i miss it sometimes // 2.12.20
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i miss it sometimes // 2.12.20
My Inquisitor Twila Lavellan
6 months today folks. this is surreal. it doesn't seem that long ago that i could barely string together a couple days sober, and i thought it would be that hard and miserable forever. i can't believe ive gone from the absolute desperate need i had then, to just yesterday cleaning up other people's half empty, abandoned beer cans at work with hardly a second thought. it's like nothing to me now. i never thought id ever find this kind of freedom
started listening to the road back to you (podcast on the enneagram) and rn they're talking abt the enneagram as it relates to recovery. it's good stuff and also i feel Seen
wheeew staff party tonight got a lil rowdy. the only thing that sucks about being sober is i am acutely aware of how terrible my dancing is. hopefully no one else will remember tho lol
listening to this like, man this is a good podcast, this ep especially might be v helpful to me in recovery. what if i just keep listening instead of calling my sponsor
god addiction brain logic is really the funniest shit in hindsight
love when im listening to somebody talk about like spirituality or whatever and im just like oh you're in a 12 step program. and then im right