#neffy rambles

[wormsforeyes]

My partner and I are talking about how I might have POTS??? I thought it was just chronic fatigue but I have a lot of illness feelings that goes with it.... I need to talk to a doctor

[wormsforeyes]

I know you want nothing to do with me but I can't help wanting you

[wormsforeyes]

My partner is sad so we are laying in bed together.

I wish I could help him feel better. For some reason whenever he's sad I immediately start blaming myself which is not only self centered but a bad idea. I hope he's okay. I just want him to feel better soon.

[wormsforeyes]

Guys

I think I may have Histrionic and Borderline and I'm freaking out but I also feel like I should document everything I'm feeling so that I can bring it to my social worker/therapist meeting in September

I need a proper diagnosis even if I'm never properly medicated all I've ever wanted is to be properly diagnosed

When my ADHD diagnosis was taken away from me it's like my world fell apart

I just want to know what I am