When Perrie first moved to Korea she was very nervous, she didn’t know anyone, she didn’t understand the culture, didn’t know the language, and her grandfather - who she usually looks to for her - didn’t know much more than her. Perrie ended up living next to San’s parents house. They met because San’s parents came out and offered to help her and her grandfather with moving stuff into the house. The start of the friendship was odd and wouldn’t have even been considered a friendship if they weren’t as young as they were. For awhile, neither Perrie nor San could understand one another since Perrie was only just starting to learn Korean and San didn’t speak English or French. However, this seldom bothered them and they created their own “secret” language. As the years went by, the got even closer and have an extremely strong friendship.
Whenever Perrie was having a hard time while being a trainee, San was always there to comfort her and support her. Perrie did the same thing when he became a trainee years later. The two are easily each others biggest fans and they make it very obvious. Its not uncommon for them to send food or drinks to one another or to see them at each others promotions/concerts whenever they get a chance. Their friendship is widely known and loved by their fans.
The two understand one another better than just about anyone. They have seen the insecurities and ugly side of one another and experienced that together. They also experienced all the good together as well. They have only gotten into one serious fight which neither like to really talk about but that was in 2017. Even though they do not see each other as much they use to, they still try to communicate as often as possible.
𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓑𝓸𝔂𝔃 𝓙𝓪𝓬𝓸𝓫 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓚𝓮𝓿𝓲𝓷
Perrie originally met Kevin first in the beginning of 2018. They met in the hallways by the drinks behind the scenes of Music Bank. Kevin knew who she was but Perrie wasn’t sure who he was since she had so many schedules and wasn’t able to keep up with other idols. They offered friendly talk while waiting in line and that was when Perrie learned that he was from Canada. This automatically made Perrie think of Mark and as a result she talked a bit more with Kevin. It was mainly in hopes that she could get him and Mark to meet and become friends because she knew Mark wished he had someone he knew from his home. They didn’t exchange numbers because neither had phones but whenever they crossed paths they always talked and acknowledged one another.
Through Kevin, she met Jacob who she had a harder time getting to know. He was very kind but both Jacob and Perrie weren’t the comfortable around new people so it took some time for them to consider one another friends. It was thanks to Kevin that they got talking and the three of them made plans to hang out if they ever had a chance. They got even closer once they all got their own phones and could actually communicate.
Overall, Perrie would consider them good friends but they do not actively seek to hang out. If they are ever close to one another or in the same event, they make sure to say hi and they do end up talking for quite a bit. They also have a group chat with the three of them plus a few other of The Boyz members.
𝓛𝓸𝓸𝓷𝓪 𝓒𝓱𝓾𝓾
Chuu and Perrie originally met on the set of Idol Room. They both went to represent their groups and at the time were the only 99 liners. Therefore, they kind of drifted towards one another and started talking. At the beginning Chuu was the one who started the conversations and kept them running until Perrie felt a bit more comfortable. Once she did though, the two became much closer.
Both fandoms know about their friendship and both have talked about each other quite a few times. Many people call their friendship adorable or just overall cute because of the way they both naturally are. They are both actively affectionate and whenever they are spotted together, they are always hugging or holding hands. They actively seek trying to hang out whenever their schedule's allow them to.
Chuu is one of the few people - outside of NCT and SM - who knows about Perrie’s disorder and she is very caring about it. After this became known to Chuu, Perrie felt much closer and secure around her. Over the years, the two have developed a very close friendship with one another.
𝓟𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓰𝓸𝓷 𝓗𝓾𝓲
This is a very odd friendship that came as a result of working together on a special stage. With this stage, the two had to spend a considerable amount of time with one another. The stage was quite sexy so Hui made sure that she felt comfortable during anything that was happening. Knowing that there was an age difference was also the reason why Hui made up to check on her as often as possible. As a result, the two developed an Oppa and Dongsaeng relationship.
After the shoot, the two kept in contact and do speak to each other every now and then. They send each other listen messages whenever one of them is performing somewhere or on a television program. When he went on Road to Kingdom, Perrie made sure to watch and send him little encouragements. They have met up a few times since then and he is also part of one of Perrie’s unreleased song that she hopes to release one day.
𝓕.𝓣. 𝓘𝓼𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓗𝓸𝓷𝓰-𝓴𝓲
They met after Perrie did a rendition of F.T. Island wind. Hong-ki saw it and sent her a message saying how she did a good job and he enjoyed listening to her voice. This made Perrie very happy because she was a big fan of his music and because she was worried that she may not have done it the justice the song deserved. However, Hong-ki made it very apparent to her that he liked that fact that she added her own style to it.
After that, they kept in contact with one another and developed something akin to a friendship. However, neither would say it was a very close friendship. It was more of a sunbae and hoobae relationship. Whenever Perrie needed help with the industry or stuff revolving around singing, she would usually ask him and he has taken time out of his schedule to help her.
𝓗𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓪
Hyuna was a sunbae who Perrie looked up to on a professional level. She really enjoyed watching her performances and she really admired her confidence and the way Hyuna presented herself. Perrie talked multiple times about her looking up to Hyuna and eventually word made its way to her. Fans of both of the girls made their friendship possible because when Perrie mentioned Hyuna it was the fans that made Hyuna notice. Then when Hyuna talked about Perrie, it was also the fans that mentioned it to Perrie.
Eventually, the two connected over social media and managed to meet up after talking for a while. Meeting her, Perrie felt very shy and Hyuna found Perrie very adorable. Eventually, Perrie came to see Hyuna as an older friend and someone she can lean on.
Their friendship became known pretty well after they did a special stage together. Hyuna has send Perrie gifts and food whenever she is promoting and has taken up as a doting figure in Perrie’s life.
𝓢𝓽𝓻𝓪𝔂 𝓚𝓲𝓭𝓼 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓫𝓲𝓷
Honestly speaking the two met through mutual friends. However, they developed a comfortable friendship after realizing they are of same age and share similar hobbies. While they do not hang out separately a lot, they do text one another a lot in the 99 liners group chat and in their separate chat. They only time they really do hang out is when their mutual friends meet up and ask them to come with.
After the first few times of meeting up, it became less awkward and now whenever they meet up rather than having to catch up, they just began where they left off previously. Therefore, there is not a lot of nerves about meeting up. However, if they are in the same vicinity, like with promotions, they do try to stop by and say hi to one another at lease once.
𝓢𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓓𝓲𝓷𝓸
Neither are exactly sure how they became friends but it is just something that happened. The two debut about a year apart from one another and they ran into one another a lot at the beginning. Since they were of the same age, they both naturally gravitated towards one another because of the want to have someone the same age to hang out with.
They’re big supporters of one another and do meet up quite a bit but it is usually only in the dance studio or somewhere private. The two enjoy dancing with one another and offering advice to one another. Given the fact that they both debuted at the same age and around similar times, they experienced a lot of similar things and this made them even closer.
𝓖(𝓲)𝓭𝓵𝓮 𝓨𝓾𝓺𝓲
The two met thanks to Lucas. Perrie met Yuqi over the phone mostly at the beginning, but the two quickly met up when they had a chance. Perrie felt a little nervous meeting her at first, but as time went on, they were able to start actually talking and getting closer. While they cannot see each other often because of conflicting schedules they do support one another and will send little text messages to one another.
Its not her closest friendship, but they are slowly but surely getting closer and understanding one another better. Perrie enjoys spending time with her and likes her company so she tries to make time for Yuqi.
❈Dating Overview ❈ ― Perrie never really had a hard time admitting she could have feelings for both genders. Luckily, she came from a very accepting home, so she never really felt nervous about telling them. Growing up, she had crushes on both men and women but she never drew any attention towards gender and she realized that she would be open to date anyone regardless of what they identify as. However, being in a relationship is very complicated for her because she knows she can be a lot to handle and not everyone will be comfortable with the way she acts - which she completely understands. So, she is usually very scared to get in relationships because she hates getting close to someone and then them leaving because her personality was too much or to hard to understand.
𝓚𝓲𝓶 𝓙𝓲𝓷 𝓐𝓮
Duration: May 2017 - April 2018
Reason for break up: Perrie had to go home for personal reasons, so she broke up with Jin Ae because a relationship was too much for her.
Current Status: They’re supportive of each other and would still consider one another friends.
Song about relationship: Can We Just Be Happy Now by Jake Scott and Josie Dunne
Kim Jin Ae was born December 5, 1998 and she was under SM as a model trainee. The two of them met a few times when Perrie was a trainee and they kept in contact. As the years went by the developed a close friendship. In 2017, Perrie was having a really hard time and Jin Ae was the one she would lean on because she did not want to worry her members - or make them more worried than they already were. As a result, the two ended up admitting their feelings for one another.
Their relationship was a prime example of puppy love or first loves. Neither of them ever dated anyone so everything was a learning curve. For Perrie, she had a hard time at the beginning of the relationship because of her BPD, it caused a lot of inner and outer turmoil, that wasn’t exactly healthy. However, Perrie did not realize that until years later. Jin Ae knew Perrie had a personality disorder and that not everything she did was on purpose so she tried to remind herself that in order to lessen whenever Perrie hurt her feelings accidently.
Perrie kept this relationship a secret - even from the members - not because she was embarrassed, but because she felt much more comfortable with knowing that the relationship was just between the two of them. However, her members found out through the Dreamies who found out secretly which also ended up with Perrie getting upset and disappointed at them for a while.
Overall, despite the few problems, they both would say that they don’t regret the relationship. They acted the way they both believe people in love would act. After they met up after their breakup and Perrie came back to SM, they thought about trying it again, but Perrie soon realized that a relationship would not be good for her during that time.
𝓘𝓶 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓴𝔂𝓾𝓷
Duration: April 2019 - February 2020
Reason for break up: The relationship wasn’t the best. It wasn’t exactly toxic but the both of them were too different and wanted different things inside the relationship.
Current Status: Supportive but awkward. There are no negative feelings because both recognize they made mistakes.
Song of the relationship: Arms around you by Jamie Grey
Perrie met Changkyun in early 2019 because she actually took part in his Horizon mixtape. While preparing, the two spent quite some time together and they both really enjoyed being around each other. It was a few months later that Changkyun asked her out. Perrie was hesitant at first because she was nervous that he would leave after they got closer together. It wasn’t until she talked to some of her members, who convinced her to go on at least one date and see.
The first few months of the relationship were very easy. After the first few dates and after confirming that they are in a relationship, they both got really busy. Therefore, Perrie could hide her more negative traits of when her BPD was acting up more than usual. However, since they were getting more comfortable with one another, they unintentionally did things that hurt the other.
Changkyun was someone who liked his alone time and liked the push-and-pull game. While the rational part of Perrie could understand him needing his own time, the other part of her got insecure and scared. The whole push-and-pull game he did, while he truly meant no harm, made it worse for Perrie. However, Perrie also caused some problems, she wasn’t as open with him and tended to get very sharp and unintentionally say some things rude when he pushed a bit to far. This all led up to a very big fight where both said some insensitive words. They managed to get over it, but the fight was lingering in both of their minds.
The following few months they dated, it went from being very sweet and cute to a lot of tensions and toxicity. Perrie ended up feeling stressed whenever they got together and couldn’t wait until she got home. There were many nights where she was second guessing herself and crying. The two did not exactly get together to call it off, the both just knew that this was not a good relationship. There was still tension but they ended up getting past it when he called her when he learned she was in the hospital. He still cared a lot about her and worried about her so he felt like he needed to call. This call smoothened a lot of things out for them and eased any negative feelings they might have harbored.
In this relationship, Perrie learned a lot, she got hurt a lot, there was a lot of drama and damage, but despite all this it taught her a lot. She learned what she needed in a relationship and what she needed to work on. She knew she had stuff she needed to work on and this relationship pointed it out. Overall, it taught her lessons about love and made her stronger for the future.
Cause if it wasn’t for all that you tried to do, I wouldn’t know just how capable I am to pull through.
🎤 We Don’t Have To Dance by Andy Black
Your never gonna get it I’m a hazard to myself, Ill break it to you easy this is hell
🎤 Dream by Imagine Dragons
We all are living in a dream but life aint what it seems, of everything's a mess
🎤You Don’t Really Know Me by Jessie J
Cause I’m going crazy when I’m not okay, I keep praying that the cracks don’t show the pain.
🎤Wait For It by Leslie Odom Jr.
We rise and we fall and we break and we make our mistakes, and if there’s a reason I’m still alive when everyone who loves me has died, I’m willing to wait for it
🎤That Bitch by Bea Miller
And since you are a dude, yeah, you can tell the truth, but as soon as I do, I’m a bitch.
🎤To My Youth by bolbbalgan4
Sometimes when I’m too happy, I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
🎤 Fall in Line by Christina Aguilera
But I got a mind to show my strength and I got the right to speak my mind.
🎤 My Kind of Love by Emeli Sande
I know sometimes I get angry, and say what I don’t mean.
🎤 You by James Arthur
You were in the wilderness, looking for your own purpose and you became a butterfly
🎤Issues by Julia Michaels
When I’m down, I get real down, when I’m high, I don’t come down.
🎤Woman by Kesha
I do what I want, say what you say, I work real hard everyday.
🎤Broken by OTR, Au/Ra
My arms are open but then I get close and I’ll push you out, pull you back like the ocean.
I have recently released a choreography that is very different from what I have usually done. I wanted to tell a story that many people can relate to.
It is all about the Greed that people can feel in their relationships and how it is not always easy to walk away from. This dance tells the story of two people who are fighting against this “Greed” and trying their best to break free but they still keep coming back to one another. This road leads to a very unhealthy life that makes you believe you cannot move on or get better.
Through this video, you see the two of us struggle to go our separate ways until finally the rope is thrown. This is to showcase that even when it feels impossible you CAN defeat this feeling and become happy once again.
Also a big thanks to Winwinnie for helping me bring this dance to life! You can find it on NCT dance.
Find dance here!
채널 NCT DANCE
NCT Perrie Choreography | Greed by Perrie and Winwin
