie of the week"
1x07: blown through air vent, nearly chopped into pieces by fan
1x08: locked up, manhandled
1x11: knocked out, at gunpoint (briefly)
1x14: knocked down, knocked out
1x15: handcuffed, at gunpoint, held hostage
1x16: shot in vest
1x20: attacked by insects, unconcious
2x05: kidnapped
2x06: gagged, tied up, in car trunk, unconscious, operated on
2x08: in hospital
2x09: handcuffed
2x13: in car crash, kidnapped, tied up, gagged, fight with kidnapper, crying
2x14: attacked, tied up
2x15: at gunpoint, vodoo
2x17: beaten up, kidnapped, at gunpoint
2x19: rapidly aging, in hospital
2x21: thrown across room
2x24: knocked down, kidnapped, gagged, tied up, almost beheaded
3x01: at gunpoint, crying
3x02: at gunpoint, shot at
3x06: attacked by "baddie" of the week
3x10: at gunpoint
3x16: shot at, at gunpoint
3x17: at gunpoint
3x18: attacked by cat
3x21: knocked out
4x01: choked
4x02: attacked
4x04: drugged, kidnapped, tied up
4x12: attacked by "baddie of the week"
4x13: in a fight, knocked out
4x14: crying
4x15: knocked down
4x22: in a fight, cut, crying
4x23: at gunpoint
4x24: knocked down a flight of stairs
5x01: collapsing
5x02: in hospital, crying
5x04: fell into hole
5x05: passing out
5x06: crying
5x07: crying
5x08: at gunpoint, shot
5x11: electroshocked, at gunpoint, handcuffed
5x12: drugged, passing out
5x14: burned, unconscious, in hospital
5x17: crying
The Movie: stung by bee, collapsing, in ambulance, unconscious, kidnapped
6x03: at gunpoint, kneeling
6x04: at gunpoint
6x06: passing out, at gunpoint, shot at, shot, bleeding
6x10: shot, in hospital
6x12: decontaminated
6x13: at gunpoint
6x18: attacked, blood
6x20: attacked, drugged
6x21: buried, unconscious, on stretcher
7x01: attacked by insects
7x04: attacked
7x07: attacked, choked, tied up, gagged
7x09: manhandled
7x12: at gunpoint
7x14: blinded
7x15: shot at
7x17: crying
7x20: beaten up
7x22: crying, collapsing, in hospital
8x02: at gunpoint, crying, thrown through room, in hospital
8x04: manhandled, infected, restrained, gagged, unconscious
8x07: in hospital
8x10: crying
8x13: manhandled, sedated, passing out, in hospital
8x14: crying
8x15: crying
8x17: in hospital, unconscious
9x03: attacked
9x09: in a fight, blood
9x19/20: crying
Second movie: crying
10x02: thrown across room, unconscious
10x03: attacked
10x04: crying
11x01: unconscious, in hospital, in pain, in car crash, attacked, choked
11x02: at gunpoint, shot at, handcuffed, manhandled
11x05: crying
11x07: shot at
11x09: attacked
11x10: crying
Skinner:
2x17: in a fight
2x25: punched
3x01: at gunpoint
3x02: at gunpoint, beaten up
3x09: at gunpoint
3x15: shot
3x16: in hospital
3x17: beaten up
4x21: at gunpoint
6x09: sick, in hospital, flatlining, beaten, shot at, at gunpoint, collapsing, passing out
7x01: attacked, choked
7x22: crying
8x02: at gunpoint, unconscious
8x15: collapsing, sick, manhandled
8x21: attacked, unconscious, in hospital
11x01: at gunpoint, manhandled
11x06: trapped, impaled
Doggett:
8x03: attacked, drowned
8x07: nightmare
8x11: shot, buried
8x12: attacked, knocked out, unconscious
8x15: in a fight
8x16: at gunpoint, held hostage, shot
8x17: at gunpoint
8x18: knocked out, cut, at knifepoint, choked
8x19: blinded, fallen, unconscious, blood
8x21: choked
9x01: drowned
9x02: beaten up
9x04: shot, in hospital
9x07: in prison, at gunpoint, attacked, beaten up, crying
9x09: run over, blood, unconscious
9x10: in hospital, unconscious
9x11: crying
9x12: stabbed
9x14: at gunpoint, attacked, falling
9x16: knocked down, beaten up
9x18: knocked out, unconscious
Reyes:
8x17: knocked out
8x21: thrown against wall
9x04: cut, blood, knife to throat
9x07: manhandled, at gunpoint
9x08: knife to throat
9x11: in car crash, in hospital, crying
9x12: attacked
9x13: choked
9x14: attacked
11x01: at gunpoint
11x10: shot
*slaps thighs* Here we are, gang! The list has been finalised… For the second year in a row, I humbly present to you an overview of my year with our two favourite idiots. I guess you could say it’s been a ‘Steddiefic’ year! Get it? Because, ‘terrific’… ‘Steddiefic’… No? Okay, I’m just gonna get on with it.
If you’re at all interested in my 2024 selection, you can find that here.
The final numbers for 2025 are as follows: I read a total of 208 fics which, together, amounted to approximately 6.9 million words. I would like to reiterate that this list is NOT a ranking. In 2024, I decided to list the fics in an alphabetical order, this year we’re doing it chronologically, in the order I read them throughout the year.
I remember being pretty sure nothing could possibly beat 2024 in terms of Steddie fics. Alas, I could not have been more wrong, since I found so many of my all-time favourites in 2025. I now present them to you:
1. carve your name into my chest by hexiewrites
2. Soda Burn by 3MinsOver
3. flight risk by itskleo, Ayes
4. The Fake Boyfriend by Peachesandpears
5. I’ll Build The Frozen Castles For You by Kwills91
6. Late Bloomers by weird_witchcraft, WabiSabiPapi
7. Right Where You Belong by WabiSabiPapi
8. bear hugs by steddieas_shegoes
9. You Kept On Driving Straight And Left Our Future To The Right by Kwills91
10. Yes, Chef by Sadstateofaffairs
11. so what if right now everything’s wrong? by Civil_Hearing
12. The night breeze carries something sweet by Sadstateofaffairs
13. Swing and a Miss by deadonarrival
14. Delete Ya bu Nevertheless_5
15. We Can’t Both Be Billy Joel by audacity_of_bluejays
16. The Choice is Yours by Peachesandpears
17. Heed the Ominous Warning of Talking Heads by audacity_of_bluejays
18. genius loci by Ayes, itskleo
19. over the hills and far away by througheden
20. swing for the fences by occasional_loverboy
21. it’s good to see you back in a bar band, baby by LiarsandThieves22
22. (i’ll keep) my tongue behind my teeth by greatunironic
23. How to Lose Your Roommate in Six Weeks by thisapplepielife
24. The Further I Go, The More that I Know (I Wanna Go Home) by SometimeLonely
25. We’d rather be six feet under (than be lonely) by QueenOfSwords1312
