#nathaelle

[ravenbun]

"nathaniel! you found me"

"what are you staring at nathaniel? its me, right? its me!"

(nathaniel is still wip weheheh)

[ravenbun]

let's go to heaven, sloth

[ravenbun]

let's go to heaven, sloth

[ravenbun]

kepikiran kalo Rielle nemu backroom di labnya nathaniel, tapi sehelum sempet ngasih tau, labnya hancur pas fight sama peter 🤔

but i do think rielle will do an experiment inside the backroom, such as; dia bakal iseng nungguin makhluk hidup/entity/still life terus dibawa buat dipersembahin ke nathaniel

"liat gue nemu apa!" then he reveals that ugly misplaced face still face ke nathaniel sambil nyengir

[ravenbun]

the concept of backroom is accessible via Nathaniel's lab but then the entrance is torn out after the fight with peter hm hm

[ravenbun]

i wanted to write something about how nathaelle would approach intimacy, but man ciuman aja belom pernah

last time i checked rielle supposed to be sub since he's a bratty bottom but idk how to write it ughh the concept of rielle giggling in the middle of making love with nathaniel before going back moaning and screaming nathaniel's name in his own apartment

wanna make hc of them but im running out of ideas fahhh

[ravenbun]

! Nathaelle Lore !

warn // suicide

Nathaniel and rielle never based their relationship with genuine connection.

Until Rielle thought escalates to an extreme level where he drowned himself for fun again, being used to having fun drowning himself and holding his breath until he's out of breath ever since he was a child makes him forgot—nathaniel was besides him all the time, standing on the edge of the bridge, his jaw went slack. It was supposed to be a game of hide and seek with Nathaniel.

Rielle relapse once he caught the sight of Raphael accidentally, just a glimpse of his face yet it's enough to make him lose composure, there's no other way it's other than one who betray his own adoptive father, the one bastard that make his own grandparents killed themselves in the process.

It was all vague, the changes in apostle came through the wall of the house he lived, the announcement of the head of apostle suddenly being changed is like a rumor, he didn't know what kind of threat Raphael ever brings that he never figuresm it out of why he had to see both of his beloved people dead body hanging over the roof after he got back home.

What was the new Glory? if he never got his grandparents business back fast he'd be trapped in walking hell of poverty, at least that's what he thought years ago

to avenge his grandparents death was his goal, even if there's nothing more interesting left—all of them collapsed the moment he saw a glimpse of a jerk who destroyed his life.

A famous bridge where many people jump over to kill themselves could only bring Nathaniel to jump into the river, screw his doctor coat, his disguise will be safe nonetheless, he can't risk getting his Rielle died just like that, he still needs Rielle to fund his experiments after all, right? That's all he wants, the reason why he needs him alive, nothing more.

[ravenbun]

sunflower, 1888

an anomaly where a mature sunflower to keep looking forwards to the sun until his death