the world is what we make/made it,
what we perceive it to be, what we see everything as...
everything is the way it is because us as human-beings have the brain capacity to see things in different lights, different views. our bodies, our environment, our emotion, the way we think...who we are...all perspective.
we have a power we dont understand, there is alot i dont understand...my mind on its own has decided to understand what the human world understands...if i can somehow expand it beyond this frequency of "normality" or "limit" i would be clear in understanding to everything i would feel and not feel, all words would be one beat, all emotion reall and unreal , i would understand to the two sided contradictory way of life, i would understand beyond life, i would feel beyond feelings, i would be able to control myself. and the world around me. but most of all i would understand. be able to go into the depths of this universe.
be able to see more than just a limit, there would be no limit.
but as i said before everything is just thoughts, figments of imagination until we communicate with our bodies and the energy and entities around us and make it real,
This is more then just hype from a movie this is a divine knowledge flowing through me, it reminds me of the last time i honestly felt smart, i was infested with a small dosage of shrooms (a psychedelic im sure most are familiar with, if not it is a natural fungus that contains natural active Copelandia, Galerina, Gymnopilus, Inocybe, Mycena, Panaeolus, Pholiotina, Pluteus, and Psilocybe which causes hallucinations, and emotional intensities.) while still feeling effects of the "natural" drug i began having random explosions of genius thought. an expert level of understanding of the world around me and inside of me, things were clear, i knew who i was and who everyone else was, i could feel the earth around me, i could feel the moon and the stars. i felt the space in my body and mind, i felt every connection the existed, i understood existence, i felt, saw, and heard every single thought that passed in my mind and kept track of how fast they moved..that was my favorite part, knowing my mind inside and out. i only felt this that night, the next day and the following night, everything thing stayed and reminisced in harmony with the regular way of my human-like self. that night i felt bigger than life, i knew everything and didnt worry about anything. thats what i feel now. off the drug, not as intense and my thoughts arent leaving me as easy, but i feel..like everything, i feel like the universe. i am what i am.
Upon awakening, i will be on a strict mental, emotional, and physical diet. my mind will begin teachings and understandings, my body will learn to survive from less, my emotions will be trained alongside of my mind, they will begin to work harminously to think smart and quick.
meditation, dedication, openness.
