((*cries*
I am awful. I do this all the fricking time. I should really warn everyone I make friends with right from the beginning because this is seriously my worst hang up with socialisation. I get myself into these horrible spirals that go something like this:
1) Get distracted by some unrelated activity and forget to talk to friends. At this point it's still salvageable because that happens all the time. 2) Forget again for about a day because of A) new obsession, B) no very recent interaction to remind me. 3) Remember that I haven't talked to my friends in a while. Feel guilty. 4) Go do something else to distract myself from the guilt. 5) Go back to step 2, repeat. The guilt gets worse every time until I can't face going back and owning up to being so neglectful.
God, why am I talking about my problems on my RP blog. *sobs*
Anyway, I'm very sorry, I love everyone really.))
