#naieve

[zepion-blog]

Video 17th Feb 2020

[violetsarebluu]

This soap is calling me out......

[martinaphillips]

Cinco

The house was filled with food - tacos, burritos, enchiladas, everything that can be ordered from a Mexican restaurant.  There was also there was a Mexican flag, a pinata, and sombreros. 

Angela walked in to her surprise.  She asked her boyfriend Steve, “What is this?”

“It’s Cinco de Mayo, you’re Hispanic.  I am celebrating your culture. I respect it.”

Looking at the scene she replied, “No, you don’t.”

The only good thing about this day was Angela was going to be single soon.

[rebellkiing]

"Maybe it was meant to be, maybe we were just naive, but you knew in your heart it was real."

10 pm thoughts

[the-ring-mast3r-blog]

Everything that smiles at you doesn't care about you. People who don't even [know] you will judge you. If you're trying to fit in, don't!

@the-ring-mast3r

[fuckmediagonally]

10/6/15

I feel Zermina didn't understand what I meant during our talk. Either that or just kind of desperately rejected it. I don't think she understands the severity of what I felt at all.  As someone she cares about why should I ever have to ask to be treated decently and with consideration. It's not just a situation where you tell someone that what they do is bothering you, it’s not something that you compromise with. It's not like "when you do this it bothers me, can you not do that? at least not around me?" It's literally please don't use me and give me false hopes and lie to me and manipulate what I feel for you to feel okay about yourself. None of it was okay. Why do I have to ask someone who is supposed to care about me to treat me good. That's something that should be known. So that’s why it’s hard for me to see a future where we’re okay. I feel like I’m suddenly aware of how bad she treated me, I feel like it’s something that she never intended on me seeing, like she got caught. That she would have been fine to keep going if she thought I’d never notice.

I think she thinks we ended on a good note. But we didn’t. She messaged me once since we talked but I didn’t reply. I wonder if she’ll message me again. If she does I wonder how long she’ll take. I wonder what the nature of the message will be. Until then I’m just not going to seek her out. I haven’t these past few days and it’s been really nice aside from the occasional moment where my mind drifts to her, but that thankfully only lasts mere seconds. Too many of my posts that are tagged #me are about her. I should have tagged them #naivete. I was so stupid.

[thepixelmadness]

I've lost myself in you while you're standing strong

[0ceanbloom]

… when you’re lucky enough to find out (or maybe not) that your bf is still in love with his ex.