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[reclist]

i dont wanna be sad anymore but idk how to stop it

[yeahponcho]

I know how you feel. I lost my grandfather February of this year and there's been a lot of hard firsts since then. It's normal to miss him, not want to feel it, all of that. I won't lie it's not going to be easy, but something that's been helping me is to allocate a bit of time before each 'first' to think about him and let myself miss him, and end it with the thought that he'd want me to enjoy it, even if he's not there anymore. i send my condolences and hope you get to happier times.

this... really means a lot, thank you. and it helps me to know that others feel a similar way. cause I felt guilty about trying to pretend like I didn’t feel anything about him. but really I know I was just trying to like... protect myself from hurt.

thank you so much honestly. I think you’re right. my grandpa would want me to enjoy the day too. 

[cyrsed]

i’m worrying that i have the reputation of being an asshole and i try so hard to be nice but i worry that on the inside i’m just not a nice person

[hermannco]

How do people draw when they are not feeling it, I can barely put the tablet together

[picarexque-archive-blog]

it might all be over for me soon!

[ouppybuppy]

[blackcatbard]

love the feeling of mediocrity hitting me at the worst times