Bright Lights and Minor Setbacks
I severe photophobia, also known as light sensitivity. In simpler terms, my eyes absolutely hate the light.
There doesn’t seem to be a reasoning behind. Some say it is my light eye color and others say it is due to spending the first month of my life in the bright INCU. Or is it actually genetic, or just luck of the draw? The causes for my photophobia remain unknown.
I can absolutely tell you the symptoms, however. Migraines, dizziness and even temporary blindness are common occurrences in my life. My sunglasses are just as important as my license when I drive, as I may be unable to see without them. Even right now, writing this essay, I sit in my room with the lights completely shut off and my laptop turned down to the minimum brightness. My photophobia absolutely impacts my daily life and make performing normal functions challenging.
Despite the many challenges I’ve faced, I refuse to let my photophobia prevent me from being a normal teenager. I love performing and have trained myself to avoid the lights when on stage, whether I am dancing or acting. I was able to eventually learn how to drive using special UV-proof glasses. To everyone’s surprise, especially my optometrist’s, I was even able to switch from glasses to contacts and abandon my Transitions glasses for a normal pair of sunglasses. My photophobia can hinder me, but I’ve just elected to not let it be an obstacle. I shouldn’t be subjected to a life ran by sensory stimulation, but instead a life ran by what I choose. My photophobia might be a roadblock, but it doesn’t define me. My photophobia story is that I won’t let it be a story; I’ll let myself be the center of the story instead of my eyes.
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