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NCTzen + WayZenNi Fanfic + Imagines; 

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W E L C O M E ❤

Disclaimer 

I do not own any of the NCT members however I do own the fanfics / Oneshot / Imagines that I post here . I love to daydream hence the reason why I write these stories because I love our boys so much xx . And just like all you people here , I’m here to fangirl so please go on and scroll down for your own amusement because sharing is caring  ♡ ♡ Also , I will put individual links below so it is easier for you to find the different Oneshots / Imagines below ~ 

Enjoy! 

Oneshot; Make It Up (M) Haechan, patch things up, idol

A While (M) Mark, ex-lovers, long-distance

Short Imagines; Mark 

Fictions;  Love Me Now (M)  [Part 1] [Part 2] [Last]  Jaehyun, arranged marriage, husband 

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HE IS PERFECTION.

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jaehyun ♡ ‘dancing in the rain’ behind story 

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he has no business, I REPEAT NO BUSINESS, looking this gorgeous

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hi can i be added in your love me now taglist? ive read part 1 and 2, and it was really interesting, im looking forward on what's next

yesss! i will add you but just so you know, i mean in case you don't know yet HAHA.

Love Me Now [Last] is out!

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theres a dangerous saying

“god made men but created Jaehyun to make it up for it...” 

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I really loved the Love Me Now series!! They’re so sweet together 🥺🥺🥺 just one thing, for the last chapter I thought you’d give some closure to the reader’s relationship with her parents. Like maybe Jaehyun/reader could confront them or something? I feel like that would make the ending feel like one. But other than that, I really liked how you wrote the emotions that both of them went through! Fingers crossed that you’ll write an epilogue too 💕

just wait and see :)))

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love me now series was so cute 😭😭😭 please write a mini epilogue with them and their kids if you wouldn’t mind 🫶🏼🥹 i’m exited for more work of yours ✨

love me now, a mini epilogue 🤔🤔 all in favor say “VALENTINEBOYYYYYY”

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Love Me Now (M) [Last]

Love Me Now (M) [Part 1] [Part 2] [Last]

a/n : hi ♥ if you’re new here, dont forget to check out the first two parts of the fic :) anw, really like to thank everyone, from the bottom of my heart, for showing love to this fic. i enjoyed writing this because i am sooooo in love with jeong jaehyun. i live jaehyun, i breathe jaehyun and i love jaehyun (if that makes any sense). honestly, daydreams of valentineboy is what kept me going and i did it! enjoy the ending and happy reading!

Warning : language; use of explicit words; explicit sexual content; read at your own risk

You knew that you had agreed to more than a kiss when you had let him press his lips to yours. You weren’t sure what had made him changed his mind about swearing not to touch you again one minute and then so passionately kissing you next. You weren’t sure, truth was; you didn’t care. 

One thing you knew, you were willingly kissing him back out of desire and not another obligation as fulfilling your duty as a wife. You wanted him for the longest time - and to be wanted back him, to feel the love from him. Jaehyun lowered you to bed, covering your body with his. You touched his face, feeling the smooth skin beneath your hands and he pulled back to look at you. 

He looked at you because he wanted to, enough to stop for a while to look at you. He cared for you. 

There were so many things to be said yet nothing left to be said. You were just left with every ounce of your emotions as you kissed him back, pouring out every last corner of your soul into it. You’ve had months to look at Jaehyun but you chose to blind yourself to him because you thought you were never deserving of such affections. And what you have lacked in those few times with him, you wanted to make it up to him this time. Fingers interlaced with his hair gently,  you wanted to feel every part of him. 

Jaehyun felt his heart pounding wildly in his chest. There was no resentment in your eyes when you took your time to explore him. The throbbing alone was enough to drive him crazy with lust but with you touching him like this, he could wait for a while. Letting you savour every moment at your own pace. You didn’t have to say any words, you might not even need to whisper but he already knew what you were thinking. 

“When did I start wanting you so much?” Jaehyun lowered his head and brushed the tip of his nose against yours. You could see it in his eyes, dim in the candlelight, focusing on yours. His breath was hot, brushing against yours. His gaze was hot, and he was making you feel the heat spreading in between your legs. 

Slowly, he reached down the night dress that you were wearing and slowly lifted it up until you could feel him gripping your waist, just above the waistband of your panties. He rubbed circles on your waist with his thumb before his fingers trailed further up to your breast. Jaehyun run his thumb lightly over the already puckered nub. 

“Fuck me,” he said, his voice coming out in a hush, “you’re so beautiful.” 

For the first time, you truly believed that he was truthful. Wicked thoughts invaded your mind when Jaehyun applied the sweet pleasure of his thumb against your nipple, as he began to pinch you lightly, you felt your breath hiked up a little. Your back arched towards him when he cupped your breasts, it made you feel desperate for him as you started unbuttoning his shirt yourself. He sat up and you followed him, still stumbling with the buttons and finally removing his shirt and dropping it on the floor, beside the bed. 

His eyes were dark when you looked at him, you knew he wanted to undress you, you knew him well enough. Jaehyun gets impatient during this process and you stopped him when he reached for his belt, “Let me do it,” you said gently. 

One hand covering his, you kissed him on the lips. You licked his lower lips, initiating the act that he has always done whenever he wanted access to your mouth. Jaehyun groaned when your tongue met his, gripping you by the nape when you teasingly bite on his lower lip. He caught you by the thigh and was ready to push you down to the bed when you, once again, stopped him. This time, you caught him by surprise. 

You shook your head and kissed his jaw, stopping for a while to see how he reacted. When he clenched his jaw, you were satisfied and continued to trail down kisses all the way to his collarbone—planting as many soft kisses as you could, enjoying the throaty, pleasurable sounds that he was making when you reached his chest. 

“Y/n…” he stared at you, clearly you knew why he was saying your name. 

You opened your mouth to say something but when he grabbed you again, you slapped his hand gently, “First thing first,” you kneel in front of him, and when your face was close to him, you pecked his lips. Jaehyun attempted to deepen the kiss by putting his hand on the back of your head to lock you in which you quickly pulled back and left him confused. “You have to stop doing that.” 

“I’m not doing anything,” he smiled playfully at you, his hands finding their way to your waist. 

“Let me do it,” you ran your fingers in his hair, you watched his eyes slowly closing as you massage his scalp. The playful smile still spread across his face, and you noticed the two dimples pressing into his cheeks. How have you not found him this attractive all this while? 

“I want you to lie down,” you whispered. 

“Now?” his eyes opened lazily and looked at you. You nodded and pushed him down slowly, as he lowered, he pulled you down along with him until you straddled him. “Take it off?” he played with the strap of your night dress. When you didn’t say anything and simply grinned at him, he took it as a ‘yes’ and pulled both the strap down to reveal your naked top, all the way to your waist. 

He has seen you so many times but every time he undresses you, he couldn’t help but gawk at you. The places on your body where he would run his lips, his tongue, he would re-trace back just to appreciate the beauty of you. You could feel his bulge pressing into your wetness as you straddled him. You knew if you made him wait any longer, he would flip you and have his way again so you lowered yourself to unbuckle his belt and quickly his pants before pulling them off his legs. 

You chuckled quietly when his cock sprung up towards his abdomen. You took one more glance at his cock before closing your lips around him and this time, earning yourself an exasperated moan. Jaehyun had to pray to whoever would hear his prayer and resist jerking his hip from the bed. She will be the death of me, he thought to himself. 

Your mouth was warm and your tongue was touching the most sensitive spot of him. If he would follow his own wants, he would have fucked your mouth Have his way with your mouth until you were choking on him. Jaehyun knew it was your first time giving blowjobs from the way you were gagging after downing his length each time. Nonetheless, your mouth was amazing. Your determination at wanting to take his whole, thick cock into your mouth until he could feel his tip knocking the back of your throat, turned him on a great deal. Jaehyun cursed a long string of curses as he felt himself going crazy. 

Jaehyun pushed you roughly off him, “Jaehyun, wait…” you were taken aback but before you could do anything, he had lowered you on your back and slid a finger in you, effectively ending any chance you had for an argument. 

You felt stretched when he inserted another finger, yet you loved it. The dirty thoughts were slowly overwhelming your mind, you want to spread your legs and be the slut for him as you watched how flushed his cheeks were. The taut muscles of his shoulders were covered in sweat as your dug your fingers into his flesh. You knew as far as you were concerned, Jaehyun could do anything to you as he pleased. 

“You’re ready for me,” he said, his breath coming faster now, “Soaking wet for me, baby. But still so tight. I can’t wait much longer.” 

“Then, don’t,” you reached up and grasped his face, “I need you.” 

At that moment, his fingers were gone and Jaehyun shifted himself, positioning himself at your entrance. He was hard and hot, rubbing the tip of his cock against the slit of your entrance, demandingly. Jaehyun pushed forward, just inch by inch before you fully swallowed him whole. 

Jaehyun felt like he was on the highway to heaven, “Fuck, y/n,” he moaned, using his arms to support his weight from crashing above you, “Please, just tell me how good this feels for you.” 

Your breath alone was running raggedly across your lips and all you could afford was just his name, “Jaehyun…” 

That was all it took for him to thrust into you over and over again, he couldn’t even wait for her to stretch around him as he sunk into your warmth until you felt like home to him. Jaehyun let his hips move on their own, unable to control himself when he was obviously so close to his climax. 

You quicken your thrust to meet his pace, praying that you could meet your climax as soon as he meets his. You felt the pressure starting to build up as your breath got hotter and fast, fingers digging deeper into his shoulders as you held onto him into the near-frenzy. And then it came, along with a sweet sound from your lips as you felt yourself surging into ecstasy. 

“Baby, just keep going ok? Don’t stop,” he begged breathlessly as he grabbed your waist and continued to thrust his hip. His thrusts started to turn sloppy, sinking into the warmth of you and with one last sound of your name ripped through his lips. Jaehyun felt his load shoot out with one last thrust, then slumped on top of you. 

For a while, he laid on top of you while you two try to catch your breaths. The rise and fall of your chests as you held onto him until you could feel the sweet tingly of bliss washed over you as your highs started to wear out. Sweat trickled down from Jaehyun’s forehead, dropping onto your shoulder when he lift himself, with whatever strengths he has left, to look at you. A smile broke out on your lips when you looked at him and he couldn’t resist himself from lowering down once more and claiming your lips. 

This was nothing you’ve ever felt before, it was love for you. And you promised you were going to hold onto him forever. 

Jaehyun realized he was smiling as he watched you eating the sandwich he just made. You crossed your legs and had a plate resting on the bed as you finished up the last bite of it before handing him the plate, “More?” 

“More?” he asked, laughing but he was pleased. He reached out to push your hair behind your ear because he liked the way you look like that. “How many more?” 

“Two more?” you raised two fingers up at him, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand. “You make really good eggs.” 

He rested his chin on his palm and grinned at you, “I made it with love, that’s why,” you shook your head and grabbed his face, to kiss him. 

You knew the effect it would have on him when you kissed him, his immediate reaction was to slide the plate aside and wrapped his arms around your waist. He was an ultimate lover boy for you, completely weak when it comes to any form of contact with you, The second you heard a moan escaped him, you started to push him back. 

“Alright, Jae that’s enough,” he was loving how the short name you gave him sounded whenever you said it. 

But he wasn’t about to let you go, he said in between kisses, “I should be rewarded.” 

“Ok,” you kissed him a little passionately and then looked at him. Jaehyun was smiling, the softest smile you had ever seen as he lied down and rested his head on your lap. You watched him contently taking your hand, turning your palm to him and then dropping it over his mouth. He kissed your palm and pulled it over his forehead as he closed his eyes. 

“Jae,” you called him. 

“Hmmm?” he didn’t open his eyes. 

“If there is anything that you could ask from me, what would it be?” you asked. “Like a reward.” 

Jaehyun opened his eyes and watched your face, he was looking at the emotions that had played across your features, “What do you think it will be?” he asked. He moved his hand to the curve of your cheeks, caressing you gently as he spoke, “What would you like to give me, if you were going to give me a reward?” 

The question left you quiet for the longest time, you couldn’t say anything. You had thought over it from time to time for the man who had showered you with so much love, attention and gifts. What could you give him back in return for always staying hopeful that one day you would open your heart to him?

“I have a confession to make,” you said, voice quiet. 

Jaehyun looked at you doubtfully, “You don’t like my sandwiches?” 

You smiled and sighed, your fingers idly playing in his hair as he watched you. Jaehyun doubted you were even aware of your movements because you looked so far away.  

“What is it?” he urged. 

“I’m afraid to have children,” you looked at him back, this time with an odd expression. 

Jaehyun had to smile. He would love to have as many children with you as he could but you come first. If you saw fear in having children then he had to be considerate of your feelings because it would be you who would have to go through the labour and everything else, “Whatever you wish, baby. We don’t have to have children if you don’t want to” he said fondly. 

You shook your head, you didn’t understand his decision, “Why?” you asked. Your words were slow and carefully measured, “do you easily just agree with me? Why don’t you ever question me?” 

When he spoke, his voice was close to a mumble, “I don’t know.” 

“Tell me,” you said softly. 

His hand which he was caressing your cheeks since just now, dropped to hold your hand and he brought your hand to his lips again, Kissing it once more and then smiling up at him, “I have everything that I need here with me. Sure, to have a family with you would be a dream but I think if you don’t want it then it’s alright.  I know Halmeoni has been asking you about it.” 

You frowned, “A lot of people have been asking me, Jae.

His eyes met yours for a moment, then he sat up and faced you with cross legs, “Ignore them.” 

“What? I’m not-” 

“Ignore them,” he said again. “We’ll do what we want,” smiling as he looked down at his hands. 

You shrugged, “What if I want children but I’m afraid I will never be able to love them properly?” 

Jaehyun looked at you suddenly, “What about it?” 

You pursed your lips, “What if I turned out like my parents?” 

‘Hey,” he reached out to cradle your face, “I’m here. And we will never be like your parents as long as I’m here. Boy or girl, I will love our children, And you will love your children. We will love them together and give them the world together. You’ll be an amazing mother, they will love you to bits and pieces of their hearts.” 

You smiled at him, “You think so?” his eyes were filled with so much hope and love. You could feel it in your heart from the way he spoke. 

Jaehyun couldn’t help but to smile wider at you. The little baby steps that he was taking with you was worth everything he could ever wanted. For every little glimpse of hope in your eyes was what he lived for, every breath he took it was all for you. As he interlaced his fingers with yours, Jaehyun looked into your eyes lovingly. 

“I know so,” looping his arm around yours, pulling you up to your feet. You stood facing him as he kissed your nose, “Should I go to work today.” 

You glanced up at him, eyes growing wide, “You’ve already missed office for two days, Jeong Jaehyun.” 

He gazed down at you with a little bit of mischievous, “I don’t really have any serious meeting at the moment. What say you, we take another honeymoon trip? Today.” 

“What?” 

Jaehyun watched you with playfulness, and then pushing you on the bed and rolled on top of you. You squealed beneath him, laughing, “They won’t stop until I get you pregnant. Might as well we get busy right now.” 

“Jaehyun, you’re always finding excuses. But I love you for that.” 

You stopped fighting for a while as he kissed you right on the sensitive spot around your neck, that always made you feel all tingly inside, “Then it’s only right to make up for all the time lost.” 

“Time lost for what? Jae!” 

His lips trailed down your collarbone as his hands found it’s way to your stomach, “Time lost to love me.” 

“To love you huh. Jeong Jaehyun!” you squirmed when he blew raspberries into your stomach. 

He smiled against your skin, Yeah. To love me now. And always to love you.” 

the end... 

ps im already having other ideas in my head for new fics, who do you think i should write about next? comment down below! and i might just come up with something in the next few days. love you xx

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Love Me Now (M) [Part 2]

A/n : hello ya’ll, i hope part 2 reaches you well and excited. and if you’re new here, hi! check out Love Me Now [Part 1]  ♥ may be working on the last part or... a few others parts. heh we’ll see and btw thank you for the love and support for part 1 :) once again, this fanfic is highly fictional derived from my delusion brain. it’s only real inside yours and my head. 

Warning : language; use of explicit words; explicit sexual content; read at your own risk

“I think we’re good to go but if you can prepare the stats for me, that’d be better,” Mark finalised, checking through the paperwork before darting his eyes towards Jaehyun. “Jaehyun hyung?” 

Jaehyun snapped out of his thoughts and looked at the younger guy, “Yeah?” 

Mark repeated, “I was saying if you can prepare the statistics for me, it’ll be better since I’ve done up all the charts and we’re prepared for the meeting tomorrow. What’s going on?” he frowned at Jaehyun. 

Jaehyun didn’t know how to explain it to Mark, making him shake his head ‘nothing’ as he turned back to his laptop screen. His eyes were on the screen and as he fidgets with his wedding band on his ring finger, his mind began to wander off. 

The night before was deemed, yet another steamy night, he had with you. You called his name over and over again, nails dug into his back as he slid into you, thrusting into you over and over again. It was just the sound of you and Jaehyun filling up the room as you rode out each other’s highs. Jaehyun was panting hard, struggling to even swallow as he tries catching his breath. He rested his clammy forehead against yours, his eyes were closed and you watched him as you remained, clinging onto him. Subconsciously, your hand reached out to him and stroked his cheek with the back of your knuckles. 

He opened his eyes lazily and looked at you, licked his bottom lip and began to push himself but you pulled him close to you, “Please don’t move yet,” you breathed out. 

Jaehyun paused, his back muscles tensed under your touch, “Did you cum?”

You smiled up at him slightly and nodded your head a little, snaking your arms under his arms and around his back then pulling him back down on you. You could feel his questioning gaze on you as you pressed your cheek against his chest and closed your eyes, feeling the lethargy fills you. 

“You alright?” Jaehyun pushed your hair away from your sweaty neck as he worked his way to the side and adjusted you so that his arms were under you. You remained nestled to his side before pulling the comforter over your naked bodies. 

You rolled your shoulders and nuzzled your face against him, “I’m just sensitive”, your words drift off as sleep slowly took over you. 

Jaehyun watched you slowly falling asleep in his arms, his heart filled with joy as he strokes your arm. Watching you has been a habit for him now and he might just enjoy it a little bit too much for his own good. He loved how your eyes felt warm on his skin, the way you would blink away from him and then come back to meet his eyes. He loved looking at your lips, and the way you bite your lower lip. The way you throw your head back when he plants butterfly kisses on your neck and shoulder. 

It took a few tries before he finally could leave the lights on when making love to you because you were so insistent about turning the nightstand lamp off. A little coaxing and playfulness eventually made you give up and let Jaehyun take you into the lit-up room. He just loved watching you. 

Jaehyun leaned in closer and pecked you on the cheek, resting his chin on top of your head, barely holding back the smile to himself. You pressed yourself closer to him in your sleep, making him pull the sheets higher to your shoulders. He was more than content to just hold you this close. 

Morning came and the sound of the phone ringing woke Jaehyun from his slumber. He was still half asleep but realized that you were no longer in his arms instead, you were spooning him from behind. Your arms were wrapped around his waist neatly, he covered your hands with his without moving, even though he so badly wanted to see how you looked hugging him from behind but he wasn’t ready to let go of the moment. Jaehyun slowly took in everything he could feel on his back, strands of hair touching him followed by your light breathing tickling his back. 

The ringing stopped, his mind was slowly waking up and becoming alert of you. The softness of your breasts pressed into him and your legs tangled in between his, where your knees were rubbing against his balls. Jaehyun turned his head slowly to look at you and when you didn’t stir, he spun round in a swift to face you, sliding his arm under your neck and pulling you close to him. You sighed quietly in your sleep. 

“Hey beautiful,” he whispered softly, pushing your hair behind your ear to have a clearer look at your face. Jaehyun looked at you before his eyes trailed down to your chest, watching the rise of your chest and then to your breasts. He felt the blood rush downwards to his cock and within seconds, he was hard. 

Jaehyun rested his hand on your waist, gently moving closer to you till he felt his hardness pressed into your stomach. There were so many things going through his mind, so many things that he wanted to do to you while you were asleep. 

Control yourself, he reminded himself which resulted in him pressing his fingers into your side. His heartbeat began to pick up the pace the longer he held you in his arms, he knew he was already intoxicated by you beyond this point. 

You moved, and he froze. Your eyelids fluttered before you sleepily opened your eyes. The sight of Jaehyun’s face welcomed you. It could have been the room because for a second, you felt an inexplicable weird feeling in the pit of your stomach when you laid eyes on him. His hair was soft and shiny as it falls on his face, and his lips were almost as red as his flushed cheeks. And you were comfortably lying on his arm with your cheek pressed against his chest. 

You opened your mouth to say something after a few seconds of staring at each other but Jaehyun was quick to silence you with a kiss. He took you by surprise that you reacted out of natural impulse by jolting back but he grabbed you. He kissed you like he would never have the chance again as he began to climb on top, whilst softly caressing your cheek with his thumb. You felt it, you felt him and his desires for you. He was slowly rubbing himself against you as you slowly melt into his kiss and succumb to his touch because all in all, you wanted him that way too.

Jaehyun broke the kiss and looked at you, his eyes searched your face for any signs of disapproval but you were just staring back at him. You could feel your heart beating wildly in your chest, almost feeling petrified that he might be able to hear it through your chest but little did you know, his was resonating similarly to yours. And in the quietness of your thoughts, the sudden ringing of your phone broke through the room. Breaking every bliss moment you felt as you excused yourself away from Jaehyun to grab the phone on the nightstand. 

The name on your phone screen made you nervous as you answered it, “Appa…”

Jaehyun let you move away from him but as your back faced him, his hand was still resting on your waist. 

“Y/n, is Mr Jeong coming into the office any time soon? I need to get some documents to be signed urgently,” there was not a ‘hello’ or a ‘how are you’, it was just straight-up work. He could have called Jaehyun’s secretary but that was what it was, your father made you the wife of million-dollar business tycoon so it was convenient for him. 

“Erm, yeah I think he will,” you struggled to keep your voice low. You were embarrassed at the way your father used you for easy access to Jaehyun and it definitely wasn’t the first time he used you like this, “How are you, Appa?” 

“Still the same, look I really need to meet Mr Jeong, you think you could tell him that message for me?” you felt ticklish as Jaehyun drew patterns on your back, making you turn to look at him. 

“I’ll tell him that, Appa,” you said. 

“It’s urgent alright,” and with that the line was disconnected, leaving you feeling empty at the lack of conversation between you and your father. What did you really expect from him? There was no room for attention or love with him, you just became useful when you married Jaehyun. You were really nothing more than that. 

Jaehyun kissed your shoulder, “Was it your father?” 

You stayed quiet for a while as you mind your own feelings, not quite sure how to feel about anything. Perhaps, it was the sadness that was slowly filling you or the sudden disconcertment at the fact that you might just be good for nothing to your family if you weren’t married to Jaehyun. And it flipped a switch in you, everything that you felt minutes ago before the phone call was gone, for the briefest moment of just serenity and pure genuine just vanished. 

“Y/n?” you could hear the concern in Jaehyun’s voice, he was so close to you but it was too late, you felt yourself falling out of everything quickly, “you alright?” 

His hands roamed your waist, wanting to pull you back when you recoiled yourself away from him, refusing to look at him. 

“My father needs to meet you urgently,” you finally answered. 

You didn’t wait for his reply before getting up on your feet, scattering around to look for the night dress that was discarded last night.  Definitely, you could feel Jaehyun’s confused gaze as he called your name but you moved around the room and escaped into the bathroom. 

Jaehyun watched you leave, oh hell he wanted to barge into the bathroom himself, but he couldn’t bring himself to. One impulse move could drive you so far away and he already came this far with you. He dropped to his back and stare up at the ceiling, yet again another cold morning from you. Whatever that he had hoped to have with you, that he had last night, it was all gone again except this time, the bold move that he had pulled with you this morning… He knew it would cost him another few lonely nights before he could finally open you up again. 

Battling with yourself, couldn’t bring yourself to it, you just couldn’t. So badly, you wanted it to be different but reality would always pull you back to the actual fact that you are nothing more than just a tool of business. 

You had been nervous throughout the whole journey, you were only gone for five months but going down the streets to your parents’ home already felt foreign to you. Since the wedding, you felt like you were good riddance to your parents because there was not a single call from any of them and rarely were you able to talk to your mother herself, that was if you were lucky that she answered your call. 

Shortly after Jaehyun left for the office, you made the impulsive decision to visit your parents’ home without informing them. It was their reaction to meeting you that made you feel the butterflies in your stomach, you didn’t know what to expect. Especially knowing that you weren’t really a favourite child., your parents dote on your brothers more for they will be the ones to carry the family’s name and to be the future of the family. 

You rang the doorbell to the house, hearing your mother’s voice from inside asking who was it at the door before finally hearing the sounds of locks unlatching and the door opened, “Y/n?” by the looks of her face, you knew she was not glad to see you but you didn’t care, you missed her. 

“Eomma…” you greeted her. 

“You’re here alone?” she asked, still standing by the door. You nodded curtly, she made a straight line with her mouth before stepping away from the door, nodding you in. 

Quite a few things have changed since you last came. Your mother had always loved moving the furnitures around to give the house a different look every once in a while, the curtains would change and she would add a few different decorations to the house like flowers and ceramics. 

“Does your husband know you’re here?” she questioned as soon as you dropped yourself on the sofa. Your mother sat across from you and eyed you, the way she would when she was going to have one of those serious conversations with you. You never quite liked the way she was around you as compared to your brothers but you got used to it, the one with the less affection. 

Of course he doesn’t, half of the time Jaehyun doesn’t know when you leave the house because you’d be back before he would but you were sure that the helper around the house would report it to him if they asked. 

“Not really,” you smiled slightly at her. 

Your mother looked at you, definitely she too didn’t know what to say to break the awkwardness “Have you eaten?” 

You smiled at her, at least this was going somewhere, “Yeah, I ate before coming here. How are you, eomma?” 

“I’m well,” she answered, softly. 

There were so many things that you wanted to say to her, the more you looked at her the more you wanted to know how she did it. Your mother doesn’t speak much, she was not much of a talker herself which also led to the lack of a mother-daughter relationship between you and her. But you adored her. You adored her responsibility to this family and to her family. She entered the marriage with your father and had four children with him, that was you and your three younger brothers. You’ve never seen your parents showing affection to each other, their relationship seems solely like just another partnership.

“How’d you do it?” you started. 

“Do what?” she asked, 

A part of you felt like she knew what you were referring to but she just didn’t want to acknowledge it, “Marriage. How’d you do it?”

“It’s just like working that part-time job of arranging items on the shelf. You learn and then you get better at it over time,” her eyes were blank but you could hear the quiver in her voice.

“You know marriage is not one of those part-time jobs, eomma,” your voice trailed off. You were beginning to feel the tightness around your throat, the anger was starting to rise inside of you. You were seated here as a house guest in a home that you grew up in because your parents had made a big decision to marry you off to Jeong Jaehyun when you least expected it. You had dreams, and things that you wanted to do and none of those involved marriage. 

“For once, look at me as someone you have carried for nine months in you and be that figure that I need you to be. In case you don’t know what that means, it means to be my mother for a second,” the words tumbled out from your lips quickly, “figure this out with me or at least help me because this life, I hate it! I hate this life!”

You felt like your chest was on fire, it was getting warm where you were. You stared long and hard at your mother, not once did she flinch at your words but she looked at you with no reaction. It was as if you were just screamed into the air and no one could hear anything you said. 

“You don’t have a choice,” she said quietly. 

“Choice? Whatever choice I had, you and Appa took it from me,” you scoffed. “No matter what I do, I will never be good enough, will I?” 

“Being born a woman, you never had choices,” she started, “you serve your family before you’re married and when you’re married, you serve your husband and his family. You want to be good enough? Lie down quietly and spread your legs for your husband, bear his children. A woman is no good if she can’t have children.” 

Her words hit you cold, it felt like you were thrown into the freezing ocean and a thousand knives cutting through you. For a moment, you couldn’t breathe, you couldn’t think as you looked at the woman you called your mother. But one thing for sure, you know that you were no longer invited to this house. 

“She hasn’t had anything to eat since she came back from her parents’ home, Sir,” the house helper reported to Jaehyun as soon as he approached her in the kitchen. 

He had received a text from her when you left the house that morning, Jaehyun was unsettled throughout the day knowing that you were going to see your mother. Though he has never talked to the older woman in any way but he had done his checks on your family. He knew everything about the way they treated you, he also knew about the things that you wanted to do, your dreams, your likes and hobbies. Though he didn’t want to barge into your life yet, he wanted to wait until you were ready to open up to him. 

“Have you prepared her dinner?” he asked, loosening his necktie and unbuttoning his sleeve, rolling them up to his elbow. 

She nodded and carried the tray to the island table, “She doesn’t look so good. She looked like she cried her way home.” 

He let out an exasperated sigh, “I’ll take it from here, thanks,” Jaehyun picked up the tray and made his way towards the stairs. He made his way up to the bedroom, thinking of different scenarios in his head of what he should expect when he opens the door. 

When he reached the bedroom door, he easily shifted the tray to one hand and opened the room door with another. He found himself in a dark room, the curtains were down which blocks out any light from outside, and only a small litted candle was burning by the nightstand. Jaehyun could make out the shape of you, sitting at the far end of the bed. 

“Y/n?” he called, closing the door behind him before walking around the bed to you. He could hear you sniffling as he reached you and placed the tray down. “I heard you haven’t had your dinner.” 

You wiped your cheeks but you knew that Jaehyun knew you were crying. You really wanted to be alone but you didn’t know how to say it to him. So you just looked down at your hands in your lap. Jaehyun sat near your feet and looked at you and you quietly wished that the bed would swallow you up. 

“Thank you for bringing me dinner but I’m not feeling so well right now,” you lied. 

Jaehyun was calm as he looked at you but it was a different thing in his mind. He wanted to wrap his arms around you, whatever that was making you feel bad, he wanted to take everything away. To make you feel alright, how did he even fall this deep in love with you? It was killing him that he couldn’t even touch you to make you feel better, he didn’t know how to. For he too was afraid that you might just push him away. 

“I would bring you anything just so you would feel better,” he blurted out. You looked at him. He wanted to hit himself for just running his mouth like that without thinking. 

“Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine,” you assured him. 

And he wanted to believe you, scratching his head in frustration, Jaehyun turned to look at you. He opened his mouth to say something and closed his mouth, feeling like a complete fool in front of you. It just wasn’t coming out, the thoughts that has been going through his mind, it refused to come out. He took deep breaths and inched himself closer to you. You lifted your head and looked at him, 

Jaehyun’s eyes searched your face in the dimly litted room, he placed both his hands on either side of your legs neatly, “Talk to me.” 

You were confused, you didn’t understand what he meant. Surely, he couldn’t have possibly known about the trip to your parents’ house, could he? 

“I know,” he started, “that you don’t look at me as a companion in life. You don’t see me as a husband, maybe not yet but we are in this together. I think it’s about time that I bulldoze my way into your life, y/n. I’m not even going to pretend anymore because you act like you want me every night, as much as I want you but every morning, you’re just distant from me. Like everything, we felt those nights meant nothing. I don’t want to wait anymore, I want to know what’s going on inside your head.” 

“I’m just fulfilling my duty as your wife,” your voice was flat. He remained quiet, urging you to continue and when you did, you broke into a cry, “to lie down quietly and spread my legs for you.” 

All self-control he practised vanished and he threw himself forward, gathered you in his arms and shushed you. Jaehyun couldn’t believe the words that came out of your mouth. His heart sunk at how you had described what you have been doing all this while for him, to just spread your legs for him. 

“Is that how it felt every night for you, y/n?” he asked painfully, “was it just you spreading your legs for me all these while because if it were, I swear I will not touch you ever again.” 

Oh fuck… His heart, Jaehyun thought. 

You stayed there in his arms, suppressing the cry that was threatening to escape you. Tightly shutting your eyes, you held onto him. You didn’t know how to tell him, everything that you were feeling for him. Were they even valid feelings? 

“How did you do it?” you asked, almost whispering. 

Jaehyun loosen his hug around you, and looked down at you, “What do you mean?” 

You pulled yourself back to look at him, pushing your hair away from your face, Jaehyun helped push a strand to the side, along with wiping your tear-stained cheek too, “This marriage. Is this something you want?” 

You were finally asking him this question, Jaehyun looked at you tenderly. How does he tell you that it was love at first sight? How could he explain something that even he couldn’t understand himself? It didn’t make sense but when he had set eyes on you the first time, he knew he just liked you. And when he sees something he likes, he just liked it. People would call him crazy, his cousins called him crazy.

“It’s you that I want,” he admitted. He loved you. 

You waited for him to say something else but he just gazed at you quietly, he was looking at you warmly. Something inside you tightened, you didn’t know if it was the way he looked at you, but something was making you change. You felt strange, different. A good feeling. 

“How?” you whispered, looking up at him as he cupped your face with his hands. 

 Jaehyun shook his head, he didn’t realize it, “It started with a glance, then a smile. Every second that I have spent in your presence, every touch with you it had grown until now. I just know that I want you, fell completely in love with you and became crazy over you.” 

It clicked inside of you that maybe this is the definition of love. It wasn’t supposed to make any sense, sometimes it just happens. What you felt inside was valid even if it was too hard to believe. But you were too afraid to take that step, too afraid because everything felt new to you. You’ve never felt being wanted by someone, even your parents didn’t want you so how would you know the feeling of being appreciated? Being loved? All these while, you only thought you were just an object. 

Bravely, you covered his hand with yours, “I’m tired, Jaehyun. I just want to be loved. I just want someone that wants me to stay.” 

This was the moment, the night. Jaehyun was brimming with emotions, and he had to show it to you that he meant it. 

“Then stay,” he whispered, pulling you to him, Engulfing you in his arms. When you didn’t say anything, Jaehyun repeated, “Stay.” 

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Love Me Now (M)

 Jaehyun (NCT) x reader [Part 1] [Part 2] [Last]

Genre : smut, romance, marriage 

Word Count :  10,589 words

Summary : You are married to Jeong Jaehyun, one of the heir of SM family. You are husband and wife in the certificate, strangers to each other. You find pleasures in each other’s bodies but not yet in each other’s hearts. You know your sole duty is to continue his lineage and you would give him that but what Jeong Jaehyun wants is more than that. He only has eyes for you and won’t stop at anything until you finally look at him and sees him, not just for his good looks and good reputation, but for something beyond. 

Warning : language; use of explicit words; explicit sexual content; read at your own risk A/n : hello, i don’t normally write sequels but for this, yes, it is quite likely that i might have a few parts. i am still very new to writing and i do not have a timeline or due dates for releasing the next part however, i do hope you look forward to it. anything written in this is fully fictional out of my imaginative in shambles mind anddddd some hardcore tender loving for my ilichil boysss ♥ happy reading!

Jaehyun couldn’t tear his eyes away from you, the longer he stared at you the louder he could hear the thumping in his chest. You were conversing with his grandmother, one hand holding a juice while the other hand was in his grandmother’s grasp. He couldn’t make out what Halmeoni was saying to you but he sure as hell wished that the way you looked at her was the way you would look at him. He watched as the smile on your face broke into a burst of laughter as you leaned forward to Halmeoni as she patted your cheek and planted a kiss on your forehead. He loved the sight of two of his favourite women in the world talking to each other. Furthermore, he couldn’t peel his gaze off how amazing you looked in the long emerald green dress, accentuating the luscious curves of your body. The low neckline compliments your pretty neck and collarbones. 

“Be careful, you might just burn a hole in her the longer you stare,” Jungwoo teased as he came around with a champagne glass in his hands, making Jaehyun snap out. 

He smiled at the light-haired fellow and shook his head, “I was just looking.” 

“Chill out, bro,” Jungwoo chuckled, handing him the champagne glass which Jaehyun gladly took from him, “She’s yours. There’s nothing wrong with staring at her like you want her as your dinner.” 

Dinner? He wanted you as his three-course meal. The forming bulge in his pants began to make him want to uncomfortably tug at it, Jaehyun started to turn to Jungwoo and moved his body from side to side to push out the indecent thoughts he had of you. 

Jungwoo watched him moving, scanning him from top to bottom and spotted the root of the problem and laughed, “You haven’t dick her yet?” 

“Don’t talk like that about her,” Jaehyun growled quietly at him. 

Putting his hands up in a defensive manner, Jungwoo teased, “Feisty.”

Dicking her sounded completely vulgar for someone as angelic as you. It was called “Love Making” when it came to you and Jaehyun felt his face heat up at the thought of it. He set eyes on you once and he knew that you were the one. He was intoxicated by everything about you: your voice, your scent, your touch. 

“It’s not that, I just can’t get to her, “Jaehyun started to explain, “I can have her any time that I want but I know that one thing I can never earn, her love.” 

“What do you mean?” Jungwoo frowned, “You’re Jeong Jaehyun. Who wouldn’t fall for you?” 

His eyes trailed back to you and licked his lower lip, “She doesn’t. I could give her the best orgasm of her life but when the sun rises, she’s just a completely different person,” he could feel the familiar tight feeling in his chest when he thought about how you would stray away from his touch.

Your feet were sore from wearing the heels throughout the whole party. You smiled so much that you could feel the muscles in your cheek quivering but you know as a granddaughter-in-law you had to put on your best performance. Jaehyun seemed to socialise less than you even though it was his own family’s birthday celebration. The few times when you looked in his direction and caught him staring at you almost made you wonder if he even came to the party to just watch you do the work for him as you went around to greet everyone. 

Everyone was happy to see you as soon as you approached them, at least the elderly ones. The younger ones were throwing dagger stares at your back, you could feel it as you walked past them. It was no secret that you married the charming Jeong Jaehyun of the SM family, Jaehyun was best known as one of theheartthrobs amongst the others. If ‘handsome’ was a person, it definitely would be Jaehyun, you wouldn’t deny it yourself. The girls would even kill to be in your place to be selected as his bride but words circulated that it was Jaehyun himself that had asked for your hand in marriage when the Selection started. You were specially selected by the heir himself. 

Your thoughts were interrupted abruptly when Jaehyun stood behind you, he looked at you through the dressing table mirror, “Tired?” 

You curtly nodded at him, “Yeah, a little. You?” 

When Jaehyun wrapped his hands around your waist and pressed his lips against your exposed nape, you had expected it. A strong urge to pull away from him was there but you held your place and watched the top of his head as his kisses trailed up to behind your ears. You sucked in a quick breath and you felt Jaehyun freeze. He looked up slowly but before he could meet your eyes, he stepped away from you. 

“I’ll wash up first,” he mumbled as he turned away and made his way into the bathroom. 

You waited till you heard the shower run before you finally could feel yourself breathing again. The corners of your eyes began to swell up tears as you gripped the sides of your dressing table. As days goes by, it was beginning to eat you up inside, the unsettling feeling resting in the pit of your stomach makes you anxious. You hated the feeling. 

It was a marriage that you did not want. Even if it was to the famous Jeong Jaehyun, you hated the title as his wife. You couldn’t breathe knowing the expectations as his partner, feeling the eyes gawking at you when you walk in with him. What made it even more unbearable were the burning stares you received from those who had affections for your husband, it felt like they were waiting for you to make the wrong step. You couldn’t risk it, not with your family’s status on the line, you had to make this work and keep your father’s business from going into bankruptcy. Only the SM family was able to save your family from going down. 

Pull yourself together, you whispered to yourself through the mirror reflection. 

It didn’t take long before Jaehyun was done with his shower and you quickly slipped in the bathroom, appreciating the personal space you finally got to yourself. You quickly got out of the dress and began to run the shower. The heater was still on, of course it was, Jaehyun would prepare everything before you shower: the heater, the towel etc. As usual, you would take a little longer in the bathroom until you were quite sure that Jaehyun had gone to sleep before you finally decided to come out. And as you have guessed, as soon as you opened the door, the room was dark and only accompanied by the dimly lit candle that Jaehyun always puts on before he goes to sleep. It was his favourite rose vanilla scent, something you’ve gotten used to ever since being married to him. 

You quietly walked over to the King-sized bed, roughly making out the shape of Jaehyun on the bed. Taking your side of the bed, you get under the comforter and enjoy the feeling of the soft mattress under you after a long day. Letting your head hit the pillow, you let out a soft squealed-moan as you stretched your feet. 

Jaehyun began to shift his body, he started to turn towards and as you knew, he wrapped his arms around your waist and buried his face in the crook of your neck. Almost regretting yourself for wearing the night dress but maybe a part of you had wanted to feel wanted. 

You remained still, probably waiting for something to happen and when you felt like maybe he was deep in his sleep, you began to relax until Jaehyun whispered against your skin, “Did you have a good time today?” 

“Hmmm?” You looked at him even though you couldn’t tell where his eyes were or if he was even looking at you. 

“I saw you talking to Halmeoni. Both of you were laughing at something, I wonder what it was about,” he still didn’t budge from his position. 

You nodded, “She reminds me of my own grandmother. So genuine and kind. I prefer being around her more than anyone.” 

Jaehyun leaned away from you, his face inches away from yours, “I wish you smiled at me the way you smiled at her.” 

Your eyes searched his face, even in the dimly lighted room. There was nothing for you to say, what could you possibly answer that won’t hurt his feelings? So you did what you do best, you remained quiet. Just silently stared at him in the dark until he pulled you in for a kiss. You sighed into the kiss, knowing very well where this was leading to. 

Even though he doesn’t say it, you knew how Jaehyun had watched you the first time you met, when you exchanged wedding vows, the night of the wedding and every other day where you would be together, as a married couple. The man was madly in love with you by the way he talked to you, the way he touched you and the way he spoke of you. Many times you often overhear his friends talking about Jaehyun going bonkers-mad when he hears them using indecent terms when talking about you to him. The many times he would pull you close to him at bigger family gatherings. 

He deepened the kiss himself by sucking on your lower lip as he shifted to be on top of you, “You always smell delicious when you go to bed, I can’t even sleep.” 

You knew, feeling the hardness poking from his pajamas pants. Impatient was Jaehyun, as he grinds himself against your thigh. Little does he know, you craved him the way he was craving you at the moment. 

You snaked your hands around his back and grabbed onto his shoulders from under his arms, pulling yourself up to him. Jaehyun grabbed around blindly at the side until you heard a ‘click’ and the lamp on the night stand turned on. You tore away from him in surprise because Jaehyun never turned on the lights. All the time when you had sex with him, it would be at night and in the dark room where you could only follow your instincts, voices and silhouettes. 

“I want to look at you,” Jaehyun said quietly. His face was soft as he gazed into your eyes. He was undeniably beautiful, his skin was soft and fair, his was tousled softly on his forehead. As you were admiring him, he does the same to you. He caressed your cheek with the back of his hand, “You’re so beautiful,” he took the words right out of your mouth. 

His eyes scanned down to your breast, where the night dress was covering very minimal, before he came back up to look at you. He dipped into your lips and kissed you hard before pulling away, the affection was quickly mixed with a look of lust as he hooked his fingers on both sides of your night dress strap and pulled it down. Your nipples hardened at the sudden exposure to air as he continued to strip you naked and toss the dress to the side. You were too stunned to do anything and watched him pull his shirt over his head. 

He straddled both of his legs on either side of you, only the pyjama pants were separating your skin from touching. Jaehyun allowed his eyes to roam all over you from your face to the rounds of your breasts, the curves of your waist and finally down. He couldn’t even begin where to start appreciating you, the strain in his pants was not allowing him to think straight. He wanted to plunge deep into you but he had to practice self-control. 

You were like a goddess to him and he worships every part of you. The silence was starting to make you feel insecure as you moved your arms to cover your breasts from him, earning a frown from him. 

“Don’t,” he started. Trying to pry your hands away from your upper body.

“Can we turn off the lights?” Your voice was quiet. 

When he successfully pulled your hands off, he replaced them with his hands. Covering your breasts with his hands, “I want to do it with you with the lights on. I want to look at you.” 

He pinched lightly on your nipples and a soft moan escaped you, making your hands reach up to cover his hands with yours. A smirk broke out on his face, dimples pressing into either side of his cheek. He ran his thumb over your hard nub and it made you become a moaning mess. 

“If I do this…” he lowered his face to your breast and flicked a tongue over your nipple a few times before covering his mouth over it. Your back arched towards him. 

Your hand cupped his face as he suckled on your nipple while his other hand stroked in circular motion. The familiar sensation pooled in between your legs as you fought from closing your legs together to apply the sweet pressure on your clit. Almost feeling the needy throb of your pussy when Jaehyun lets out a soft moan. You opened your eyes to look at him, his eyes were open and watching you while being latched onto your breast. It was such a sight which you eventually threw your head back on the pillow and let yourself absorb in the euphoric feeling. 

“Am I making you feel good?” He pulled away and looked at you. You licked your dry lips and looked at him, nodding. He lightly pinched your hard nipples, “Use your words, beautiful.” 

You moaned, “Yes.” 

“Do you want me to make you feel good again?” Pressing his crotch against you. He moved his hip, making the texture of his clothed dick create friction against you. 

“Please,” you begged, unconsciously reaching out and touching his abs. 

Jaehyun caught your hand in his and muttered, “Fuck this,” before he stripped himself of his pants. 

His cock sprung out, thick and long. You watched him cover his length with his hand and stroked it as he brought his fingers to stroke your clit. 

Your fingers curled into a fist as you grabbed the comforter, Jaehyun was rubbing your clit and then running his finger over the entrance of your pussy before going back to rubbing your clit. Jaehyun wanted to prep you first before going in, he knew how dry you were. He had to play with you for a little while, sometimes earning a little whine from you before he would take you on. All this while, he could only hear the pretty sounds you make but this time he wanted to look at you, watch you. 

When the pretty noises you were making were starting to turn into a sigh, he looked up at you, “I know, baby. Just a while more alright?” He whispered gently, leaning in to kiss you. 

You were used to all these but with the lights on, it felt different. You never imagined how he would look at you when you were at it. You simply could feel him holding your hand, smell him and hear his voice. Never see the look on his face when he was working you on, never see the red flush of his cheeks or the sweaty side of his face. The way his hands wrapped pretty around his length, his thumb teasing his tip and the pre-cum covering the tip. Sure, you’ve seen his abs, you may have seen a few of his buttocks (when you walked in on him changing or showering). There was so much more to look at now that he was kneeling over you, teeth pressing into his red lower lip as he rubbed you good. 

Jaehyun knew you were about to climax when he watched how you started to play with your nipples and you started to breathe heavily. He pulled his hand out and positioned the tip of his cock at your entrance. You were about to protest at the sudden loss when he slowly moved in. Feeling your walls clenched around him, he couldn’t help but to bury his face in your neck. The tightness wrapped around his cock was sending him out of the universe, you felt like home to him. 

I was born to be here, he felt the coy thoughts repeating in his head as he lazily thrust his hips. 

You, on the other hand, were feeling everything. You felt full and stretched, sensitive and good but overall, you wanted him to do you roughly. You wanted more, drunk on this ecstasy. Letting your hands roam on his body, you needed to hold onto something tight. 

The sound of your skin slapping filled the room, along with your moans and grunts. You ran your fingers through his hair while he dug his nails into your sides as Jaehyun started to pick up his pace. He moved quickly, pulling out and slamming harder into you each time. You found yourself holding his knuckles and squeezing them at each thrust. A few more slams and you found yourself letting out a small yell when orgasm overcame you. You threw your head back and arched your back as your high reached you and then felt yourself slumped back limp. 

Jaehyun watched you without stopping, stroking the back of your hand. He could feel himself reaching his high too but he wanted to feel you deeper. So without a rest, Jaehyun turned you over as you weakly went on your fours. 

“No…” you practically begged, “I just…” 

You didn’t know how to tell him that you just had the most satisfying orgasm and you weren’t ready for another. You were still so sensitive that you could easily ride up another orgasm and for a fact you knew the second could send you out of the world, definitely, with Jaehyun’s skills. 

“You’re mine, babe,” Jaehyun kissed your shoulder and slammed hard into you. He did it again, pulling out and slamming into you, “You’re mine…” 

“Hmmm…” the thrust sent a jolt to your body as you felt the soft pillow rubbing against your hard nipples. Jaehyun brought his hand to the front and began to rub your clit as he fucked you hard. 

“Jaehyun,” you whimpered. The pressure was beginning to gather in the pit of your stomach. 

“Fuck, you’re mine,” hearing you call him like that, he knew he was close. Jaehyun listened to your moans as he rubbed you. The second he felt you climax, he too spilt his load into you. Sending waves of jerks into his hip as he let himself ride away his orgasm. Finally, when he was able to catch his breath, he whispered, “You’re mine.” 

But you were already falling into slumber, your hands reaching around blindly until you found him and pulled him around your waist. Both of you were sweaty but neither of you minded. Jaehyun positioned you in a way where your head was resting on his arms, facing you. Your breathing was quiet as you drift off to sleep. He listened to you, rubbing his lips against your shoulder and remained in that position for a while. 

You mumbled incoherently in your sleep after a few minutes and turned, facing him. Your face was buried in his chest as your arms wrapped around his waist. 

Jaehyun smiled down at you, stroking your hair gently as he watched you. He liked how he exhausted you, and made you feel a certain way. But then it hit him, a sudden realization that this bliss was just in the moment. He could only hold you like this now for when the morning comes, it’ll be as though this didn’t happen between the two of you. You would go back to the usual cold and awkward wife, and he would have to wait for nighttime to come again before he could hold and love you like this again. 

“You will never love me like I love you,” Jaehyun planted a kiss on the top of your head as tears escaped down his cheek. 

For the aching heart, he had to live with, there was only so much he could do to get moments like these. But little did he know, you could hear him. 

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jealousy (M)

pairing: Mark (NCT) + you (reader)

genre: almost step siblings; messy and chaotic; smut

word count: 16.4k (another one that feels much longer than it is)

summary: You never expected to form a bond with Mark; a friendship that became love no matter how much you fought it. There’s just one problem - his father is dating your mother. Mark made you a promise. When they break up, the two of you can finally be together, but when your parents get engaged, things slowly but surely start to fall apart.

warnings: strong language; marijuana and alcohol use; a very brief drunken fist fight between boys; explicit sexual content

a/n: listening to jealousy by always never; this is a one-shot, there will be no sequels; check the masterlist in my description for other one-shots in this collection; happy reading!

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A While

mark lee x reader 

genre : smut 

word count : 1878 words

summary : you and mark met again after a few years at a family gathering and both of you are still completely into each other. mark and snuck away into the laundry room and everything else began there

warning : rated work here, fucking, teasing, kissing

He grabbed your wrist and spun you around to face him, confirming the thought in your head that it was never over between you and him. Mark pressed his body against you, pushing you towards the wall as you feel the hardness in his pants being pressed into you. You looked up at him, in five years, his physique had changed so much. Mark’s shoulders were wider, his forearms thicker and he did grew slightly taller. “Missed this?” Letting his forehead rests against yours before he brought his lips down to yours. You moaned into his kiss when his hands snaked down to your thighs and giving them a little squeeze. “Oh Mark…” you said into his kiss. You drawn out the voices of your families as you let yourself melt into this kiss with Mark. “You’re always wet for me, baby,” he pulled away from your kiss to cup your core, feeling the slight damp against your panties, “and I’m always hard for you.” You smiled, then burying your face in his chest to hide the embarrassment of being called out by Mark. He can’t just savour the moment and go along with it, he always had to state out the obvious that you were indeed, always a little cockslut for him. “Come here,” Mark lift you up onto the washing machine. You were eye-to-eye with him while Mark stroke your thigh gently as you rest arms on either side of his shoulders, “when my dad told me that you were coming back to visit, I was excited to meet you. I missed you, y/n,” rubbing his nose against yours. You felt the same too. The slight mention of Mark’s name always perked your ears up whenever your parents were talking about the Lee’s family. And here he was, standing in between your legs, being so close to you. Using the back of his hand, Mark stroked your cheek, “Why didn’t you call me? Or at least DM me?” “It didn’t end well between us before I moved away remember? I thought you didn’t want to talk to me anymore,” you assumed. Days before you moved, both you and Mark got into a big argument. You were overly emotional about moving away and Mark was sulky about it and it was a straining tension between the two of you. While your emotions were all over the place, Mark put on a defence mechanism, claiming that you’ll meet someone new and eventually he’ll too. The closer it was to your moving day, the harder it was to go by without the two of you not lashing out at each other until the night before that Mark told you to fuck off you and told him to fuck himself. You refused to answer his call on that day you were leaving and Mark didn’t turn up to bid you goodbye. That was how things ended between you two. Staring straight into your orbs, Mark shook his head in disapproval, “I was a fool. A fucking, stupid idiot.” You cupped his face gently in your hands, rubbing his cheeks with your thumbs softly, “I thought about you all the time and as the years grew by, you got hotter and I’m sure you have lots of girls after you.” Mark widened his eyes, for a while he looked so adorable, “Babe, I have to say the same for you. I mean, look at yourself. You’re so hot now and I looked at all your pictures and think back to myself, I shouldn’t have said all those things that I said to you.” “Well… we were young,” you laughed, “It was a phase and we didn’t know how to express ourselves right?” Mark chuckled, “Yeah man. I didn’t know how to express that I was incredibly in love with you and the idea of you being away from me was killing me and the thought of you meeting someone new and him taking my place, angers me so I was a mess. It was my fault, baby.” “Now why would you think that?” You couldn’t hold back from running your fingers against his face when he scrunched up his nose. He could be the death of you if he don’t stop pulling all these cute moves on you. “I mean…” Mark let his fingers trailed from your hair to the side of your arm and then stopping to hold your at your hips, “Look at you. You’re so pretty and you smell amazing, you make me feel all sorts of things inside,” leaning closer to your neck and kisses you there. When you let out a soft moan, Mark said against your skin, “you still make those pretty sounds that makes me go absolutely crazy.” You giggled, remembering the younger Mark. You were so young but Mark’s hormones was raging back then. It was what led you to losing your virginity to each other, at a very young age. “You are still you, Mark Lee,” you muttered when he moved closer to you. His arms circling around your waist as he sucked on your neck harder, making you moan loud for him. He opened his mouth, licking and sucking the sweet spot that made he knew made you go crazy last time, still does have the same effect now. “Mark…” you breathe out. “Hmmm?” Mark hummed, still nuzzling your neck. Your eyes slowly closing as you balled your fist in his hair, pulling his closer to you so you can press his hardness against your core. “I want you,” you said, almost practically begging him. “Here and now? With our families outside catching up?” He asked, breaking away from your neck. You bit your lower lip, already feeling the throbbing in your pussy. The look on his face made you crave him more as you watched him beginning to undo his jeans button and pulled down his jeans along with his boxers halfway till below his butt. His cock sprung out proudly and he began to stroke it. You watched him as he does it but Mark lift your chin for you to look at him, “You have to keep it down ok, baby?” You nodded knowingly, reaching out to grip his cock, to take over the job of pleasuring him. Mark cursed a string of words as he went back to burying his face in your neck. As you thumb the slit on the tip of cock, Mark whispered in hushed tones, “Fuck baby, fuck.” Precum began to ooze out from the tip as you play around with it, “Mark, I want you inside of me now.” “Mmhmm,” he whispered against your neck, his hand blindly travel down to your panties, pushing them aside before he position his head at your entrance. Mark looked down , playing his tip against your entrance before sliding in slowly into your wet core. You let our a soft grunt as he fully submerged into you, your hands automatically found it’s way around his nape as you throw your head back. Mark slide the strap of your dress down, pulling it until your breast spill out under the dress. “You’re not wearing a bra,” he said, thrusting into you while cupping one breast and using his thumb to play with your nipple. You moaned pleasurably as he played with your nipple, “I never liked wearing one.” “Do you even own one?” Mark smirked, bringing his hand down to rub your clit. Your fingers dug into his flesh as he applied the pressure on you sensitive clit while thrusting his cock into you. “Maybe one or two but it doesn’t matter,” you answered breathlessly. You were trying to control yourself because you didn’t want to make loud noises that could bring attention to the two of you but Mark was doing a fantastic job, “You feel so good.” Mark looked up from your pussy to you, “Yeah? Just like old times, baby?” You nodded your head, licking your lip as you look at Mark. You were a mess but Mark seemed more composed, it almost felt unfair until he gripped your sides and you heard him struggling to control the rhythm of his breathing. “Do you feel good, Mark?” You run your hand down his chest, to his stomach, feeling the hard rigids of his toned abs. Mark pressed his forehead against yours, “You know what will make me feel good?” You answered a ‘mmmm’ and he continued, “if I come inside of you right now and you moaning my name over and over again.” His pace quickened as he grunts softly along with it, “Have you been imagining doing this to me, Mark?” “I masturbate to you, baby. All those pictures you post with those short skirts and crop tops with no bras, you drive me crazy, y/n. I get so hard sometimes it hurts,” he expressed breathlessly. “Baby…” you called him, your hands comfortable position at his ass, “I’m gonna cum, Mark.” “Wait for me, I’m almost there,” Mark pulled out and fully slammed himself into you over and over again. The sensitive sensation was building up inside of you and you buried your face in his shoulder, “Fuck me, Mark. Oh fuck you make want to be a slut for you Mark.” “Yes… Yes,” Mark was reaching his climax as he pulled your hair and drop his mouth to yours as he felt his seeds spills out inside of you. Your toes curl at the sensitivity of you reaching your climax. Curling your fingers into his ass and wrapped your legs around his waist, feeling the warmness of his cum filled you, his chest against yours. Mark gave a few more thrusts before he became still, the two of you were breathing heavily against each other before you finally pulled yourself away. You still had your arms on Mark’s shoulders as you looked at him, wiping the bits of sweat with the back of your hand. “Y/n, I missed you everyday and thought of you all the time,” Mark confessed. “Me too,” you added, “I hated the idea of you meeting someone knew.” “I couldn’t stand the idea of other men touching you. I might sound crazy but I felt jealous at even the thought of it,” he admitted sheepishly. You wanted to gather him in your arms because he was so adorable. Was this the same man whom just fucked your brainlessly a while ago? Instead, you peck him on the lips, “I do too.” Mark smiled wider as he placed both hands on each side of you, “How about we start over? Let’s start with changing numbers?” “I like that,” you smiled, taking his phone and punching in your number before saving it and handing it back to him. “I think we should head back before they realize we’re gone.” “I’ll just tell them I was dicking their daughter in the laundry room,” Mark raised an eyebrow and bringing his face close to yours. You smacked his arms, “Let’s see how your pastor dad take that idea,” before jumping down from the washing machine and interlocking your fingers with him. He tightened his grip, “He’ll probably force us to marry tonight,” chuckling as he led you out of the place.

[bluejaem]

⌗ goin’ grocery shopping with them ( ver. dreamies )

requested. are you taking requests? if so, could you do a shopping at the groceries with fiance!nct dream? btw, i absolutely love ur blog by anon.

(✿) —; MARK LEE. he’d just roam around the aisles and point at things he’d find intriguing even by the slightest bit, “what about this, babe?” and !! god !! he’s a total gentleman <3 carries all the bags, and when you insist on holding one yourself, refuses to let you do so by saying, “this is the least i can do for you, so please let me,” innocent puppy-like eyes looking at you right after, and a small smile forming on his lips when he noticed yours.

(✿) —; HUANG RENJUN. stick to the list. well, that’s what huang renjun thought before coming to the super market with you. “oh, c’mon! it doesn’t hurt to buy an extra pack of noodles!” you whined. renjun smiled in his defeat, “alright, but not more than one. we already have a lot at home,” he said, taking the pack of ramen from the shelf and putting it into the shopping cart. yeah, so you guys kinda-mighta-sorta ended up buying an extra of everything but !! hey, the more, the merrier <3

(✿) —; LEE JENO. has this weird protective side to him whenever you guys go out and tends to always stand behind you or beside you, or just close to you. holds all the groceries for you like the gentleman he is. “those look really heavy, do you want me to hold one?” putting your hand forward, you asked, worried. “no, it’s alright. why don’t you get inside the car, hmm? i’ll load these in till then.” in conclusion, jeno lee, best fiance (future hubby) <3

(✿) —; LEE HAECHAN. “i know you’re struggling, young man. let me hold one of them,” you chuckled, putting a kind offer on the table. haechan feigned a hurt look, “hey! you think i can’t handle holding these bags?” taking one of the bags from his hand, you nodded, “kinda?” he put a hand on his chest and deadpanned, “ouch.” ignoring his comment, you asked, “they were heavy, weren’t they?” haechan accepted his defeat as he half-heartedly admitted it, “yeah, they were.”

(✿) —; NA JAEMIN. “i feel bad that you’re always the one paying for even my stuff,” you finally admitted. “i don’t want you to feel bad, love. okay then, let me pay this time, you can pay another time we go shopping, is that okay?” he glanced at you reassuringly as he handed the cashier his card. “but still, it’s just—” he cuts you off mid-sentence, “we wouldn’t want to delay going home, your ice cream’s already melting.” jaemin thanked the cashier before turning to you, frantically looking inside the bag, trying to check if your ice cream was in good condition. and without even realising it, there’s a little smile making its way up to na jaemin’s lips.

(✿) —; ZHONG CHENLE. will buy you anything and everything. he will always, and i mean always, notice your little glances towards the item you want the most, even your most subtle looks don’t go unnoticed by this man. “wait, who bought this?” you asked, halting unloading the items when one particular confectionery item caught your eye. “i did,” he said, unloading the cart onto the billing counter instead. “how’d you know—” “i’ve known you for almost five years now, my beloved. you think i wouldn’t know about your not-so-sublte glances?”

(✿) —; PARK JISUNG. confused. get him out of there. for each and every item, he goes on this little consideration session, talking to himself. “this one’s nice but this one’s really nice too. this pack has extra sauce sachets, but then again— i don’t really trust this brand—” you take the pack from the shelf and put it inside the cart, “there, it’s that easy, sung.” “hey! i wasn’t done—” gives up and continues to follow you to the next aisle, only to do the same there as well.

© BLUEJAEM, 2021