#myownbody

[cinblogs]

Brain Dump…

When I’m just having a moment of laughter and feeling fine, then I think I’m forgetting something and then BAM!!!! Anxiety…. Yeah you’re fearful of your body and thinking something is really wrong with you, but hey a gave you a few minutes of peace.

[dikshaprashar]

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[freemeeplease]

I really don't give a f***.

It’s so fucked up that everybody thinks the reason of dying your hair in an unnatural color is that you want attention. No I’m doing this cause I want to like my body 100%.

[space-bakery]

do you think they could tell? i'm terrified if i'm ever face to face with one they'll just KNOW. could they tell you were a FAN? with a BLOG? or did they seem to just accept you as a lovely normal lady? or are they at the point where fanwithablog and lovelynormallady are all the same to them - they don't know anything else?? just- could they TELL???

You know, I am sure there is a certain expression, a certain kind of glazed-over terror that they are very familiar with and still (if they are to be believed) to some extent perplexed by, them, the Normal Guys, and 100% I was wearing it, so in that sense yes, I am sure they knew I knew. BUT. That was the only indication. I don’t think they saw my thunderstruck face and thought, “Good grief, this girl only recently reread a huge text about us fucking, she is in regular communion with others who discuss our ice cream preferences!” And in some ways this may have been to my disadvantage?

Because:

There was a very clear demarcation - the fans were outside. The signing and visiting and pictures were outside, and every now and then one of them would go out to meet and greet. Inside were calm people doing their jobs, adults, everyone scurrying around, relaxing. I think in the split second we spoke I assessed - despite my apparent paralysis, I do think parts of me registered things I wasn’t aware of at the time - that I honestly could not ask for, like, a picture. It would have been contextually wrong and very weird, aside from the fact that I had been told multiple times not to ask for it. No one else did it. I watched very carefully, and every time they interacted with someone it was on an already-established-as-friend level. I’m not saying if I had asked for a hug or a pic he wouldn’t have given it to me; of course he would have; but I do think in that moment the exerting forces were insisting I behave as a Regular Human and not a Fan Human, because they were being Regular Humans and not Fan Humans. I think I just felt that it would be wrong, it was the wrong moment, I was on the wrong side of the fence to ask for those things. You gotta understand, I thought I had come into their private area and not the section I was supposed to go to. I felt like I was trespassing. I didn’t think watching Niall chill out on the couch with a guitar was For Me and I almost felt kind of guilty to have witnessed it at all. I felt like I could not assume fainting fan position because that would be a breach - they must have some safe areas where they get to turn off and pretend not everyone wants something from them, not everyone is recording their every move. So I tried to be as unfanlike on the outside as I possibly could, and um…. to answer your actual question…… unless I did a terrible job, which is very very possible, I don’t think they knew about…..

waves hand around entire blog

[storyofmydeathwish]

well have you listened????? so glad something got you posting again! also where is the post of just louis. that verse is very important to me. maybe.

I finally did! I think I will live, I think I did after all manage to overhype it to myself and was expecting things to be way worse. ON THE OTHER HAND have begun having an existential freakout on mainblog so like maybe something happened and I’m just too dim to properly blame it

I cannot find it now lemme keep looking and when I do I’ll link you! But it’s floating around, it was on my dash via wonderection.

[less-thanyesterday]

My first picture on here.. pretty nervous about posting but I want to see my  progress and find inspiration! I'm 5'5 and currently 135, I'm really just starting out on my journey. My aim is to be the healthiest I can be, I want to tone up and be comfortable with what I see.

Some motivation would be amazing!

[space-bakery]

okay so def #3 but i cant choose a ship. who is most likely to write and to whom?? can you choose. this is just too much. i'm sorry for letting you down

anonymous love letters

Niall’s up watching Billy Madison in his robe when the note is pushed underneath his hotel room door. It’s accompanied by a muffled thunk that sounds like someone hitting a limb against a wall, which is how Niall knows that anything’s happened at all, the actual mailing of the letter a mostly silent incident.

"Hello?"

No response.

He pauses the movie and gets up to unfold the sheet of lined paper.

It reads:

"Niall Horan you look sexy with your hair pushed back xxxx"

Underneath this is a doodle of a thundercloud winking at a smiling sun.

"Harry Styles," Niall mutters.

He goes over to the desk - there’s a hotel notepad there and a pen he used earlier to draw Zayn an explanation of offside rules - and scribbles out STOP LOOKING AT ME, SWAN !!!

As for a drawing, he attempts a shampoo bottle and a conditioner bottle high-fiving each other. He captions this “you don’t use either of these”.

Niall scans the hallway, which is empty, and tiptoes two doors down to slot the letter into Harry’s room. A loud cackling “HA!” erupts from within, sending Niall sprinting back to his suite before he blows his cover. He lands on the bed, panting a bit (his knee still twinges if he puts too much pressure on it too suddenly) and howling with laughter.

Five minutes later, a new missive:

"That’s really hurtful coming from someone I love, I’m really hurt [crying stick figure with arrow pointing to curly hair and the word CLEAN underlined]"

Niall responds: 

"Where’s the proof !"

The next time the paper says “OPEN THE DOOR”. Which Niall does. To reveal a small bottle of Kiehls Superbly Smoothing Argan shampoo that’s about halfway full. The shampoo has a little bow on the cap.

"OK," writes Niall. "But stop thieving Lux’s things u klepto!!!" He draws two kissy faces and a fist that he copies carefully from recently used emojis and pokes a hole through the paper so he can attach the bow for return.

"Once again I am hurt by this accusation," says Harry’s note. "For the record, I would like you to know several things:

1) That my hair is cleaned 2-3 times per week,

2) That I do not steal from children,

3) That I have many items on my person at all times in case of emergencies, some of which are ribbons, since it is good to be prepared,

4) You love it.”

"I do ❤ it," writes back Niall.

"I love you," writes Harry.

"I know Haz I love you too but it’s bed time now good night !" writes Niall.

"Fine :(" writes Harry.

When Niall wakes up the next morning there are three bows tied around the doorknob and a very fancy styling cream on the floor.

[gotochelm]

marg: normally that is your job

needing approval and praise and recognition and public acknowledgment and accolades

but this time it me

me: yeah that is me almost 100% of the time

but i’m trying to be more chill lol

*sunglasses emoji*