So, it’s been a while since I’ve written something to post here. My son has been born (about 4 months ago) and I’ve determined that I can’t continue to be married to my husband. Once I’m able to work after finding childcare, I should be able to work something out with a lawyer to file for divorce and get everything settled. I just can’t take it anymore - he’s been pushing me further and further away and pretty much telling me that I’m a bad mother, but he doesn't seem to want much to do with our son. This isn’t going to be pretty. It sucks. I’m also sick and tired of being told what to do nearly every second of the day. I’m an adult and yet I’m coddled like a child.