Kirsten, I lost a fic and hope you can help: it was a J2 fic, set in England in the late 1800's, Jared was a Baron(?) or Lord and Jensen was an artist and was commissioned to paint Jared. They ended up falling in love but couldn't be together. Jared was a part of this club and that's where he learned about gay sex and the bad guy made Jared push Jen away and Jared ended up getting married and Jen ran away and ended up getting hooked on heroin but Jared found him and made him stop. Help?
hi, darlin’! I think you’re looking for this story:
Restraint by DarkEmeralds
The calling card said Tristan Jarrett, Viscount Penrith. Beneath that, in a lazy scrawl, was the addendum Mr Acklebury, be so good as to wait on me tomorrow, number 10, Half Moon Street. Yours, &c., Penrith. Mr. Acklebury was not sure how he felt about being thus summarily commanded to paint his lordship's portrait.
Rating: Mature; Word Count: 233,014; Warnings: Blackmail, Infidelity, Child Death
Here’s a note at the beginning of the fic:
“WARNING: Though this story is set in Regency England and employs some of the conventions of novels from and about that period, it is emphatically not your Mama's Regency novel; and though the author dares to hope that romance, frivolity and humour are not lacking in the work, she would be remiss in letting the tag of "Historical: Regency" set expectations which this story does not purport to meet. Restraint is a story of faith, betrayal and a forbidden passion that lasts a lifetime, with all that that implies.”