Hi! I hope you are well. I read one of your posts a few weeks back expressing how deeply you were/are affected by Jared and Jensen. I thought that was a beautiful post. I too have had a similar experience with Jared. Many years ago I worked in entertainment so was used to being around celebrities, and it was no big deal. But the first time I met Jared I feel like I almost had a dissociative experience. There’s just no way to describe it. I felt safe, loved, relieved, and comforted all in one. I met him and 10 seconds later he was hugging me from behind and he took the lead to put me in position for the photo. And I’ve NEVER allowed anyone to do that, ever. But there was just something about him. It was an incredibly powerful experience. He has an ability to meet you and almost instantly can see right into the depths of your soul and know what you’re all about. It was like he metaphorically shook all of the deeply buried emotions I had up and they came to light and I suddenly had to deal with them. Essentially, he sent me on my own “Eat, Pray, Love” journey. Which is not a bad thing, because I have been able to heal from some long-past issues. I am now happier and healthier than I have been in years, thanks in part to that experience. I’ve met him many, many times since, and every time he sees me he always asks about some specific things we’ve talked about in the past. For as powerful as this experience was, I know that it wasn’t about him - though he was the catalyst- but it was about me and my personal journey. He was just able to somehow reach my soul when others couldn’t. And it hurts my heart to see how some are so cruel to/about him. I wish everyone could experience what I did with him. Maybe then they’d get it. He’s a wonderful human being. 💕💕
Oh My God! 💕 The endless beauty of this post. I don't even have words. I can definitely relate and attest that Jared does feel like that in person. I wish words would encompass how grateful I am to you for sharing this post. I am in tears right now because you've given me an incredibly beautiful gift!
Hurts my heart too whenever anyone hates on both of them and please know I love you for reading that post I made because I wrote it with deep reverence and love even if I couldn't go into details and I shared my truth so I am happy someone resonated with that.
I adore you for bravely sharing your poweful journey and I hope you will continue to do so that those who have experienced the same things will have a point of reference.
Jared is an Angel and so are you, I may not know you but I know it takes courage, vulnerability and deep love to write what you wrote. Thank you once more for this incredibly cathartic, beautiful gift! 💕
