Lost Voice
I heard your voice for the first time in 2.5 years I wish I didn't have to talk to him but I have no choice. When I talked to you last your voice was that of my little boy, last night was the voice of a young man someone I barely know anymore I felt so lost in what to say I just wanted you to keep talking, I know actions speak louder then words so I'm going to show you I never left you I'm going to keep telling you how much I want you with me to live the life you deserve reclaim whatever childhood with no stress you have left. Your fathers only words were you haven't given me any money. Your not a pay check to me I don't want money because I chose to have you I chose to give birth to you be responsible for your existence. You deserve happiness and no yelling no being responsible for your father. Your a child you need to be a child and I'm going to love you no matter what happens.












