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i've gotten to the point where i just get like 4/10-level sad every night like it's part of a wellness girlie's bedtime routine SJKDGHJSDGJHSDGSD
I originally made a twitter exclusively to follow artists I like (still use it for this), the majority of which tend to be overseas artists becos I like the style a lot and the fanworks are more prominent over there. I thought it fun to interact respectfully in their language to express my like for the works... but i'm also thinking of the time when there was a mini shitstorm when some followers followed my lead in interacting in a different language, but also applied western based social media culture with the overseas artists. There were nice things, but also things were said in the name of justice and there was a lot of language misunderstandings. That sucked. And it isn't my fault since I wasn't directly involved or anything, but I still feel partially responsible and still wonder if it was a mistake.
I think I'm going to delete all of my accounts on dating sites and the like. I'm tired of being approached by perverts and couples or being too awkward to keep up conversations, so I think it's time I come to terms with the fact that I'm going to die in a house with 5 cats and 3 dogs u - u
**nothin’ like good ol’ social anxiety(tm)**
I've seen the "other characters have cheated why is Rob the only one getting the blame" tweets. I'm sure other characters were blamed too. Rob cheating isn't any worse no but the difference for me is I'm not emotionally invested in the other characters like I was robron and still am for Aaron. If my neighbour cheated on his wife I'd be annoyed and I'd hate it and say it was unforgivable but I would be a lot more upset if my sisters partner cheated on her because I love her and seeing her in pain would hurt me too. I love Aaron like a member of my own family, that's why, for me Rob cheating hurts me more than it did when Cain cheated on Moira or Zak cheated on Lisa I don't feel for them the same as I did for robron or still do for Aaron. You may think this is hypocritical but for me I think it's a normal reaction, robron were my OTP after all.
How do I feel comfortable roleplaying again. How do I add a character to something that feels so established? OGH I’m just having emotions and anxiety sorry
How to make a mutual again..? I have so many “they’ll unfollow me/they might be a bad person/they might think I’m a bad person” ect ect thoughts … why does everything have to become complicated in life? :,D
Context; I gained a ton of followers, ty! I’m kinda scared? to go thru them… pls don’t be shy to say hi to me, id love to make new friends and more mutuals TT 💦
Minoririn time .. bc she’s a mood and I love her 😂💖
Heck id love to try a polyship one day but idk if id do it correctly plus i always have the feeling im a very boring ship partner ;-;