Tonight
I usually crave walking around at night . I love black , I love nighttime . The view of the garden relaxes me , only lit with lampposts . the enchaining atmosphere helps clear my mind , the nocturnal serenity often lulls me to sleep . But since that night was not exactly normal , I found none of that .
Tonight , the darkness feels threatening and uncalled for . The calm atmosphere scares me . The trees seem like ghosts with faces hanging down , eyes and mouth a black hole .. My mind is unsettled , restless and jumbled up . My heart's a mess and emotions a swirling blend of rage and disbelief . My vision of the future is unclear .









