#narfask

[echoesinthedeep]

Hi narf, I really love your art style. Could you upload the Persona 5 sprite of Shido pls??? Thanks so much and thanks for your great artwork

Hi, thank you for the compliment! Unfortunately, I’m having a little bit of trouble finding that file, so it might be a while before I do... but I’ll reply to this with it and some bonus thoughts about what I was aiming for with it if so. Thank you again for dropping by!

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go make a game my dude - your talents are on point

it’s mostly just a case of distraction. it’s really hard for me to focus on a single project because my tastes change a lot every few months as my favorite things get different, and the amount of work required to actually start something is pretty daunting. i don't work very good in groups and find it hard asking people to help or dividing things up, and i don't have much money to compensate people who are actually skilled, so i'm kinda eh on that... and though i do have periods where i get really into a work and wanna try for it, those are always times i feel bad for doing so because i'm usually staying up too late and procrastinating.

a lot of the problem is that my most comfortable space to work in is my dorm room right now and since i'm only here when i'm at school with a lot of projects that eat up time i feel bad when i focus on what i want to do instead of what i have to do, especially since there's always time for more studying and things like taxes, figuring out what to do with study abroad, etc.... and so because all of that stuff is always something i /could/ be doing, i never feel like it's okay for me to put the effort into a real project

and once i finally get past that, man, actual writing is  haaaaaaard D:

thank you for the positive vibes tho! who can say what'll happen. i do have rpgmaker working after all

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it's not a matter of wanting to fuck Robbie the robot it's a matter of wanting him to kill me with his thighs

THAT'S NOT THE POIN T

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i cannot believe there's another vorelord on my dash now - that's it i'm kinkshaming

in all seriousness i don’t like vore and i don’t really want to talk about it too much i just keep it up as a joke because it’s an easy way to get laughs

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FIGHT me

so pixi... we meet again... here is a song ive ben liking a lot lately

imagine sending our ur froakies... as this plays

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Art

i’ve always been a bit frustrated with myself and art. i made pretty bad music and tiny doodles of little consequnce for ages and only recently started posting bits of it,but i still have a long way to go before i make something cool. i really want to make  BIG project some day, like an rpg maker game - the hard part is finding out how to muster my energies and make a short game. i was thinking last night about how i should just make whatever instead of trying to look for a unique edge, though, and maybe i should ya know. heh.

i suppose something that bothers me is that my art is often not very serious art - it’s just doodles that spill out of my head. but because its unique it’s naturally what people are most intol and it’s unfortunate to me that i can’t USE my talent to generate the ideas i get but instead it just kinda comes out as cool things that i nevertheless can’t use. it’s like a veneer of talent with no real heart behind it. i do try a bt harder on music but it’s so much more difficult to get that out when i’m not even that good and most people can’t really spare the time to check it out because of how it’s a much more temporal thing - idk i feel like it’s just arder for people to enjoy and overall if i’m no EXCELLENT it’s just nowhere near as impressive, especially with the wide range of genre compared to “cool art”. it’s a bit frustrating. i want to make a game but im into stuff a lot of people get bored with too so it’s like, i dunno, it’s very tough. i wanna get better and really wow people but i dunno if i’ll ever get thre, especially with the great balancing act i play all the time. and heck, i don’t get my best work done except when i’m avoiding responsibilities. it’s weird! i dunno.

still, i think art’s one of the things i can do. it’;s fun and it’s something i can put online and something i can do that people like. and i hope that some day mybe i’ll be able to use what i make for something. i just have a lot of thought baggage on it. rough, amirite?

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🔥 - you need to stop being so hard on yourself!

hmmm

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⭐️

thank you, i try my best to keep it interesting!