#nementh

[talesfromnementh]

don't let me go

Do you know those dreams, those wonderful dreams that almost seem real?

Dreams in which you meet wonderful people, experience emotions you never thought you could feel? Maybe you go on an adventure, climb the tallest mountain there is, explore space, or even find love.

I’ve found love many times, in the strangest places with the most peculiar people. People that are very dear to me, close to my heart - I’ve met them for the first time, I know, but it feels like a lifetime in here.

You reached out to me, touched my face, a kiss beside the ear.

I loved you dearly and truly and I know that you loved me.

So why can’t I remember your face?

I reach out to you, try to turn you around - to no avail. Will I spend the rest of my life looking for you? You were right there. I reach out to you, try to turn you around - to no avail.

Last night I had a dream, a most wonderful dream.

[anapplescruff]

nementh replied to your post “Wait, I am doing this wrong. I’m trying to be a happier person. What...”

Will you go with me to get Dim Sum in the morning? :D

I had and continue to have gross early shifts. Hence I worried about getting to sleep.

Also I have never had dim sum and never really had the inclination.

[anapplescruff]

nementh replied to your post:Who isn’t a manipulative creep who is engaged to...

I can do wiring, what exactly is involved?

Setting up a CPU fan so it will work via a battery. I am in desperate need of a spot cooler in my car and that seems to be a recurring theme when I look up how to make them. Most CPU fans have three or four pins, and I don't want loose wires, especially because this is basically a fan sitting above melting ice or an ice pack covered in condensation. These instructions all seem to assume I know wtf I'm doing and in one the third wire just disappeared between one photo and the next.

[anapplescruff]

nementh reblogged your post and added:

If its Arrowhead, we’re driving up this afternoon...

alternateink replied to your post “Do I or don’t I go to that wedding tomorrow? I think I’ll be unhappy...”

If its Alexs, Nathan and I are going. You can come with us.

No thanks. I've already sent my apologies, and as I said before, nobody wants Debbie Downer at a wedding. Have fun tonight.

[anapplescruff]

nementh replied to your post:nementh replied to your post:No fuck depression....

I can drive, and I don’t mind doing it. ;)

Naw, I mean...

I decided I needed to declare war against the bullshit in my head, but I don't really want company right now. I appreciate it.

I might make cookies or something. Actually that sounds really good.

[anapplescruff]

nementh replied to your post:No fuck depression. Fuck the empty numbness, fuck...

If you ever need get out or need someone to talk to, or not talk to, im pretty much always available. You can tell me what’s going on with you or not, which ever you need. You don’t need to have a plan or activity, if you just wanna hang out and do nothing, I’m fine with…

I can't drive. Don't want to. Seriously considering returning to bus riding for a while.

I'm hoping in a week this will start to go away. Two weeks maybe.

Just gonna sit here blogging and trying to figure out what I'm going to do with my life besides smile and push buttons.

But thanks.

[maradreamsofdisney]

Gah you look really familiar from the park, do you like riding in the front of the Omnibus?

I don’t go to the parks often enough! So it’s probably someone else. I don’t think I’ve seen the Omnibus since I was really little :(

[anapplescruff]

nementh replied to your post: I am grumpy. I think I kn...

Wanna hang out later? I’m off all day and just playing GTAV.

Not today. I just got grumpy over talking with the family about tonight's plans, actually. But thank you.