since we are already crying together, why not publicize our sobs: imagine being able to tell ten he is doing a good job after his endless hours of practice. Being able to wipe his tears when he's upset telling him that everything is going to be okay. waking up to his beautiful sleeping face, pressing a kiss to it to gently wake him up. or him waking you up with his beautiful smile and warms hugs or even just simply being able to say his full name to him. wow please just kill me KDJSK
JAE,,,JAE IM IN PUBLIC TRYING NOT TO BURST OUT INTO SOBS IM GETTING STRANGE LOOKS OH MY GOD,,this is so soft why do you guys have the power to reduce me to this I’m literally shaking in the middle of an airport,,,I wanna be able to comfort Ten when he’s sad,,when sm forgets about him or treats him like shit,,I wanna wake up next to him and see him sleeping peacefully without a worry in the world,,I wanna kiss him awake and watch as he wakes up and smiles when he does,,,I wanna sing softly to him when he’s sad and cheer him up,,,hug him after concerts and stand to the side in the wings looking super proud of him,,,I wanna be what he looks forward to coming home to every night after hours of practice and filming and performing,,I wanna fall asleep in his arms and wake up with my head on his chest,,,I wanna show him how much he means to me and tell him I love him as much as I possibly can,,,I want to make him happy :(((( I wanna make him feel like he matters in the world when he thinks he doesn’t and I want to show him that I care and that people care and love him :((((
