Love Me Now (M) [Last]
Love Me Now (M) [Part 1] [Part 2] [Last]
a/n : hi ♥ if you’re new here, dont forget to check out the first two parts of the fic :) anw, really like to thank everyone, from the bottom of my heart, for showing love to this fic. i enjoyed writing this because i am sooooo in love with jeong jaehyun. i live jaehyun, i breathe jaehyun and i love jaehyun (if that makes any sense). honestly, daydreams of valentineboy is what kept me going and i did it! enjoy the ending and happy reading!
Warning : language; use of explicit words; explicit sexual content; read at your own risk
You knew that you had agreed to more than a kiss when you had let him press his lips to yours. You weren’t sure what had made him changed his mind about swearing not to touch you again one minute and then so passionately kissing you next. You weren’t sure, truth was; you didn’t care.
One thing you knew, you were willingly kissing him back out of desire and not another obligation as fulfilling your duty as a wife. You wanted him for the longest time - and to be wanted back him, to feel the love from him. Jaehyun lowered you to bed, covering your body with his. You touched his face, feeling the smooth skin beneath your hands and he pulled back to look at you.
He looked at you because he wanted to, enough to stop for a while to look at you. He cared for you.
There were so many things to be said yet nothing left to be said. You were just left with every ounce of your emotions as you kissed him back, pouring out every last corner of your soul into it. You’ve had months to look at Jaehyun but you chose to blind yourself to him because you thought you were never deserving of such affections. And what you have lacked in those few times with him, you wanted to make it up to him this time. Fingers interlaced with his hair gently, you wanted to feel every part of him.
Jaehyun felt his heart pounding wildly in his chest. There was no resentment in your eyes when you took your time to explore him. The throbbing alone was enough to drive him crazy with lust but with you touching him like this, he could wait for a while. Letting you savour every moment at your own pace. You didn’t have to say any words, you might not even need to whisper but he already knew what you were thinking.
“When did I start wanting you so much?” Jaehyun lowered his head and brushed the tip of his nose against yours. You could see it in his eyes, dim in the candlelight, focusing on yours. His breath was hot, brushing against yours. His gaze was hot, and he was making you feel the heat spreading in between your legs.
Slowly, he reached down the night dress that you were wearing and slowly lifted it up until you could feel him gripping your waist, just above the waistband of your panties. He rubbed circles on your waist with his thumb before his fingers trailed further up to your breast. Jaehyun run his thumb lightly over the already puckered nub.
“Fuck me,” he said, his voice coming out in a hush, “you’re so beautiful.”
For the first time, you truly believed that he was truthful. Wicked thoughts invaded your mind when Jaehyun applied the sweet pleasure of his thumb against your nipple, as he began to pinch you lightly, you felt your breath hiked up a little. Your back arched towards him when he cupped your breasts, it made you feel desperate for him as you started unbuttoning his shirt yourself. He sat up and you followed him, still stumbling with the buttons and finally removing his shirt and dropping it on the floor, beside the bed.
His eyes were dark when you looked at him, you knew he wanted to undress you, you knew him well enough. Jaehyun gets impatient during this process and you stopped him when he reached for his belt, “Let me do it,” you said gently.
One hand covering his, you kissed him on the lips. You licked his lower lips, initiating the act that he has always done whenever he wanted access to your mouth. Jaehyun groaned when your tongue met his, gripping you by the nape when you teasingly bite on his lower lip. He caught you by the thigh and was ready to push you down to the bed when you, once again, stopped him. This time, you caught him by surprise.
You shook your head and kissed his jaw, stopping for a while to see how he reacted. When he clenched his jaw, you were satisfied and continued to trail down kisses all the way to his collarbone—planting as many soft kisses as you could, enjoying the throaty, pleasurable sounds that he was making when you reached his chest.
“Y/n…” he stared at you, clearly you knew why he was saying your name.
You opened your mouth to say something but when he grabbed you again, you slapped his hand gently, “First thing first,” you kneel in front of him, and when your face was close to him, you pecked his lips. Jaehyun attempted to deepen the kiss by putting his hand on the back of your head to lock you in which you quickly pulled back and left him confused. “You have to stop doing that.”
“I’m not doing anything,” he smiled playfully at you, his hands finding their way to your waist.
“Let me do it,” you ran your fingers in his hair, you watched his eyes slowly closing as you massage his scalp. The playful smile still spread across his face, and you noticed the two dimples pressing into his cheeks. How have you not found him this attractive all this while?
“I want you to lie down,” you whispered.
“Now?” his eyes opened lazily and looked at you. You nodded and pushed him down slowly, as he lowered, he pulled you down along with him until you straddled him. “Take it off?” he played with the strap of your night dress. When you didn’t say anything and simply grinned at him, he took it as a ‘yes’ and pulled both the strap down to reveal your naked top, all the way to your waist.
He has seen you so many times but every time he undresses you, he couldn’t help but gawk at you. The places on your body where he would run his lips, his tongue, he would re-trace back just to appreciate the beauty of you. You could feel his bulge pressing into your wetness as you straddled him. You knew if you made him wait any longer, he would flip you and have his way again so you lowered yourself to unbuckle his belt and quickly his pants before pulling them off his legs.
You chuckled quietly when his cock sprung up towards his abdomen. You took one more glance at his cock before closing your lips around him and this time, earning yourself an exasperated moan. Jaehyun had to pray to whoever would hear his prayer and resist jerking his hip from the bed. She will be the death of me, he thought to himself.
Your mouth was warm and your tongue was touching the most sensitive spot of him. If he would follow his own wants, he would have fucked your mouth Have his way with your mouth until you were choking on him. Jaehyun knew it was your first time giving blowjobs from the way you were gagging after downing his length each time. Nonetheless, your mouth was amazing. Your determination at wanting to take his whole, thick cock into your mouth until he could feel his tip knocking the back of your throat, turned him on a great deal. Jaehyun cursed a long string of curses as he felt himself going crazy.
Jaehyun pushed you roughly off him, “Jaehyun, wait…” you were taken aback but before you could do anything, he had lowered you on your back and slid a finger in you, effectively ending any chance you had for an argument.
You felt stretched when he inserted another finger, yet you loved it. The dirty thoughts were slowly overwhelming your mind, you want to spread your legs and be the slut for him as you watched how flushed his cheeks were. The taut muscles of his shoulders were covered in sweat as your dug your fingers into his flesh. You knew as far as you were concerned, Jaehyun could do anything to you as he pleased.
“You’re ready for me,” he said, his breath coming faster now, “Soaking wet for me, baby. But still so tight. I can’t wait much longer.”
“Then, don’t,” you reached up and grasped his face, “I need you.”
At that moment, his fingers were gone and Jaehyun shifted himself, positioning himself at your entrance. He was hard and hot, rubbing the tip of his cock against the slit of your entrance, demandingly. Jaehyun pushed forward, just inch by inch before you fully swallowed him whole.
Jaehyun felt like he was on the highway to heaven, “Fuck, y/n,” he moaned, using his arms to support his weight from crashing above you, “Please, just tell me how good this feels for you.”
Your breath alone was running raggedly across your lips and all you could afford was just his name, “Jaehyun…”
That was all it took for him to thrust into you over and over again, he couldn’t even wait for her to stretch around him as he sunk into your warmth until you felt like home to him. Jaehyun let his hips move on their own, unable to control himself when he was obviously so close to his climax.
You quicken your thrust to meet his pace, praying that you could meet your climax as soon as he meets his. You felt the pressure starting to build up as your breath got hotter and fast, fingers digging deeper into his shoulders as you held onto him into the near-frenzy. And then it came, along with a sweet sound from your lips as you felt yourself surging into ecstasy.
“Baby, just keep going ok? Don’t stop,” he begged breathlessly as he grabbed your waist and continued to thrust his hip. His thrusts started to turn sloppy, sinking into the warmth of you and with one last sound of your name ripped through his lips. Jaehyun felt his load shoot out with one last thrust, then slumped on top of you.
For a while, he laid on top of you while you two try to catch your breaths. The rise and fall of your chests as you held onto him until you could feel the sweet tingly of bliss washed over you as your highs started to wear out. Sweat trickled down from Jaehyun’s forehead, dropping onto your shoulder when he lift himself, with whatever strengths he has left, to look at you. A smile broke out on your lips when you looked at him and he couldn’t resist himself from lowering down once more and claiming your lips.
This was nothing you’ve ever felt before, it was love for you. And you promised you were going to hold onto him forever.
Jaehyun realized he was smiling as he watched you eating the sandwich he just made. You crossed your legs and had a plate resting on the bed as you finished up the last bite of it before handing him the plate, “More?”
“More?” he asked, laughing but he was pleased. He reached out to push your hair behind your ear because he liked the way you look like that. “How many more?”
“Two more?” you raised two fingers up at him, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand. “You make really good eggs.”
He rested his chin on his palm and grinned at you, “I made it with love, that’s why,” you shook your head and grabbed his face, to kiss him.
You knew the effect it would have on him when you kissed him, his immediate reaction was to slide the plate aside and wrapped his arms around your waist. He was an ultimate lover boy for you, completely weak when it comes to any form of contact with you, The second you heard a moan escaped him, you started to push him back.
“Alright, Jae that’s enough,” he was loving how the short name you gave him sounded whenever you said it.
But he wasn’t about to let you go, he said in between kisses, “I should be rewarded.”
“Ok,” you kissed him a little passionately and then looked at him. Jaehyun was smiling, the softest smile you had ever seen as he lied down and rested his head on your lap. You watched him contently taking your hand, turning your palm to him and then dropping it over his mouth. He kissed your palm and pulled it over his forehead as he closed his eyes.
“Jae,” you called him.
“Hmmm?” he didn’t open his eyes.
“If there is anything that you could ask from me, what would it be?” you asked. “Like a reward.”
Jaehyun opened his eyes and watched your face, he was looking at the emotions that had played across your features, “What do you think it will be?” he asked. He moved his hand to the curve of your cheeks, caressing you gently as he spoke, “What would you like to give me, if you were going to give me a reward?”
The question left you quiet for the longest time, you couldn’t say anything. You had thought over it from time to time for the man who had showered you with so much love, attention and gifts. What could you give him back in return for always staying hopeful that one day you would open your heart to him?
“I have a confession to make,” you said, voice quiet.
Jaehyun looked at you doubtfully, “You don’t like my sandwiches?”
You smiled and sighed, your fingers idly playing in his hair as he watched you. Jaehyun doubted you were even aware of your movements because you looked so far away.
“What is it?” he urged.
“I’m afraid to have children,” you looked at him back, this time with an odd expression.
Jaehyun had to smile. He would love to have as many children with you as he could but you come first. If you saw fear in having children then he had to be considerate of your feelings because it would be you who would have to go through the labour and everything else, “Whatever you wish, baby. We don’t have to have children if you don’t want to” he said fondly.
You shook your head, you didn’t understand his decision, “Why?” you asked. Your words were slow and carefully measured, “do you easily just agree with me? Why don’t you ever question me?”
When he spoke, his voice was close to a mumble, “I don’t know.”
“Tell me,” you said softly.
His hand which he was caressing your cheeks since just now, dropped to hold your hand and he brought your hand to his lips again, Kissing it once more and then smiling up at him, “I have everything that I need here with me. Sure, to have a family with you would be a dream but I think if you don’t want it then it’s alright. I know Halmeoni has been asking you about it.”
You frowned, “A lot of people have been asking me, Jae.
His eyes met yours for a moment, then he sat up and faced you with cross legs, “Ignore them.”
“What? I’m not-”
“Ignore them,” he said again. “We’ll do what we want,” smiling as he looked down at his hands.
You shrugged, “What if I want children but I’m afraid I will never be able to love them properly?”
Jaehyun looked at you suddenly, “What about it?”
You pursed your lips, “What if I turned out like my parents?”
‘Hey,” he reached out to cradle your face, “I’m here. And we will never be like your parents as long as I’m here. Boy or girl, I will love our children, And you will love your children. We will love them together and give them the world together. You’ll be an amazing mother, they will love you to bits and pieces of their hearts.”
You smiled at him, “You think so?” his eyes were filled with so much hope and love. You could feel it in your heart from the way he spoke.
Jaehyun couldn’t help but to smile wider at you. The little baby steps that he was taking with you was worth everything he could ever wanted. For every little glimpse of hope in your eyes was what he lived for, every breath he took it was all for you. As he interlaced his fingers with yours, Jaehyun looked into your eyes lovingly.
“I know so,” looping his arm around yours, pulling you up to your feet. You stood facing him as he kissed your nose, “Should I go to work today.”
You glanced up at him, eyes growing wide, “You’ve already missed office for two days, Jeong Jaehyun.”
He gazed down at you with a little bit of mischievous, “I don’t really have any serious meeting at the moment. What say you, we take another honeymoon trip? Today.”
“What?”
Jaehyun watched you with playfulness, and then pushing you on the bed and rolled on top of you. You squealed beneath him, laughing, “They won’t stop until I get you pregnant. Might as well we get busy right now.”
“Jaehyun, you’re always finding excuses. But I love you for that.”
You stopped fighting for a while as he kissed you right on the sensitive spot around your neck, that always made you feel all tingly inside, “Then it’s only right to make up for all the time lost.”
“Time lost for what? Jae!”
His lips trailed down your collarbone as his hands found it’s way to your stomach, “Time lost to love me.”
“To love you huh. Jeong Jaehyun!” you squirmed when he blew raspberries into your stomach.
He smiled against your skin, Yeah. To love me now. And always to love you.”
the end...
ps im already having other ideas in my head for new fics, who do you think i should write about next? comment down below! and i might just come up with something in the next few days. love you xx
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