I pick up the phone to share all these exciting stories from London with you. We chat a bit, all laughing, everything's good as it used to when we weren't each other's exes yet...
"and what did you do today?" I ask, not knowing I might get into something I don't want to know
"I was at work and then I went on a date."
.... My heart stops. This is it, is this what I expected all along?
"With... Well.. With her?"
"Yes.. I figured now I can.. I can give it a try now." he says.
"I mean... Yeah. Was it good?" I ask not even thinking clear. I mean... This is actually happening. The girl I got cheated on is back and ofc she is... I expected it but perhaps not as soon, perhaps not like this, perhaps I thought I wouldn't know about it like this.
"uhm, yes it was." ouch. That hurts.. It hurts too much... I'm not ready for it his.
"I'm glad, that's good. Well you know.. Perthaps I should get back downstairs, it was nice to hear you. Bye."