#negative.txt

[ask-the-ex-hyperionintern]

Aw. You think I value my life. Cute.

[unluckiestclover]

ok but honestly dying would be favorable to thinking about my future

[bluehoodiied-blog]

Ooc: TFW you wanna draw (BC you need more pics of your monstersona!!!) and you can’t bc wrist injury.

[unluckiestclover]

i’m so depressed :’)

[cosmosredshift7]

i'm so tired, lonely, and depressed that i honestly wish i were dead.

i haven't dated in years because my confidence and self-esteem are so low, and i'm too fucked emotionally and mentally to even dream about "putting myself out there". and i just feel like i'm never going to do anything with my life, like i'd just be better off dead since i'll never amount to anything.

(please don't respond to this or reach out; i just need to put this somewhere. and no, i'm not actively sui cidal)

[pararnnesia]

UGHGHGHHGHHHHHHHHHH i want to call him i think i still have his number in my phone but at the same time i do Not have the guts to find out if he changed his number or not

[diataragmenos]

yknow it's One Of Those Nights when yr brain has decided it wants to replay Some Shitty Abusive Thing yr parents have said earlier in the day and now u want to Stop Existing Again after Doing Pretty Okay for a while

[iremadeweeeeeehehehehe]

i feel like i have nobody

i feel like i have no friends

im alone