cw: big fat breeding kink, exhibitionism, over the top dirty-talk
the dinner reservation is a two hour exercise in restraint and john spends most of it losing.
wine barely touched; answers getting shorter; his thumb pressing slow circles into your palm across the tablecloth, ocean eyes dropping to your mouth every time you speak. and by the time the check comes his voice has sanded down to smoke and you’re pressing your thighs together under the table because you’re familiar with that register.
outside, the pavement is wet, gold from the streetlamps reflecting in the puddles. it’s nice and crisp out, a relief to your wine-warmed cheeks, and john takes your hand.
he tugs you quick and to the left and your back meets brick, and his mouth is on yours — deep, open, tastes like the chocolate dessert you shared, his hands are already dragging the silk of your dress up your thighs in fistfuls.
‘can’t make it to the car,’ he gets out in a huff against your mouth, ‘need you now.’
he groans and your underwear doesn’t come down your legs so much as comes off them, ripped down the length of you and shoved into his jacket pocket. his fingers slide easily through your dripping center.
‘you were using that voice,’ you complain.
he breathes a smug smile as he starts pulling at his belt, then his zipper, quick and graceless.
‘wanted you wet at the table,’ he admits. ‘wanted you thinkin’ about it — about me puttin’ a baby in you—’ he hauls your thigh up over his hip and tucks his chin to line up, then looks back as he drags his tip through your slick while your foot starts to slip out of its heel — ‘you want that?’
‘i want you to fuck a baby into me— please.’
he drives in on the please.
one thick stroke to the hilt that knocks the air out of both of you and pins you flat to the wall. he moves, hard and fast and purposeful, his hand clamping over your mouth when your first moan rings too loud off the alley walls.
‘quiet, darling,’ he grits, hips never slowing. ‘unless you want the whole street to hear me breed you, hm.’
your walls flutter and clench so hard around him he swears.
‘oh, you do.’ dark and delighted. he shifts closer, deeper, every thrust grinding your clit against him, and his voice pours into your ear low and filthy and reverent. ‘look at you, hm, gorgeous thing, letting me fuck you in a filthy alley — legs always open for me anywhere, huh? because y’wanna be caught.’
you’re whimpering into his palm, nodding, past pride entirely, and your fingers dig into his shoulders as you rock into every thrust, taking him, wanting him, matching his pace because you need it as deep as he does.
‘gonna come,’ you gasp when his hand slips from your mouth to hike you higher.
‘fuck— me too,’ he grunts, the hand comes back up, slapping to the brick just above you.
you break with your face buried in his neck to smother the sound, shaking apart around him, and the clenching of you drags him right over the edge — he slams deep and holds, buried to the root, pulsing into you with a groan pressed into your hair, his whole body shuddering and crushing against yours, hips grinding in slow like he can press it deeper, make it stick.
his heart’s hammering against your chest, both of you breathing like sprinters.
finally, he moves, kisses your temple and he gently lowers your to the pavement. his hands smooth your dress down. ‘keep that in for me, hm?’ he pats the side of your thigh.
‘you took my underwear,’ you remind him.
‘—oh. right, yeah.’ and just like that the growl’s gone, replaced with something more sheepish, and he’s fishing the scrap of lace out of his jacket pocket. ‘here, love. hold onto me.’
he crouches down and you place a hand on his shoulder as he holds your underwear open at your ankles, one warm hand braced around your calf, guiding.
‘step in. there you go. other one.’
you giggle softly because the whiplash he’s capable of is going to kill you one day.
‘can’t have you walkin’ to the car with nothin’ on under that dress.’ he draws the lace up your legs, settles it at your hips. ‘it’s cold out, and i’m a gentleman.’
you bark a laugh, ‘you are not—’
‘i am right now,’ he amends, rising, and the grin on him is completely unrepentant, and yours is just as bad, and you stand there in the alley beaming at each other like two people who should be institutionalized.
he tucks you under his arm for the walk to the car, pulled in tight against his side to help with your wobbly knees. his lips land in your hair somewhere above your temple, chest rumbling with a low satisfied hum like everything in his world is exactly the way he wants it.
at the car he steps ahead and opens your door.
you get in still smiling, ‘captain.’
he shuts the door soft, rounds the hood, and drives home with one hand resting heavy on your thigh.