#newanda

[andaaz-e-aafat]

Laughing, crying, trembling, mumbling.Gotta do more. Gotta be more. Chaos screaming. Chaos dreaming. Gotta be more. Gotta do more.

-Newanda

[whenaminotdepressed]

I miss him ❤

[bendy-dwyatt]

I do not want to go anywhere or see anyone for a while.

[bendy-dwyatt]

one thing about being depressed

is that there is a narcissism which I’m trying to avoid. When something happens to us as people, perhaps it is natural to think that the world ought to look different after: ie when in love, we often describe the world as appearing to be in vivd Technicolor™. But now I’m trying to get a handle on the real world. To “Let The Great World Spin.” Because, lets face it, the world does not change with you. The sunset will always look amazing, and when you sadly make yourself breakfast, the bacon will not fry mournfully. I must try to not look for reflections of myself in the world as much as I must try to find peace within myself. It is there, I know it.