#nerve snippet

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Nerve - Pre_25

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Since I have no update yet,,, how about a peek 🤪

No context.

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... he missed her. He missed her so much.

It wasn't about sex. It wasn't just the fact that she was his wife and he'd done life with her for such a long time that the alternative felt wrong.

Y/n's presence alone gave him hope, like no matter what life would throw at him, he could get through it, they could get through it, together.

And now, he wasn't sure if he could keep her.

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... he gripped your hand and turned you towards him, his patience worn thin. 'If you leave Namjoon, do you think we'd just forget everything you've ever done for us. That you could up and leave, like you never existed.' His face twisted with anger, asking as if the very idea of it was absurd. 'Do you?' 

Expecting as much from Hobi, - - you knew he'd had this on his mind for a while, but you remained calm. 'Anyone ever told you, you talk too much, Hobi?'

He blinked and let go of your arm, the tension easing out of this body for the moment. 'Nah, it's almost always about being too hyper or loud.'

You nodded. 'Glad to be the first.'

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'Why didn't you tell me about the agreement?'

'How did you find out?'

'Does it matter? You did this six years ago. Not once, you thought of sharing it with me. Asking me about it. To do something. To fix it. To change their minds.'

Soooo, we're revisiting JoonYn next week! I'm actually excited, it's been some time since they've had a talk,,,or an argument,,,

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'I don't think you saying you're 'okay', Tae air quoted, 'is going to convince us that you are.'

You raised an eyebrow, slightly irritated at his honesty, and yet, very easily respectful of it. Instead of pleading your case you chose honesty too. 'Can a woman cry in peace?' 

'Well, yeah,' Tae shrugged, 'but not without back-up. I mean why would you want to cry alone.'

'My shoulders aren't as sturdy as Jin hyungs, but I give a really good cuddle.' Jimin leaned toward you and mock whispered.

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'Ji-ho, how were you so sure she wouldn't have told me?'

'She wouldn't,' Ji-ho's eyes bore into him, no sugarcoating necessary, 'not when it comes to your career. Kim Namjoon comes first in Kim Y/n's life.'

It hit Namjoon like a battering ram, that the world could see how she felt for him, that they could attest her love. He couldn't deny Ji-ho's words, no one who knew the couple could deny it; his wife was one of a kind and she loved him with every ounce of her being.

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Because Jungkook may be an adult now, but he grew up with six hyungs that all formed parts of who he was... and unfortunately, even he had to learn that every bond, no matter the form, the time, or the depth, carried the risk of a broken heart.

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I usually only post a snippet when I've drafted the next update, but since I haven't written it out yet, my outline should be fine,,,