#mymentalillness

[birdmenmarxist]

Ngk...?! N-no... I feel it... growing inside of me... no...! Stop!! NOT NOW!! UUAAAAGHH!!!! GUAH!!! (spasms like shinichi kudo shrinking) (lays silently for a beat with steam coming off of me) (stands up, normal now, except with a fully formed BIRDMEN AU for orb)

[crowecreates]

Year so crazy I quit my job, moved states, went to grad school, and began therapy/medication

[oldmanpusspuss]

me at 11pm: ok maybe life isn't so bad I can change things and really start living

me at 3am: it's so fucking over for me

[myyearofstressandrelaxation]

daily affirmations:

my mental illness is not my fault and not a reflection of my character

it is not shameful to struggle

i don't need to feel shame for struggling

[myyearofstressandrelaxation]

i know that dealing with mental illness, especially with c-ptsd, is a life-long journey and you can't just get over it once and for all, but i was doing so well for the past few years and i kept getting better and better that i started hoping that that would be the end of it. i did it, i would think, i figured it out, i know how to manage myself and i will never feel out of control ever again. so now, when i inevitably feel miserable, i feel like i am regressing

[itsbebebrainrotting]

As a side note sometimes fandom discourse stresses me out when it literally doesnt apply to me cuz like. I dont use twitter and i tend to only post emotes in twitch chat once in a blue moon cuz im too shy to engage in any actual convo, let alone do it regularly, and those are typically the 2 main culprits of The Issues that cause discourse in this fandom. Plus, over here im quieter and tamer than i think i am a lot of the time lmao. So, I'm literally fine I just forget that because seeing people getting annoyed at each other triggers my fight or flight lmao.

[troybellow]

I Really Can't Believe, Pandora is promoting my New Album, Next to these amazing artist, damn I'm blessed so blessed, Wow. #MyMentalIllness Powered by Pandora

[msbuns]

I’m trynna take a fckn mental break from the world for 3 days!!

😔🤞🏾