From The Ground Up.
If you’re reading this it’s most likely because you’re either one of the few who are able to witness it the moment it’s posted, you heeded the readme link on my blog, or I linked you to this post. I’d make a page for it, but a post seems as though it’s perhaps a bit more appropriate for what needs to be said.
That being the case, I’ll get to it.
I’ve been part of the fantroll community for easily three or four years. You probably know/remember me as neotrolls, or even Neo for short if we were close.
The first year being in the community was easily the most fun I’d ever had.
The last two or three? Hell. Absolute hell. So much so that I had to leave for almost about a year to take time to myself and recover. So here are some of the answers to the questions I’m sure a few of you have. But I will make myself clear;
Never again will anyone force me into seclusion for their own petty battles, especially of that of which I have no connections with. Rather than assume I am involved in something that likely doesn’t include you either, maybe you should be the bigger person yourself and listen when I tell you I do not in any way shape or form add on the the rancid discourse this part of the community cherishes behind closed doors, nor do I choose to pursue any of it. I only interacted with the few friends I had as well as those I’d wished to interact with, and some of those very people deserve an apology for the way I acted. That alone is between me and some of the blogs I plan to reach out to once this is posted.
Some FAQ I will likely have to answer once I start building up my blog once again;
- Yes! I am neotrolls! However, I have no desire to take up this url again, as it has already been taken.
- Yes, I’m the owner of the art (it will be properly tagged if it is mine)reblogged/produced. It isn’t stolen content. Likely enough you’ll find the same style here: http://www.neo-pop.tumblr.com/tagged/an-ugly-doodle-for-your-dash. See? It me.
- I am in no shape or form connected to any of the drama, discourse, or even playing a part in whatever sheer fuckery that went down with either spades-chilling-teal or middystuck. As a matter of fact, I was in the dark about it for whatever in all hell went down between the two or what either of them did. Middy and I rarely if ever conversed within the last two years, and I have only spoken to Silver twice, thrice perhaps if you include the rare times Middy invited her into one of my streams. So for those of you who may ask; I am taking no sides, and I refuse to answer anything about either of them. If you ask I will block you.
No questions asked.
I don’t even know what they have been up to since my absence, so please. All I ask is that you leave me be. I can judge character for myself, I need no outside input.
Or false accusations, for that matter. So if you had any relations to them whatsoever, I don’t want to hear about it. I’m just here to roleplay and make friends.
I intend to come back and throw myself full swing into the fun times I’d once had on my previous blog. I intend to make this a better experience not only for myself, but also for the old friends who I have wronged, especially those who I’d left out/even ignored for my own selfish need to pine for the attention of someone who simply didn’t want to see me. They know who they are, so it’s definitely not someone who will be reading this.
I’ve changed. I’ve grown. I’ve put a lot of thought into stepping back into the place that had turned me somewhat into a bitter person. But I’ve got enough confidence now to know my worth and stick to it.
I won’t be someone who will always feel sorry for themselves because they get left out. It’s my blog. I’ll do as I please with it, as well as with the hooligans I assemble.
Thank you for reading this in its entirety, should you have snuck a peek. I appreciate the time you’ve spent here.
