#nekosoo

[fadingkai]

nekosoo replied to your post:nekosoo replied to your post:*kisses your nose*...

blushes……. i love you………

i love you more!

[fadingkai]

nekosoo replied to your post:*kisses your nose* *pulls out dictionary* a soulmate is "a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner".

us?

...mayhaps

[fadingkai]

*kisses your nose* *pulls out dictionary* a soulmate is "a person ideally suited to another as a close friend or romantic partner".

*blushes and scratches chin*  ....this sounds familiar though! 

[fadingkai]

Dear Soo,

I'm not much of a writer. And I'm definitely not a poet. It's hard for me to sit down and write something this long because of my admittedly short attention span. But this is something I'm excited to do. Because I do want to tell you everything. About me and how I feel. It's just difficult when I constantly want to kiss you! And kisses can't say everything. I know this. They can really only express how much I love you. The rest of it... well I hope I get to it in this letter!

You know, I always found you cute. Even before I liked you. Even before I felt like I could consider myself your friend. I think it was the time you encouraged me to sneak into a pool. Before you, I thought all cats hated the water and hated to swim. You made it look so fun though and I would have joined you in a heartbeat if I knew how to swim. It was especially tempting because I wanted to be closer to your smile. Well, it may have been that moment or the time you burned yourself making bacon for us. Actually that was probably the moment I knew I had to take care of you. Which is odd, because I can barely take care of myself most days but that small burn made me realize that seeing you in even the slightest kind of pain was unacceptable.

Being your cuddle buddy was possibly the best thing to ever happen in my life. I already enjoyed cuddling enough as it was, but I couldn't keep this stupid grin off my face whenever you were in my arms. Soon I was spending more time at your home than anywhere else, and it felt like it was slowly becoming mine as well. Trusting you was probably the easiest thing I could have ever done. Which is odd, because I'm rather paranoid. And easily jealous along with rash, it appears.

I told you the moment I realized I liked you was when you said we couldn't cuddle anymore. It sounds so childish when I think about it now. Like a kid with a toy taken away and wanting it back. You're not a toy though, I'm just trying to show my immaturity here. You're so much stronger than I am, I hope you realize this. You were always the one pressing forward when I tried to express my feelings for you anonymously. I said before that I would have been content just being your friend but now I know that's just a lie I told myself. Because if I had known then how happy you make me now I would have fought for you sooner. And I will if I have to because I can't handle losing you again, even if it was only for one night. I love you.

But I can't tell you the exact moment I realized I loved you. It was gradual. It happened long before I even said anything about it to you. It happened in steps. I realized that I loved the feeling of your eyes on me. And the way your lips look like hearts aimed in my direction when you smiled. How we could spend the entire day in bed cuddling and talking. Waking up to your kisses. Going to sleep with you in my arms. And the way you tease me with that mischievous glint in your eyes, I especially love that! I loved being with you. And there was nothing I didn't love about you. But again, I was too scared to say anything.

It was a struggle. Where I came from, love was a guaranteed path to pain. I guess that was a lesson I learned on Earth too. You're the only person I've talked to about my first experience with love here too. And you never judged. You always listened. You were supportive. You made me feel so warm. I hope I give you even a fraction of the way you make me feel.

Because you make me feel warm inside. And loved. We had a rough time a few nights ago but if anything I love you more. Forever sounds like an impossible word, but we've got an endless list of things we need to accomplish. Not just that list but we've got a dog to name and raise along with Edgar! And a world to travel still. And a small zoo to start. And matching aprons to wear so you can teach me how to properly cook and I can attack any food that attempts to burn you again. And if you get burned, I could kiss it better this time (I'm not encouraging you to burn yourself though)! I still need to show you how much I love you.

I love you. I love you so much. I don't know if this letter can even express a fraction of my feelings for you. But every day I'm going to keep showing you.

Yours,

Kai

[fadingkai]

GOOD MORNING!!!! I HOPE YOU HAD A GOOD SLEEP!!!

I DID!!!!  I ALWAYS DO NOW!!!! I hope you rested well too!

[fadingkai]

You have to! I'm gonna write it soon!

SPOILER ALERT: I'll probably cry.

[fadingkai]

A nice letter! About how much I like you and stuff! And how happy you make me!

I.... don't think I'm going to survive that.

[fadingkai]

I JUST LIKE YOU A LOT AND I WANTED YOU TO KNOW! I want to write you a letter soon!!!

A LETTER?  WHAT KIND OF LETTER?  WHAT IS HAPPENING??