#my transcript

[sophaeros]

happy pride !!

transcript:

4c: (holding back laughter) you good, cherri? cherri: stay away from me, you freak. stay away from me, you psychopath! nom: i'm the consequences of your actions, cherrifire. nuke: sure, and i'm the guy that hates women. okay. 4c: that's insane. (laughs) (nom turns to nuke) nuke: no, back off! back off! homophobia! (nuke getting hit with a shovel is heard in the background) nuke: homophobia! i can say that! cherri: (laughing) nom: i love men! c'mere!

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scott: it's fine, nom, you can play your straight white man card! right? (silence) mae: i mean you have the audacity of a mediocre white man. scott: he's more than mediocre. mae: (crosstalk) i said that he has the audacity of one. nom: i love the- i love that- i love that we're just assuming things about me now, huh. that's kinda crazy, scott, that's wild. that's wild. scott: yeah. well, see, if, if you weren't then you would've reacted differently to my saying you were– you had to google who trixie mattel was or how to be an ally. nom: (laughing) oh my god. scott: um, so. hearing you google "how to be an ally"– so– yeah, um. scott: i'm– you're forgetting i'm built on this. i've spent years weaponising my sexuality.

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nom: (humming) nom: (reading chat) "i've not seen any plot things to be honest, just zuko edits. i think i've been liking a lot of them." nom: uh huh. yeah man? yeah ma– why is that? why is that? yeah, you just really like, uh, zuko's design or something, right, im sure? im sure that's– that's the only reason why you've probably been liking a bunch of zuko edits, right man? yeah? yeah? mhm? yeah? sorry, "rosephoenix"? yeah, it's just– that's just the only reason why zuko's been on your timeline a lot im sure, right? just a big fan of the character? just a really big fan of the character, yeah? nom: (reading chat) "i have no shame" nom: no, the guy– no, he's hot! i mean, shit, you're right! i mean, you're right! like, to be clear here, i agree! like, if anyone looks at that character and doesn't agree, they're fucking wrong! (laughs) like, let's be real here! like, let's be real here. the entire cast is– is like, popping off. the entire cast is popping off. let's be honest here. let's be so fucking real. nom: (reading chat) "bi panic" nom: what do you– du– b– motherfucker, there's no panic. this shit's calm as hell. (laughs) it's the most easy decision. like, there's no panic!

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jaw: nom. (crosstalk) you know what we have to do. no more straight men. it's almost pride month, nom. shauna: (to themself) my god. um? [inaudible] i'm just– i'm just– i'm just gonna, um. anpan: (singing idly) jaw: (through laughter) no way he's like moving away– no way. nom: whatchu– whatchu playing at here, jaw? jaw: (laughing) shauna: it's almost pride month, i dunno. anpan: nom, i don't know why you're running to- to us. shauna: can we hold hands? pride month, oh my god. you may be straight, but it's fine. anpan: i'm the person that– no one believes i'm straight. no one ever believes i'm straight. shauna: it's okay that you're straight, i forgive you. anpan: people in real life don't believe i'm straight. shauna: i got told i was straight once.

nom: people don't know the… people don't know what i am and i like to… i like to keep 'em guessing. anpan: (laughs) shauna: yeah. i had someone say to me "i thought– i thought you were straight" and i kinda just stared at them for a moment. anpan: that feels like an insult. nom: i dunno, i- i keep 'em on their toes. shauna: i don't know how anyone could think i'm straight, i really just- i don't get it. (crosstalk) nom, would you have ever thought i was straight? anpan: nom, are you an ally or not- nom, are you an ally or not– you gotta kiss the rat. shauna: oh. nom: oh, fuck no. hell no. no, not– not to jaw, that ain't worth it. jaw: could you at least hold me? shauna: nah, more importantly, did you ever think i was straight? nom: i'll– i'll– look, if– if– if it needs to be done, i'll go kiss a man. ain't happening with jaw.

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nom: hi nukeri. nuke: you struck me! nom: (laughs) nuke: the irishman struck me! vintage: good. nom: got 'em! nuke: not again, leave me alone! what the heck! nom: if i hit nukeri hard enough i take his spot in MCC, i think that's how it works. (everyone laughs) legundo: that's how that works, yeah. nuke: okay fine, but you have to be gay. (everyone laughs) milkman: yeah, that's the rules. leia: can you do that, nominalgravy? nom: did you watch any of bannerfall? legundo: i could try. uh... leia: i tried to. vintage: oh my goodness. leia: oh, oh, there's no room. legundo: (jokingly) "i've played one on youtube, its fine."

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nuke: i like your wand, vintage. vintage: thank you, it's gay. (everyone laughs) nuke: thank you, so is mine. vintage: hey, i like your wand. nuke: thank you, it's gay! vintage: wow! (laughs) legundo: the difference between "gay," ascending, and "gay," descending, was very...pointed? (vintage laughs) on both of those wands? nom: that's pretty gay. (through laughter) that's pretty– vintage: (through laughter) oh my goodness... milkman: (quietly) oh, that's pretty– nuke: hey hey, you can't say it like that, nom, you can't say that! that's our way of saying it. (everyone laughs) vintage: oh, goodness... nom: um, well, saying like, "that's pretty bi," doesn't really have the same, like, ring to it. i don't know. vintage: i mean, i can always go bi, that's fine. i say as a bisexual and also– legundo: go buy what? vintage: –someone who needs to leave. legundo: sorry. nom: i– you beat me to it. milkman: ba dum tss. nom: you beat me to it.

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cc: oh, the games got announced, for MCC pride. nom: what- i- i swear to god, i've told katie– anpan: one of them is ace race. nom: ohhh, see, here's the thing, i told katie, i was like, watch this be like, my dream game roster. anpan: one of them is ace race, which i think is great, i think ace race should always be in pr– should always be in pride. cc: yes, it's called ace race. nom: ace race is always in pride, for that reason. anpan: is it? good! it better be. nom: it is always in pride because of that. anpan: good. cc: i'm telling you, they need to do– they need to do a flying only ace race called aroace race. nom: oh my god are we so for real, that is actually my dream roster, except for build mart. that is actually my– that is all of my favorite games except like– excluding build mart? like, if you were to put parkour in there instead of build mart, that is every single one of my, like, best games. (cc laughs) oh wait, i saw railroad rush– anpan: genuinely, so funny. nom: what do you mean, parkour tag, ace race, to get to the other side, and bingo? and meltdown and battle box? oh (bleep) me. (anpan and cc laugh) cc: i don't know nom, just be gay. nom: it's– it's fine, man, i just– 4c's in there! what are we talkin' about? (nom and anpan laugh) cc: well be a better ally, i don't know. anpan: be a better ally, yeah. nom: have you seen my community?

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sources:

SPOOKY GAME WITH FRIENDS! — 4cvit, 10/08/2024 // 1:53:11

BannerfallSMP - This title is really cool! — nominalgravy, 28/02/2026 // 4:11:51

Doing something dumb for the love of the game — nominalgravy, 27/04/2026 // 59:20

CCSMP | WE VIBING (i am a lil sick) — shaunajade, 11/05/2026 // 3:43:09

MCC PRACTICE WITH FRIENDS!!! — nominalgravy, 23/06/2026 // 8:43 & 54:33

BIRTHDAY SUBATHON DAY 1!! | Playing MCCI! — hiimcc, 24/06/2026 // 10:18:27

[sophaeros]

4c: if you were to walk up to katie and say, "oh, if the red kingdom were to be decimated, would you come back to blue?" i don't think she would answer that question. nom: (quietly) i could do it.

bannerfall smp - two birds… — nominalgravy / vod uploaded 13/02/2026

transcript:

nom: and what i can't help but keep thinking, is if i didn't do what i did to save you, maybe those fifteen knights would have changed how that battle ended.

(4c looks away)

nom: i regret nothing about that day. let me be clear about that. i regret nothing about that day. what happened, happened. but that last war was bad. and we lost a lot of people, they lost a lot of people, maybe that makes the difference-

4c: well, what makes you think that-

nom: maybe i'm the reason that this war is still going. maybe i'm the re- maybe i took enough away from blue kingdom-

4c: (sighs in frustration) you can't-

nom: -that we weren't able to just wipe them off. katie was a knight-in-training! she was a knight-in-training, she wasn't… she would've been safe-

4c: you can't put that-

nom: they would've been [kept] and she could've been brought back to blue kingdom and it all could've been fine! it could've been fine.

4c: you can't put that pressure on yourself, because as much as you believe that, look at how much they've rebuilt the red kingdom in the span of a week. i feel like if you were to- if we were to have won that fight and decimated them, katie might not even have been alive.

nom: she would've been alive.

4c: …how do you know?

nom: because i wouldn't have let anyone hurt her.

nom: what, like- i mean, i was there in that fight, do you think i wasn't- every… every red knight, or every mage or rogue that i cut down, i wasn't looking over their shoulders to try to find her on that battlefield? i mean, she- the- she would've been fine, i could've brought her back to blue kingdom, i could've…(sighs)

4c: do you really think she would've followed you back to blue kingdom? she would've just found something else. and maybe further away than this. maybe the having the red kingdom there is what's keeping you guys still able to communicate in the first place. and if you take that away, will she even still stay?

nom: i'd like to- think she would. i would've stayed for her.

(silence)

4c: i don't know what she would do.

nom: i never know what she would do. (laughs) but i don't think that's ever gonna change, i don't think i'm ever going to know what she's thinking.

4c: i mean you could ask, but i fear that's- we're talking hypotheticals here. (laughing) if the kingdoms were to be gone, i fear if you were to walk up to katie and say, "oh, if the red kingdom were to be decimated, would you come back to blue?" i don't think she would- she would answer that question.

nom: (quietly) i could do it.

4c: (exhales) i wouldn't ask that question.

nom: …yeah.

4c: that sounds like a threat more than uh, a question.

nom: yeah.

[sophaeros]

qt may be the number one gay ludwig truther i fear (x x)

transcript:

cinna: is this person...straight.

qt: (deep inhale and exhale) ...i think so, yes.

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[sidecharactersdomatter]

WIP Wednesday (transcript ver)

Halcyone: It’s cold outside and you’re not alright… Wish you could see him, Wish you could feel him

Caleb: As the days go by, Without you by my side… Just wanna be near you all this blood I’ve shed for you

Both: You’re in my cold and lifeless heart tonight! Will we ever get to fly away? I’ve never felt so lonely, When we’re forced apart with no end in sight! Will we ever get to stay in the past? Hoping that this love would last and longing for a life!

With you…. (x3)

[dd-is-my-guiltypleasure]

It seems that people constantly try to drop parallels between my work and either my life or my career as an actor, which to me it’s just the harder thing, for me. When I look at somebody’s work, if I look at Beckett’s work I don’t bring his biography or his previous work necessarily to bear on that, I confront the work on its own and I think if you’re well known it’s become a very great temptation to kind of look through that vein.

David Duchovny, 2021 March 21th.

[dd-is-my-guiltypleasure]

I think I have a real appreciation for a transgressive point of view or a subversive point of view. I think I just respond to that kind of outsiders in a way, even though you know right now I am the ultimate insider being, you know, male, white, my age, but that’s just the way I’m drawn, like (..?.), and inside I feel transgressive.

David Duchovny Nov 9th 2020

[dd-is-my-guiltypleasure]

Kyle Meredith interview, Nov 9th 2020

You have give it the album title Gesture land, what exactly is that ?

I was trapped in my home like everybody this spring and summer and I was just noticing there’s a kind not virtue signaling but just signaling, there were all these signals going on, all these kind of tee-shirts and everything and I was just like well, that’s all great, I’d like to make real change and stop just making gestures so I’m hoping for real change now putting out an album and hoping for real changes it’s just a gesture right so I’m guilty as well I just had this experience of kind of almost a feeling like a drift and not even understanding  some of the gestures that I was seeing but being aware that they were gestures and feeling like we were living in a gesture land.

I would rather live in a world where people were still at least making the gesture to touch one another or to reach one another or to sway or argue with one another, I was just having a feeling of just being drowning in so many different kinds of gestures over a certain period of time that I just got kind of scared almost as if like I didn’t know the language anymore it was like that.

I think I was also responding to kind of the way one is forced to communicate through twitter and through social media which is in symbols and signs and quick kind of pops and then it kind of precludes deep thinking in a way in a favor of throwing out marks of affiliation and I found that to be dangerous and unsettling, so I think that’s more of where I was coming from.There is a share of love songs, of existential songs.

About Truly Like Lightning :

It’s kind of step back and look at my own relativism in a way and what’s my true morality aside from my knee-jerk response to certain things that I’m seeing and what’s really come from me as a human being when I watch something and I have this feeling isn’t that my morality that my empathy coming out or my outrage or my being appalled isn’t that like my natural reality and shouldn’t I somehow honor that rather than some customs that have come up in the last 100 years 200 years 500 years whatever

Stepping away from acting :

In those 3 years I tried a couple of time to set up movies and television shows, that got really close and then didn’t happen and I took up this I was like working towards, for instance to make a movie of the novel BFD I think I probably would have shot it this summer if not for Covid , I was constantly getting close with that so I was kind of always like just about to do something and then it didn’t happen so I wish I could say that hey it was all my idea I didn’t spend any time on it you know it takes almost more work to not get shit done than it takes to get shit done. So I was busy trying to do a couple of different things with creators and artists that I really love and just would get this closer whatever, but having said that you know after like a year and a half of that I probably thought I should take a year off but then like after a year and a half I was like oh that’s been a while now started getting nervous like oh I should get out there or what’s going to be like for me to act back.

Source and complete interview.

[dd-is-my-guiltypleasure]

Yahoo interview, november 5 th 2020  

About politics :

There’s a significant portion of the country that voted for Trump, and they need to be heard, they need to be spoken to, they need to be dialogued with, we gotta try to understand one another, and that’s not what we’re doing the other part is the social media aspect of the disinformation and facebook, they are all part of of what’s making this stuff so difficult to understand it makes it so hard to talk to one another because people are arguing with different sets of facts and that’s a tough way to argue.

Has he ever considered going into politics ?

Hum… because I’m a complicated guy, the hoops are too… uh they are too small for me to jump through, I’m too impulsive with my words, it’s hard for me to stay on message, I would love to be involved, I would love to help, I wouldn’t mind running, you know, I don’t mind giving speech, I don’t mind trying to like get my show on the air but um… you know, there’s a certain amount of BS rhetoric that even the good guys have to do that I’ve trouble doing.

About him singing :

I’m certainly sensitive and fragile when it comes to it because you’re putting your personal stuff out there and singing is a very naked kind of art form and I don’t have like… I’m never going to win American Idol, so if anybody makes fun of my voice or says you can’t sing I’m like I agree, I’m like I’m trying you know, I wrote the song so I get to sing, that’s basically it, nobody is going to be like I got to write a song for David Duchovny I got to get that voice on my song.

If I’m feeling the songs, and I’m inhabiting the songs then it’s got a chance to move you.

About Layin’ on the tracks :

If you care to look at the lyrics, I’m questioning myself as well too, I say the part of me that turned away I had to kill I had to break the chain, I had to get involved, because your suffering is my suffering, so it’s the singer of the song, who is me is trying to say I’m sorry for turning away, I don’t want to turn away anymore, it’s not just like F*ck Trump, but It’s also F*ck you David , and you know, get better.

The part of you that needed love you had to kill, you had to make it pay that was like me saying, I look back on my life, or my career and I say well what is it in a person that needs to be an actor that needs that kind of love, you know you had to make it pay which I like the double entendre which is like I’m gonna make you pay or you can make it pay for you you know you can make money off of it, I was kind of playing around with darkness in myself that had pushed me into certain areas while I was trying to inhabit and investigate the darkness in this country.

Source and complete interview.