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The Black Hole
What is life without my precious little babies. I'll tell you what it is: PURE HELL. The worst kind of pain imaginable, the kind of pain that you wouldn't even wish on your worst enemy. The kind of pain that feels almost impossible to come back from. The kind of pain that slowly kills from the inside out...and makes you, at times, not want to wake up, because you know that nothing has changed and your life is still a shitty excuse for an existence. Hardship isn't even a close enough word to describe it, more like a hellish pit of fire that consumes you every second of the day and the only way to escape it is not simply not feeling...anything. Not feeling anything for a little while, escaping from the firey pit that has become your life. That no one can get you out of and you are beginning to think that no-one wants to help you get out of there. That they just want to leave you in to burn and die, to be erased from the memory of this world. Forgotten, unloved. Just an unknown speck of dirt that is meaningless. Someone please reach down and save me from this black hole that is consuming me, called my life.
Hey, I hope everything is going well for all of you. I'm not spending much here lately so I'm sorry if I'm not giving you likes, reblogging or posting things, but I'm a bit demotivated at the moment with my works (modding, art..) due what happened and to be honest really tired of all so all I want right now is to play videogames and nothing more bleh :/ . Stay safe everyone *hugs*.
You're right mom. I'm not like you and I will never be like you. There's just no way that I'll grow up to be like you because you and your personality is just not worth it. I will be gone once I get a job so don't ever look for me when that happens. I will never forget how you've undervalued me as a student and as your eldest son.
Tomorrow there's a small party for my brother's soccer team and I really don't want to go. First, I don't know anyone and I'll just end up sitting with my mom bc I have no friends. Second, there's going to be water balloons and I don't want to get wet with strangers. I hate going to parties, family or not, because I always end up alone with no one to talk to. Just like last week, when I felt like a complete shit. My cousins don't like me, except Daison and my lil cousins, and I could see it bc they always ignore me and send me bad vibes when I'm around so I just stick with my mom. I probably know my mom doesn't like me being around with her all the time so I just feel like I should just stay in my room by myself. I hate my life sometimes lol
idk x
I know I cry a lot and for many things, like sad movies and failed grades, abandoned dreams and songs that remind me of the past. Stupid things too, like you, and all the problems I’ve created for myself in my head. But lately, what I’ve been crying about most is MYSELF. The person I used to be and the person in the present with no clue about her future.
Aller, je vous le dis ! Ma vie c'est de la merde ! Oui ! Quoi de plus naze que d'être une micro piece du #fifo ce festival Océanien par et pour des océaniens ? Surtout que comme je vous parle, je vais tourner quelques plans avec Jan Kounen dont la vie est monstrueusement merdique. Il vient d'arriver ce matin en Polynésie pour y être président du Jury du Festival International du Film documentaire Océanien. Oui, je sais c'est énervant la vie de merde quand même !!^^