#neg-

[kibumkim]

Sometimes i think i should die and that life isnt worth living

[eattheerich]

I hate my life I rly wanna be a fstass and go get McDonald's but I lost my fucking wallet and I've been looking for it for 2 days and still cant fucking find it and my 12 y/o rage brain keeps butting in telling me to punch and break things nd I hate everything rn. kill me.

[systemofadid-blog]

[screametc]

// i just feel so numb and its becoming increasingly difficult to find enjoyment in things i used to love, i have 0 motivation to start any of my schoolwork and i cant get an extension on any of it because i dont see my therapist until after the due dates, the relationship i was putting so much effort and hope into ended because “it just wasnt working out” (for ??? reasons), there are so many people i miss and dont know how to reach out to and msbkjmskd i just. dont see the point of living anymore

[kibumkim]

idk if i can do it anymore man im just so tired everytime i think im ok it just gets worse and worse and i just...dont wanna be alive anymore like i feel like im gonna just end it soon cause i just cant stand the pain of being alive god i hate myself i just wanna be happy but i feel like im incapable of feeling happiness and i feel like thats my fault like i try so hard but nothing works like i just cant do this anymore

[ouppybuppy]

There's thousands of ppl like me. Any definable trait about me can be found in others. And they're more real than I.

I'm replaceable. My presence corroded by the passage of time. There'll always be someone else to fill my role.

Nothing is permanent. Except death

There would be grief. I would inflict so much pain on others when all I've ever wanted to do was heal them from it. But maybe I really am a coward. A coward who can't take responsibility for my own actions. Never considering how my behaviour affects others. And maybe I am too cowardly to continue living with that guilt.

Maybe I wasn't meant for this world. I see so many people like me who have done it better. What I aspire to be like but done properly. Because they're meant to be.

I'm just a lost cause.

[darkhomer]

i have a new dead end job in my new dead end life baby!!! my lover has applied to rescue a dog and is so excited and i am worried they will be rejected based on their lack of dog experience and be subsequently devastated. also i lost my wallet and someone stole all the money out of my paypal account. not to just complain and complain and complain but it feels like every thing that could go wrong lately has, and if i was having this experience in say. 2018 or 2019 i would take it as a sign to enjoy my youth and bail on my life and go on some kind of adventure. but instead i am going to be priced out of my apartment and probably get more of my money stolen while working a shit job with shit pay once again.