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[independantlove-blog]

Lost Voice

I heard your voice for the first time in 2.5 years I wish I didn't have to talk to him but I have no choice. When I talked to you last your voice was that of my little boy, last night was the voice of a young man someone I barely know anymore I felt so lost in what to say I just wanted you to keep talking, I know actions speak louder then words so I'm going to show you I never left you I'm going to keep telling you how much I want you with me to live the life you deserve reclaim whatever childhood with no stress you have left. Your fathers only words were you haven't given me any money. Your not a pay check to me I don't want money because I chose to have you I chose to give birth to you be responsible for your existence. You deserve happiness and no yelling no being responsible for your father. Your a child you need to be a child and I'm going to love you no matter what happens.

[cortnimarieclark]

October 15th is pregnancy and infant loss awareness day, and I am 1 of 4 women who live with this pain on a daily basis. The happiest I've ever been was pregnant with my first born, the baby we waited forever to love and hold. The loss of my son at 20weeks pregnant was the saddest moment in my life for all my dreams were just gone just like that but it's something you never let go of. For example, Halloween is coming up and you bet this mom (of 3) was also looking at toddler boy costumes and cried in the store. Yeah, those moments that always remind you of what should have been get me the most. ♡ But I know I'll always have an angel watching over me and that brings me peace, knowing I'll see him again gives me hope, and seeing his rainbow sister grow up comforts me. Until we meet again, I love you little man, rest easy baby boy. #365days #wjcc #redbird. #resteasy #pregnancyloss #mysonforever